Chapter 5: A single thought of love is beyond redemption

She tried desperately to find a way back, and she didn't want to give up. At this moment, she was lying in his arms, she wanted to smile at him, but the corner of her mouth hooked, and it turned out to be a large string of tears.

1 Ruins

It was dawn, and Shi Hang went into the kitchen to prepare breakfast. He is familiar with Qin Yu's taste, and over the years, even his taste has become the same as Qin Yu's. He worked hard to do this, because he wanted to be with Qin Yu for the rest of his life.

To love someone is to love all of them.

It takes giving and giving to love forever and to the bone.

He stayed in the study last night, thinking about it. As long as Qin Yu can be happy, he is willing to let go of everything. His parents are no longer there, and his closest person is Qin Yu. Those inheritances are things outside the body. Isn't life the same as having them and losing them? If you have to figure it out, I am afraid you will lose more.

Shi Hang was standing at the door of the bedroom and was about to knock when Qin Yu had already opened the door. The two looked at each other, but neither of them spoke.

Qin Yu was wearing sportswear, making her petite body even thinner.

Shi Hang stretched out his hand to pull Qin Yu, but she actually retracted her hand.

Shi Hang lowered his hands in embarrassment, coughed lightly, and said, " It's getting cold outside. I've cooked porridge. If I don't go down to drink it, it will be cold in a while. "

Qin Yu didn't say a word, wiped his body and walked over, and he followed behind her.

The freshly boiled porridge exudes a faint scent of grain, and Qin Yu sits at the dining table without moving his chopsticks.

Shi Hang sat down opposite Qin Yu and looked at her fixedly. Her spirits weren't as bad as he thought, instead she seemed fuller. It seems that he slept soundly last night.

Shi Hang lowered his head, a little disappointed, but happy. Without him, she can sleep well, which is more important than anything else.

" I added brown sugar, neither too thick nor too light, just right. " Shi Hang stirred in the bowl with a spoon.

Qin Yu's face was expressionless, motionless and silent.

Shi Hang looked up at her, her eyelids drooped and her long eyelashes trembled slightly.

" I don't have an appetite, you drink it! " In the end, she didn't take a sip and got up to leave.

" Still angry? I drank last night, sorry. "

" It doesn't matter if you drink or not. " Qin Yu paused for a while and said, " It's getting cold, I'll go see those sheep, and after breakfast, you can go to work. "

" I'll pick you up at noon, we'll eat outside. " Shi Hang quickly got up and caught up.

" No, I'm used to having lunch alone. "

Shi Hang's heart was broken. How many times he missed her appointment, she was used to waiting in vain, and was used to enduring silently.

Qin Yu went out, and the moment the door was closed, Shi Hang saw Qin Yu tighten her shoulders, and the cold air outside made her uncomfortable.

One night, the cold wind changed the room.

The yellow leaves of the sycamore tree are translucent, and the trees and the ground are full. Qin Yu didn't dare to step on it, and walked around the corner to the backyard in distress. Open the iron door, a green eye. The grass is still full of life.

The sheep were crouched in the sheepfold, and the newly built cold shelter played a role in blocking the cold wind. The sheep rested leisurely, and when they saw their master coming, they didn't want to move lazily.

Seeing these little guys, Qin Yu smiled more. It turns out that happiness can be so simple, and the extravagant happiness is just a smile.

Qin Yu leaned against the fence contentedly. These newly reinforced fences were neat and tidy, unlike before, which might be scattered when the wind blows. This is all due to Song Yichi. With such care, he should be full of love for life.

Qin Yu took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Song Yichi: Ready, waiting for you at the intersection ahead.

Before leaving, Qin Yu added fodder for the sheep. Song Yichi once reminded her that the sheep must be full, otherwise the meat quality is not good, and the deliciousness of the mutton cannot be eaten.

He knows quite a lot, the charm of a man is not how handsome, but the inner talent is the most attractive.

