Chapter 7 (You're Home Early)

She made it to Dr. Hoggard office door.

She took a deep breath and knocked.

"Come on in" said the secretary.

Katharine walked in.

"Is Dr. Hoggard available?" Katherine asked slightly hoping she would say no, she didn't feel like talking to no one about the fine details about what happened yet.

"Yes he's been waiting for you to show up, head on back to his main office." The secretary said.

"Thanks." Katherine said feeling a bit nervous. Dr. Hoggard saw her approaching though his office window.

He quickly opened the door to her.

"Mrs. Hudson! I'm happy you're safe!" He said sounding relieved with a smile.

"Yes, I'm glad to." Katherine said trying to keep it short.

"I feel horrible this had to happen to you after being on the job for such a short time." Dr. Hoggard said.

"Let me make it up to you...I know money can never make up for the emotional trauma this probably caused you however I would love to give you a promotion on your pay." Dr. Hoggard said.

"That's very nice of you." Katherine said surprised for the offer.

She wondered if he felt responsible for the mistake.

"No worries Mrs. Hudson, it's would be no problem at all." Dr. Hoggard said taking her hand.

"Again I'm just happy you're safe...now I must ask you, I'm figuring your answer...would you like to continue to work with Mr. Ray?"

Dr. Hoggard asked her.

"Well yes, I would. I'm positive this won't happen again...however I feel since all his most horrible crimes where against women that it would be beneficial for a woman to continue to working with him so it teaches him to respect them also for him to learn to control himself." Katherine said sternly.

"Wow yes I wasn't expecting for you to want to continue working with him. However I find it very brave of you." Dr. Hoggard said with a smile.

"Will you be wanting to continue work for the day or will you want to head home? I will give you paid leave for 3 days to recover. It's up to you." He asked.

"Honestly...I just need a day to recover. I can be in work tomorrow." Katherine said reassuringly.

"Okay sounds good. I'll let the Gaurds know to chain him up for the night." Dr. Hoggard said.

"Thank you Doctor...can I ask you why he needs to be chained up in his own cell?" Katherine said getting up from the chair.

"That's a good question. You see he is a threat to himself and others. It's for his own sake mostly. You can talk more about it to Dr. Shane next time you see him." He said.

"Thanks, I will." Katherine said still not understanding why.

"Have safe day my dear. Rest up." He said walking her to the door.

"*That went smoothly.*" Katherine thought heading to her office to grab a few things.

Tomorrow made her nervous.

Wanted to see Rayken again but wasn't sure she was actually ready.

She unlocked her office door and sat down slowly in her chair and leaded back.

"*Wow, what a day!*" She thought taking a deep breath.

*RING RING* her phone rang.

"Hello, Mrs. Hudson speaking." She answered the phone.

"Hello, yes Mrs. Hudson. This is Dr. Shane. Did you say you'll like to see Mr. Ray tomorrow?" He asked.

"Um, yes, yes I did." She said.

"Okay, I'm happy you're okay..." He said reassuringly.

"Alright that is brave of you. He'll be in your office at 10am sharp." He said about to hang up.

"Yes sounds good doctor...can I ask you one thing before heading home?" She asked quickly.

"Huh, yes you can ask me anything. What's your question?" he said.

"I heard you have the gaurds chain Rayken up for the night, I'm just curious on why?" She asked.

"Oh yes, well you see it's for his own good." He said trying to be brief about the topic.

"That's what I keep hearing but I still don't understand the reasoning behind it." She said sounding a bit upset.

"It's not your concern. I do what's best for him medically." he said sternly.

"You see it is my concern. He is my patient." She said back.

"If you must know I'll tell you, it's to prevent him from masterbating. I feel it's not good for his health and his mental state of mind, putting his passed into perspective." He said quickly.

"Are you kidding me right now doctor? I bet masterbation will be great for him! It will take away a lot of his tensions and feel more relaxed." She said getting frustrated.

"I bet all the women he r***d and men he murderered would have love to feel relaxed Mrs. Hudson. I'll see you tomorrow at 10am. Goodbye." He said and hung up the phone.

"Wow!" She said aggravated. "*Why is he getting so emotionally involved in Raykens passed crimes?*" She thought to herself.

"*He is supposed to be professional...*" she thought for a moment. "*I'm not very professional am I? When it comes to Rayken, I'm getting emotionally involved myself.*"

She felt horribly about it at the same time she truly started catching feelings for him which made her feel more horrible and also confused about herself.

She just knew there was something about him that was misunderstood.

She grabbed her purse to get going.

She walked passed Rayken cell and stopped in her tracks.

"*I have to look inside.*" she thought and immediately looked through the window on his cell.

She saw him all chained up to his bed completely unconscious.

His hands chained up to the head board with no slack to move.

His legs and his feet tightly chained to the foot of the bed.

He had a rope gag in his mouth.

His head was to it's side.

She saw drool and blood dripping out his mouth.

"*Oh my goodness!*" She thought putting her hand over her mouth.

She got tears in her eyes.

"*He must still be unconscious from being tasered so long! He probably haven't eaten at all today!*" She thought crying and rushed to her car.

