CHAPTER 12

His secret.

CHANG HENG.

It has been a week he got some good news to me about where I should find Satchan. If she was that girl from 10 years ago. I won't ever let her go if she was that girl. Even if destiny tries to reject us, I would never let her go after I find the truth. If I have to count each star to find myself towards the moon, I will. You're my moon Satsuki, even if I was afraid that you might be leaving me soon just by thinking about that it feels so hurt when I think about that possibility. So if I have to keep you by my side then I would rather do that. I quickly put down my written reports and I decided to look around whether Robert was around or not.

Perhaps, I should look for him. Plus, I was the one who ordered him to look for the details that happened 10 years ago. Tch, where the hell is he? Knowing that man, definitely he must be flirting with his secret girlfriend. Even if he acted that he and Fuyuko was just a simple acquaintance he could never fool me. He always looked so nervous whenever I'd find out that they were kissing. If he's going to lie to me, can't he at least came up with a good lie for me to believe in him? Apparently, he was dating that Senior Architect in Van's construction company. I'm not that stupid for me not to understand that. She's Beatrice Fuyuko Gonzales. From what I know, she's an Aikido fighter. I noticed Momo and Satsuki around and looks like they were both having fun.

So, I got closer to them suddenly and Satsuki gave me a smirk, “Oh, what's this? The bottom is actually waiting for his top? “ She suddenly asked, and she just held her cheeks, and she suddenly blushes about it.

I raised my eyebrows, and then I got closer to her and flick her head. She really does have a lot of time to mess around, huh? I sighed deeply, and then I just hissed at her, “Yes, I'm looking for Robert, but that wasn't like what you think!”

“We'll look for him. Since we're about to go down anyway. Come on now best friend, you're in mood to tease our accountant in their today like the usual! You know what, let's go. I prefer not to see someone out there who just messed up with my moods.” Momo said, and she just rolled her eyes.

“Fine, fine! Don't be so bitter they're so much! Okay then, just sit there because we'll be the ones who'll be finding your top--”Satsuki said, and I just gave her a glare and she just chuckled at me, and she gave me a peace sign.

She's having her wildest imagination again! That maniac girl. I can't believe that she was still seeing me a bottom after all this time. When will she stop calling me like that? Could she just stop on imagining me about those already? Damn it, I'm a straight man! Could she also stop treating me like a bottom already? I'm not a gay. That girl got her wildest dreams, huh? Just the other day, I was not aware that she would be so emotional. And to think that she got a toxic relationship with her ex…damn. Just thinking about that bastard's face makes me want to beat the hell out of him.

I really want to beat him because of what he just said to her. Plus, I'm already used to her teasing me as a bottom, so I guess I just got used to it. And I really don't hate her at all. And I really didn't mind her at all teasing me as a bottom because I got used to this thing. I don't want her to feel sad when she's near to me. And just like I told her, she really didn't need to hide from who she is and that's the truth. And if she was really the girl that I was looking for…then I want to find the truth, whether she's that girl from Beijing, the girl who had the red bracelet then I want to take this seriously. I'll not be scared of my feelings anymore, and I will take a step towards her after I learn the truth.

After a few more seconds, Robert has finally arrived. We got countless things to talk about, but first, I wanted to confirm to him first. I don't have anyone immediately who can help me with this problem when it talks about my first love…he's the only one who was capable of doing that. Because of all people, I know that he's the only one that I can trust.

“You really got me so handful, dude. I decided to rush for a flight to Beijing to get some clues to that mysterious girl with a Red Bracelet. You'll see in the pictures. And I talk to some Private Investigators and Attorneys that my Dad hired to confirmed whether the girl that you was looking for was really Satsuki.” Robert said, and I nodded at him and quickly grab the pictures that he bought here. Is it really her? If she was that kid, then give a sign to destiny. I wanted to hope on that Satsuki is really that kid. I prefer not to act so impulsive immediately because I might be just got hurt in the end. I wanted to hope that she was really the girl that I was looking for.

I was so shocked to see the family picture, that's where I first Satsuki 10 years ago. With this, it was giving me a hope that she might be possibly the girl that I was looking for. I looked at Robert seriously and I got closer to him, “What else that you know?” I asked him. Let there be a sign. If she was really that Satchan that I know,, then I won't ever let her go. I know that he can help me because I know that Robert is the only and one true friend that I got. And the only person that I really trust in this company. I don't care if I use how much it cost when it comes to money because the only important thing to me immediately is to find her immediately.

“Countless things if you ask me,”He answered. “You used to play with Satchan before, right? When your dad used to be a mafia before and got his hands dirty once you two were attacked and you two almost got killed. Is there something that happened between you guys before?” Robert asked.