Qin Yu walked forward happily, although the air was cold, her heart was as warm as fire.

The intersection was empty, and the row of roses only grew lushly, and the flowers had withered.

Qin Yu stood there, waiting quietly.

In the distance, under a locust tree, Song Yichi leaned out and looked at her from a distance.

She is beautiful and peaceful. Standing in a bush, like a slim lily, elegant and pure.

Song Yichi was almost fascinated, a leaf flutteringly fell from his eyes, and he was stunned. She waited for half an hour.

Yesterday, they had made an appointment that if the weather allowed, he would take her to the top of the mountain.

This agreement made Qin Yu look forward to one night. If Shi Hang was not so reckless and savage, her good mood would definitely continue to this day. However, she had forgotten that scene, and was just waiting for the surprise and excitement of the moment she climbed to the top of the mountain.

Song Yichi retreated behind the locust tree and sent a text message to Qin Yu: I am in the gallery, and I have a difficult matter to deal with. After half an hour, I will come. You go up the mountain first and wait for me at the viewing platform.

After the text message was sent, he regretted it. Why cheat? She is clearly there. As long as he appears now, he can take her up the mountain with him. As long as he is willing to take this step, no matter how far away, he will arrive one day. However, he flinched, hiding under the tree to see her dazed and lost.

Qin Yu looked at the text message and shrugged. They are all busy people, and she is the only one who is free.

Qin Yu looked over here, Song Yichi hid behind the tree and dared not move, he knew that she must be disappointed.

Qin Yu walked up the mountain alone, Song Yichi followed from a distance.

Qin Yu is like a child, feeling new to everything. For a while picking a leaf, for a while picking a handful of small yellow chrysanthemums that bloom in winter; now squatting in the grass to watch unknown insects, and now making faces at the birds on the treetops.

She loves nature, loves this season, and loves all living things.

Song Yichi stopped and walked, hiding. He was happy with Qin Yu's joy, and excited with Qin Yu's excitement. Several times, he wanted to rush up immediately and drag her up the mountain with her, but in the end he endured it.

Appreciation from a distance is a kind of beauty. Once close, no matter how small a flaw, it will destroy her beauty.

Qin Yu went all the way up, and the viewing platform had been left behind by her. She didn't feel tired, she didn't even want to take a break. She thought that when Song Yichi arrived, she was already standing on the top of the mountain.

Finally, the eyes suddenly opened up, and the wind came from all directions on the flat top of the mountain. Qin Yu faced the wind and took a deep breath, every mouthful was so fresh.

On the top of the mountain, clumps of shrubs grow arbitrarily, like artificial planting and natural beauty. All of this made Qin Yu happy. She had never seen such a beautiful natural scenery, thousands of times more beautiful than the pictures.

Qin Yu walked forward along the path of the bushes, and stroked the leaves and stems of the bushes with her fingers, leaving a shadow of trembling joy.

Suddenly, Qin Yu stopped, and there was a ruin in front of her.

The ruins are barren and overgrown with weeds, and the wind blows from here with a whimpering sound.

Qin Yu was surprised, the beautiful scenery stopped abruptly from here, like being brought into another artistic conception. She was a little terrified. What kind of tragedy was left in the ruins?

Qin Yu approached slowly, and the fence surrounding the ruins was already covered with vines, especially the sign that said "A single fire can start a prairie fire " . .

Has there ever been a fire?

Qin Yu suddenly thought of her dream. In the heavy rain, she climbed up the ruins countless times. There are steps, railings carved from mahogany, scarlet carpets, crystal chandeliers, and thin window screens ...

Qin Yu had difficulty breathing, she held onto the fence and her body began to tremble.

It turns out that there are really such ruins in reality, and it turns out that it is so close to her life.

There was a gap in the fence, Qin Yu eagerly tore apart the entangled vines and stepped forward. The weeds are very strong, more alive than in a dream. She groped and tried to move forward, her heart beating fast.