She drove home quickly.

When got home she saw her husband's car in the drive way.

"Wow he is home early!" She said getting out her car.

She slowly opened the front door and looked around. She didn't see her husband. She knew her daughter was still at school.

"Honey? Are you home?" She said looking in his office and he wasn't in there.

She decided to head up the stairs to see if maybe he was in the shower.

When she got to the top of the stairs she could her slight moaning noises come from their bedroom.

"What the?" She said quietly walked towards the bedroom.

She slowly open the door.

She couldn't believe what she saw!

She saw her husband under their blankets on top of Maggie their maid.

Maggie's legs were wrapped tightly around him.

"Darrel!!! What are you doing!?" Katherine gasped looking very pale like she might faint.

Her husband (Darrel) and Maggie both turned and were very shocked to see her.

"Oh shit Katherine! You're home early!" He said surprised jumping off Maggie and covering himself with their blanket.

"Mrs. Hudson, it's not my fault!" Maggie stuttered to say.

"Get out of MY house!" Katherine yelled at Maggie pointing aggressively at the door.

Maggie quickly gathered her clothes nervously and rushing out the bedroom.

"Katherine...I..." Darrel began to speak.

"Darrel Shut up! ...In our bed! Really!? How could you!?" Katherine yelled starting to cry. "I'm so disgusted!" She added has tears rolled down her cheek.

"Look, I didn't want you to find out this way." Darrel said calmly.

She wondered why he wasn't freaking out like she was.

"You don't even love me!" Katherine cried. "You never make love to me ever!"

"I...I care about you Katherine." He said bluntly putting on his clothes.

"Care? is that all, after all these years!?" Katherine asked wiping her tears.

"I didn't want to upset you..." Darrel said putting on his shoes.

Katherine sat on the floor crying she could hardly process what just happened.

"I'm going to leave for awhile on vacation to clear my head." He said grabbing his suitcase.

"Clear YOUR head!? Look at what you done to me!" She yelled standing up angrily.

She got into his face.

"LEAVE! I never want to see you again!" She yelled.

"I'll give you time to calm down." He said walking down the stairs.

"Never come back!" she yelled has he walked out the front door and shut it.

She collapses on the stairs crying.

She called up her mother to get her daughter from school and watch her for awhile. She explained to her the situation and her mother understood.

Most of the day she layed on the couch crying into the couch pillows.

She refused to go lay in their bed ever again.

After a few more hours she decided to go wash a few blankets for the couch so she could sleep there for the night.

She felt herself getting a hungry for dinner well she was loading the blanket in the washer.

"*I bet Rayken is starving right about now...*" she thought making herself more upset. "*Why won't they feed him? Why are they treating him so disrespectful...I mean I shouldn't be thinking that he did harm a bunch of people! What should I care?*" Her mind raced.

She walked to the kitchen and began to boil some water for spaghetti. She searched through her cupboards for awhile looking for the tomatoe sauce and finally found it right in front of her. "*I can't think straight...*" she started to cry again. After the spaghetti was almost done she made 2 peices of garlic bread. She sat down at the table with her plate of food in front of her. She lost her appetite to eat.

"*Why did I make so much food?*" She thought getting up and taking the food to the kitchen. She sat it on the counter top. "*I can't waste this...*" She grabbed a tupperware, scraped all the food inside and put it away in the fridge.

"*I'll bring it to Rayken in the morning.*"

She yawned.

"*I'm so tired from all the stress...I have work in the morning too...thank God for my moms help with Suzy." she went to put the blankets in the dryer. "*I need a shower.*" she thought grabbing a soft towel off the shelf.

She walked to the guest bathroom and looked in the mirror at herself. "*Am I really that unattractive? My husband has to cheat on me.*" tears rolled down her cheeks again. "*Fuck that bitch Maggie, She is a back stabber to me and my family!*" She slammed her fist on the sink causing the glass toothbrush holder to hit the ground and shatter. "Oh Shit!" She said avoiding the broken glass. "I'll clean that up in the morning...I just need a hot shower!" She started the shower and looked back into the mirror again. "Rayken wanted me...but would he want any woman?"

She thought about Rayken, how he felt, his huge thick hard penis pressed between her legs, the smell of his body, his heavy deep breathing and manly voice. Her body started heating up with every thought of him.

She felt the deep need to pleasure herself.

She hasn't done that or had the cravings to in years.

She layed in her tub with the hot shower running on her and closed her eyes and pictured Rayken's body on hers.

She couldn't hold herself back from pleasuring herself. She moaned loudly. She could almost feel his body on hers and him deep inside her. She climaxed within 3 minutes.

"*It's been years! I can believe how much he turns me on and I'm not sure why...I always been very professional with all my male patients...he is just so...*" She paused for a moment and took a breath "..hmmm so hot!"

She got out the shower feeling a lot less stressed about her situation for the moment. She dried off with her soft towel and heading to get her blankets.

"*I'll have a cup a wine before bed.*" she poured herself a tall glass. Soon 1 cup turned into the whole bottle. She passed out on the couch within 5 minutes.

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