Maybe she needs to know what really happened before. But as much as possible, I don't want Satsuki to know about this. “Can I trust you not to tell Satsuki about this?” I asked him, and he just quickly nodded at me. Honestly, I don't want to go back to the past. What happened before is a terrible nightmare that I don't want to remember. Because all of my life, I have been blaming myself non-stop because of what happened before. “" years ago, President Fukumoto leave her daughter under the Wei Family for them to take care of her. What I just know is that those goons got a big problem towards Dad. You know that this company is one of the successful right? So, it was normal for us to have rivals. But for us to get involved in it…we were just too young at that time. They tried to shot Satsuki and I…”

I just sighed deeply, and I loosen up my tie and I show him my scar around my neck.

“So this is about their competition, then?” Robert asked and I just nodded to him.

“Until now, I still can't find who's that person behind it. My parents tried to stop me from investigating about this, but I just can't help but to feel uneasy about it because I know that hitman was probably around somewhere.” I told him and I just gripped on my hair,” And for that reason, I've got a trauma. I feel it would be better not to be around with many people, I always feel like they would hurt me. That's why now that I'm in college, my dad bought me a condo and I started living alone. I hate noises, and I was always afraid of the dark.”

I just sighed, and I nodded at him, and then I clench my fist, “And when I saw my bodyguard got shot, Satsuki looked so terrified back then. And I know that until now, she couldn't deal with the black cat alone. And the fact that she is terrified to it. I told her that black cat was hit by bad people, so she believed that lie, and it's why whenever she'd see the black cat she would always be terrified by the black cat because of me."

I don't have any choice. Furthermore, I need to think of how I can protect her. But because of many things that happened, I have been so afraid of my life, and there's no one that's with me at that time besides my sister. Whenever Mom and Dad would fight because of Dad's competition with the other companies, my sister will always go to me to protect me. I was already used to it, as if he'd care about me. Other than Butler Feng, she's the only one person that I have treated as my parent besides mom. I don't think that I can fall in love with other people. It will always be Satsuki. Even if I find out her weird hobbies that she has, who would have thought that a hottie like me would fall in love with a fujioshi like her?I would do anything to protect her. Even from my twin brother, Cheng.

Cheng will always be a bad guy to us. He is always the bully who loves making someone's life suffer because of his own personal entertainment. He enjoys making our lives ruined because of his ridiculous revenge. Just because Satsuki became my first friend, he couldn't accept that at all. He hated me so much that's why even Satsuki he would do anything to hurt her. I just hope that he can never return to here in the Philippines. That bad boy, Cheng. I will never forgive him. He's the one who told the hitman where we lived. And I can never treat him as a brother again because of what he has done.

“This is quite surprising. Who would have thought that our girly face Intern Accountant Chang Heng Wei is really taking care of 57th girl?” Robert asked, and he clapped his hands and I just gave him a glare, “Tell Satsuki with those ridiculous nicknames that you made of, then you're dead!” I shouted.

She's not absolutely 57th girl and part of the numerous girls that I have been with. And I already told my parents even if they arrange me with those girls that they choose, I can never fall in love with either one of them. Yes, they got the status, and they were all pretty and quite seductive I must say, but I can't get out with them. They were all clingy. I can't deal with them. Plus, all of those girls were just my pastime. And I just played around with them when I haven't met Satsuki yet. I admit that I was such a jerk before. I don't have any girls that I can be serious with. They're just flings. Whatever we had back then was nothing but a game. And at that time I know that I can't be in a relationship with them because I was fooling around too. We all know that if there's someone that I'd be in love, it will always be Satsuki. She's way different from the other girls. I have never seen someone like her before. I never looked at her before but after I noticed that bracelet that she wears, I know that just like me, she also waited for me. She has always been waiting for me. But not now. She can't find out everything right now, not until I fixed everything.

That's why I wanted to know who is that hitman. And whatever Dad has done to him. Because they were the reason is this happening in the first place. And I just want to end this conflict already. If I was sure on Satsuki's safety, then that was the time that I will admit everything. I noticed that Satsuki was so close to the windows, and she was looking at us with such intentions, and she was already drooling. Damn it.

When did she appear? She was really having fun on what she sees immediately, and she was drooling a lot and I can't help but to slap my face because of embarrassment. Just when will she just stop on seeing me as a bottom? I'm not the kind of guy who loves to be hugged by another guy, for Pete's sake. I'm not a gay! She's not getting away with this, she'll see. She would be doomed twice way before because of what she was doing right now.

I just stared at Robert seriously, “Keep on searching about this matter. About the incident in the Beijing. I really want to know what Dad has done to them. And if they are planning against Satsuki, I won't show any mercy.”

“Of course, anything for your cute girlfriend~” Robert smirked, and he hummed.

“Shut the hell up,” I said irritatedly

Damn it, when it comes to Satsuki it will always be her safety that I would always think about. I would never let anyone hurt her. Just like how I was 10 years ago, I was still the same person who wanted to protect her. I would never do anything to hurt her because she's always been my top priority.