So much like a dream, the stairs exposed to the weeds led her into the ruins.

" Qin Yu! " A voice sounded behind her.

Qin Yu turned around and saw Song Yichi. He was holding a bunch of wild chrysanthemums, the bright yellow petals showed a warm luster, swaying towards her with the wind.

She didn't move, watching him step by step.

" You count the steps up and be careful of tripping. "

His voice made her feel warm in the cold wind, and the fragrance of wild chrysanthemums in his hands fascinated her. If she wasn't so insistent, she was willing to go to another place with him, if she wasn't so curious, the next thing might not happen.

"1...2...3..." Qin Yu climbed the steps step by step with Song Yichi's voice.

He followed closely behind her, and when she took the sixth step, her whole body slumped, like falling asleep, leaning on Song Yichi's shoulder and closing her eyes.

2 That's not an illusion

" There is a door in front of you, you push it open and walk in ..." Song Yichi hugged Qin Yu, his voice warm and magical.

He gently pushed her hair behind her ears, his fingers touched the soft and smooth skin, and his hands trembled slightly.

Qin Yu entered a room in a trance, a man appeared in front of her and stopped her in his arms.

Qin Yu was in a panic, her heart was beating fast, and she had difficulty breathing. She watched helplessly as his lips pressed down, she had nowhere to hide, entangled with him.

It seemed like a long time later, his aftertaste still lingered on her lips. She stared at him blankly. He smiled, his smile sweet and warm.

He held a gift box and opened it in front of her. A sparkling diamond ring that sparkles and shines brightly. He took it out and put it on for her. He led her to the mirror, but she didn't dare to look, for fear that the light would hurt her eyes.

He got down on one knee, put her hand on his lips reverently, and made a soft lip print.

He proposed to her ...

Qin Yu twisted his body in Song Yichi's arms, and he watched her slightly closed eyes trembling.

" It's dark, there's no lights, you're afraid, snuggle up beside him ..." Song Yichi continued to hint, he clearly felt her shaking in his arms. He hugged her tightly to make her less panicky.

Qin Yu is afraid of the dark, clings to the man's side and needs his protection.

The man put his arms around Qin Yu and said with a smile, " Even God is creating an atmosphere for us. Don't you think it's better to be honest and face-to-face in the dark? "

Qin Yu blushed and grabbed his hand tightly: " Are there any candles? "

The man shook his head: " But there is an oil lamp, which is quite ancient. In this environment, lighting an oil lamp is not a good feeling. "

Soon, the man found the oil lamp, like something from thousands of years ago, with an ancient charm.

The oil lamp was lit, and the room was suddenly dim and yellow, like a layer of sunset afterglow, and everything was hazy.

The man held up Qin Yu's face, her face was hazy with beauty that could not be seen clearly, afraid that it would disappear when touched.

The man bowed his head and looked for her lips. Qin Yu leaned towards him, a warm and smooth taste that made her tremble, she couldn't hold it any longer, and slumped in his arms.

Song Yichi saw that Qin Yu's cheeks were flushed red, her breathing became rapid, her hands were tightly gripping him, her nails were sinking deep into his skin.

" There's light outside, you want to push the man away, but he won't let go and hugs you tightly ..."

She saw a fire burning outside the window, which flushed her and the man's face.

The man seemed to sense something was wrong and stopped abruptly. At this time, there was a burning smell filling up, and both of them saw a thick smoke pouring in from the crack of the door.

The man hurriedly opened the door, the downstairs was already a sea of ​​fire, and the crazy flames swallowed the stairs, trapping them upstairs.

The man turned around and grabbed Qin Yu, they had to escape, or they would die in the sea of ​​​​fire.

Qin Yu's legs and feet were weak in panic, and the thick smoke made her almost suffocate. The man pulled him to run out, Qin Yu knocked over the oil lamp, the flames lit the curtains, and in the blink of an eye, the fire started.

