Pain

  She hurt her thigh with a piece of steel, blood began to trickle down her porcelain skin. She already knew what it meant. But she only wanted to advocate one thing. But a strange feeling came over her, like an awakening she had been waiting for. 

And as she crawled, terribly weakened and torn by pain. The only thing that mattered to her, was to get out of here. More than saving her own life, she wanted to save his, because they both knew he would come back for her. And just when she thought that the important thing was that they were together, even without Azhewo's love, the memories finally came back and overwhelmed her. Understanding the truth from those visions of past events, she wished she could punish herself forever for having misunderstood and hurt the person who meant the most to her for so long.