The stairs on the second floor have collapsed, and they have no way to go or retreat, and they are about to be swallowed by the fire ...

Suddenly, a muffled sound came, and Qin Yu struggled to wake up.

Song Yichi followed the voice and saw a man walking out of the ruins. Probably he broke the support of the dead wood, and the ruins collapsed in a large piece.

Qin Yu was in a trance, the scene of being trapped in the sea of ​​fire made her linger, and the man who came out of the ruins at this time was like a ghost in the ruins, which frightened her and made her dare not look directly.

The man was wearing a hat, covering his eyes. He seemed to have discovered their existence long ago, and he was not surprised at all to see them.

Song Yichi thought it was incredible. The ruins had been desolate for many years, and he never thought that anyone would dare to take half a step like them.

The man stopped in front of them and took off his hat.

Qin Yu stole a glance out of the corner of the eye and found that it was Shi Shi's boyfriend Qiao An.

" Doctor Qiao? " Qin Yu called out in disbelief.

Joan smiled slightly, confirming that he was indeed the psychiatrist she had seen.

" Why are you here? "

" I heard Shi Shi say that before it became a ruin, it was a very luxurious villa. I thought, why would a luxurious palace be turned into ashes overnight? There must be a story in it. I'm here. dreamer! "

Joan's voice was as warm as his smile, making people forget the cold. Looking at him is like bathing in the sun, and his whole body is warm.

Qin Yu didn't know that this was a villa, let alone its former glory. Seeing this piece of ruins, she thought of the fire just now that she was on the scene, and she had the urge to explore the past.

She looked at Song Yichi sideways and asked, " Why do I always see those hallucinations? Have I ever experienced these things? It's really like it happened in front of me, but I can't find any memory in reality. "

Song Yichi didn't know how to answer Qin Yu. He glanced at Qiao An, who was looking at him with the same questioning eyes, which made him hesitate a little.

" What you see is not a hallucination, but your brain selectively deletes this memory because you are unwilling to face such a fact. " Qiao An answered Qin Yu's question for Song Yichi.

Qin Yu was a little flustered and looked at Song Yichi in confusion, she needed him to confirm Qiao An's answer.

Song Yichi clenched Qin Yu's shoulders so that she could calm down, " This is one possibility, and the other may be just an illusion, which has nothing to do with your past. "

" Why lie to her? Telling her the truth will make her healthier than being trapped in hallucinations. I'm a psychiatrist, and I know that the burden of body and mind can make a person unbearable. " Joan was a little excited, and he waited for this opportunity. long time. If you can really help Qin Yu retrieve his memory, the mystery of Qiao Jin's disappearance will be solved.

The dispute between the two made Qin Yu unclear, but she vaguely felt that it must have something to do with her.

" What are you talking about? What truth? What hallucinations? Have I experienced anything terrible? Please tell me! " Qin Yu became impatient. Over the years, the troubles of nightmares have exhausted her. She doesn't want to live in endless troubles. She wants to live easier and more clearly.

Song Yichi quickly appeased Qin Yu, " It 's alright, I'll tell you later. "

Qiao An stepped forward and pulled Qin Yu out of Song Yichi's arms. Qin Yu ducked in horror, like avoiding an enemy who invaded her.

" Listen to me, there is a man who was unfortunately surrounded by fire on the day he proposed to you. He saved your life, but disappeared from this world. You choose to forget this memory, but your conscience is Always remind you that you love him, and you can't forget him! " Joan shook Qin Yu's shoulders and asked her to immediately restore her memory, telling him what happened that day!

Song Yichi rushed up and pushed Qiao An away, " You're crazy! Don't force her, she can't remember anything, even if you shake her away, she won't know anything! "

" I can help her, trust me! "

Song Yichi shook his head, " If you are so eager for success, you will only hurt her. I warn you, don't disturb her again! "

Song Yichi turned around and saw Qin Yu curled up on the ground holding his shoulders. She was frightened, her body trembled violently, she stared at her terrified eyes, and said to herself: " In order to save me, he died? Who is he? Who am I ... Who is he? Who am I? …"

Song Yichi slowly squatted down in front of her, holding her face in distress, " Don't be afraid, it's alright, I'm here, I won't let you have any trouble! "

Qin Yu looked up at him, a big tear forced out of the corner of his eyes.

Song Yichi hugged Qin Yu and left the ruins, and she slowly calmed down as she lay in his arms.

Qin Yu raised his head and could see his face. He didn't have a single expression. He stared intently at the road ahead and didn't talk to her.

Qin Yu slowly brought her face close to his chest, where it was warm and made her feel safe.

" Can you tell me who that man is? " she asked softly, leaning against him.

Song Yichi blinked and looked down at her, " A person who loves you very much, and you love him very much. "

" I don't remember this man at all, did he really die in the fire? To save me? "

"The police didn't find the body, maybe it's still alive. " He sighed heavily . " To die for the woman you love is a man's responsibility. "

" Help me get my memory back! I can't let his death be meaningless and I can't continue to ignore his death, it's not fair to him. "

Song Yichi stopped and Qin Yu jumped out of his embrace. His hand still held her, but after just a second, he let go.

" What about Shi Hang? Once you get your memory back, can you still accept Shi Hang? " He asked seriously.

She was silent for a long time, and finally raised her eyes to look directly at him, " Shi Hang and I are husband and wife and have a happy life, but all this is the fulfillment of that person. I must know who he is before I have the chance to repay. "

Song Yichi frowned slightly, and even his breathing seemed to tremble unevenly. He stretched out his hand and put it on her shoulder, " You need to think about it, maybe it's related to your future life. "

Qin Yu nodded, " I think about it, I should know what happened to me? I want to be a complete me and leave no regrets. "

3 would rather die

Qin Yu did not let Song Yichi send her. They parted at the intersection. She trudged through the door alone, dragging her heavy legs. She leaned against the door and took a deep breath, feeling like her throat was stuck in something. She wanted to cry, her nose was sore, but the tears refused to fall.

Qin Yu felt uncomfortable. It turned out that there was a person who lost her life for her. It turned out that in her life, not only Shi Hang loved her so much, but she had no memory of that person.

Her life was saved by that person, but she lived a long life with peace of mind. How could she repay what she owed him, and how could she repay it?

Qin Yu didn't know how to climb the stairs. She pushed open the bedroom door and saw clearly that Shi Hang was standing in front of the window with his back to her.

He didn't move, as if the door was already open. She wanted to call him, but she didn't even have the strength to speak.

Qin Yu leaned against the door, looking at Shi Hang's back, tears finally flowed down. Over the years, he has been kind to her, sincere and without regrets. He never cared about anything, as long as she was happy. When she was sick, he accompanied her; she was insomnia, and he tossed and turned with her; she was in a bad mood, and he was sad with her. Bit by bit, vividly. To meet such a good man in this life, Qin Yu has no regrets in this life.

Qin Yu was so sad that she couldn't even stand up, what was she good for, so that two men could die to her?

After a long time, Shi Hang was finally willing to turn around. The moment their eyes collided, Qin Yu's body slowly slid down the door frame.

She reached out to him, wanting him to give her a hand.

He looked at her, indifferent.

Qin Yu was in vain and caught nothing.

After a long while, Shi Hang moved his footsteps towards her. Stop beside her and look down at her. A look of indifference.

Qin Yu raised her head, she could see that he was angry, she somehow felt that his eyes were about to pierce her body.

Shi Hang leaned down and lifted her up. She was passively pushed against the wall by him. His hand squeezed her chin, and the strength made her feel pain.

He had never treated her like this, like a hated enemy.

Qin Yu didn't have the strength to break free and let him restrain her.

" I love you with all my heart, but you're throwing your arms around other men, you shouldn't treat me like this! " Shi Hang's face approached Qin Yu, and she heard his teeth creaking.

" I thought that my hard work would bring you loyalty to me, but I didn't expect that you still like to be around, what did I do wrong? " Shi Hang threw a slap, the slap was strong enough to hurt Qin Yu .

Qin Yu's body fell heavily to the ground, she almost lost consciousness, lying there like a pool of mud.

Shi Hang was out of control and lifted Qin Yu from the ground, " Don't pretend to be dead, when you are so passionate about others, you never thought that my heart is bleeding! "

Qin Yu was like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered in his hands, her head was down, her hair was spread out, and Yin Hong's blood was oozing from the corner of her mouth.

" Please ... kill me! " Qin Yu spat out a few words weakly.

Shi Hang could hear it clearly. He raised his head and laughed loudly. The laughter was as terrifying as a devil.

" You would rather die than admit that you were wrong. Have you ever really loved me once, ah? " Shi Hang closed his eyes, and tears poured out.

" I appreciate you and admire you ... I never thought I'd leave you in this life ..."

" Grateful to me, admire me, but never loved me, right? You liar, how can you bear this kind of heart to me? " Shi Hang roared and pushed Qin Yu away, knelt on the ground in despair, hugged his head and cried.

Qin Yu was lying on the ground, squinting, tears pouring out like spring water.

Since she followed Shi Hang, she planned to be with him for the rest of her life. She never thought about how deeply and truly she loved him, but she knew that in this life, apart from him, she would never be able to have a second man. But today, everything has changed. The man she relied on so much actually beat her and doubted her loyalty to him? She didn't even have the courage to grieve, and she didn't have any expectations for this world. She just wanted to die to end this humiliation.

Shi Hang cried bitterly, feeling that he was always a loser in love. Three years ago, he watched her throw into that person's arms, and three years later, she still betrayed his heart from beginning to end in this way. How can he be? All his wishful thinking became a big joke, and he felt that he was the most pitiful person.

Shi Hang got up from the ground, ignoring Qin Yu who was lying on the side. Her life and death had nothing to do with him, and he was disheartened.

Qin Yu lay there, listening to the footsteps of his departure. She was powerless, unable to move. She wished she would just fall asleep like this and never wake up.

a long long time. She could not hear any movement around her. She closed her eyes, and the darkness enveloped her, as if she was in a bottomless tunnel, boundless darkness and boundless fear.

Qin Yu thought that he was dead, this should be the underworld.

It turned out that death is so simple, only this tone is still like a hairspring.

Just die like this? Qin Yu struggled a little. She was unwilling, reluctant. She has yet to repay the kindness of some people, and she has not repaid the love of some people. If you die like this, you will still not feel at ease in your next life, and you will still be entangled and tortured.

In the endless darkness, she could not find a way back.

There was a sound in the distant place, and the sound became clearer and more real. It was right next to her, and maybe she could catch it as soon as she reached out her hand.

Qin Yu didn't want to give up this opportunity, it was her only hope to go back.

She shouted loudly and waved her arms wildly. Suddenly, her hand touched a hard object. This was the only tangible thing she had ever encountered in the boundless darkness. This was definitely hope.

She grabbed the thing into her hands, and the sound continued, accompanied by a slight vibration.

She opened her eyes hard, and finally saw the light.

She has come back!

Qin Yu held the phone in his hand, and the screen displayed Song Yichi's name.

4 In one thought

hospital.

Song Yichi waited anxiously outside the emergency room door.

There was sweat in his palms, and he looked irritable with nervousness. He kept looking at his watch, it had been an hour since Qin Yu had been pushed in.

When he heard Qin Yu weakly calling for help on the phone; when he jumped over the fence of Shen's backyard; when he saw Qin Yu lying on the ground almost dying, his whole body convulsed in distress.

He rushed over desperately and hugged her tightly. She was sluggish and irritated. He called her desperately, as long as she would give him a look.

Qin Yu saw clearly that it was him, and finally he could breathe a sigh of relief.

She tried desperately to find a way back, and she didn't want to give up. At this moment, she was lying in his arms, she wanted to smile at him, but the corner of her mouth hooked, and it turned out to be a large string of tears.

If God destined this life and death, she would not have any complaints, because, before she died, there were still people who were sad and shed tears for her, which was enough.

After the rescue, Qin Yu was still in a coma when he was pushed out.

Song Yichi couldn't wait to meet him, but was stopped by the doctor and saw Qin Yu being pushed into the ward.

" How did you become someone's husband? Your wife was pregnant for more than a month, but you didn't know it? Fortunately, the fetus was not affected, otherwise you should regret it! " After complaining, the female doctor turned her face and walked away. showed great dissatisfaction.

Song Yichi froze there, shaking his head for a moment. Qin Yu is pregnant with Shi Hang's child? But why did Shi Hang do this to her? Just an hour ago, when he was about to go out, he saw Shi Hang rushing in angrily.

Shi Hang unceremoniously opened the door and dragged him out. He couldn't figure out the situation, and his instinct told him that this time their conflict was inevitable.

Shi Hang fiercely forced Song Yichi's body against the car body. His hand almost touched the tip of Song Yichi's nose, trying to stab him to death.

" You despicable villain, if you continue to harass Qin Yu, I will make you die ugly! " Shi Hang couldn't hold his breath and threw a punch, hitting Song Yichi hard in the face.

Song Yichi took a hard punch, and the corner of his mouth cracked.

Shi Hang didn't give up, still shackled Song Yichi's body, " If you want to give me a cuckold, unless I die, I will kill you. "

Song Yichi wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth, and took advantage of his unpreparedness, raised his knees and pushed Shi Hang's lower abdomen.

A burst of pain made Shi Hang lose his strength, and he had to let go.

" Qinyu is a human being, not your stuff. If you trap her like this, she will fly away sooner or later. "

" Shut up! " Shi Hang bowed and shouted hoarsely.

Song Yichi took a breath and straightened his collar. He didn't hate Shi Hang's punch, he was just angry that he gave Qin Yu a wrong way of life, "What Qin Yu needs most is not a refined living environment, she needs to open her heart and communicate with people. How could her heart be beating without worry when she stays in the corner? You're going to kill her. "

Shi Hang straightened up slowly. He never thought that he would harm Qin Yu. Everything he did for her was considered a kind of love, and he was right.

" Don't make excuses for your shameful behavior. We live very peacefully and don't need others to disturb us, especially you, a hypocrite who interferes in other people's lives. " Shi Hang hated Song Yichi deeply. From the very beginning, he felt that he is a dangerous person.

" If your love is really unswerving, whether I exist or not, it will not pose a threat to you, unless you are not sure that Qin Yu will give up on you. " Song Yichi's mouth curled into a smile. His own magnanimous insistence, as well as a suspicion of Shi Hang's love for Qin Yu.

Shi Hang seemed to understand his smile, he no longer bothered, he turned around and left ...

A nurse came to tell him that the patient was awake, and he picked up his thoughts and walked towards the ward.

Qin Yu was still very weak, and when she saw Song Yichi, she wanted to sit up, but he wouldn't let her, so he comforted her to lie down.

She lay down obediently and looked at him quietly.

She is still alive, breathing the air, and she is grateful to him.

Song Yichi stared at Qin Yu's eyes, where there was gratitude, trust, and reluctance to part with life. His heart ached slightly, how could Shi Hang treat a pregnant woman so cruelly, how did she endure it? Women are the toughest animals, and their inner strength far exceeds that of men.

" I always thought that Shi Hang could protect me for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that I would be hurt in his hands, and I didn't expect that the person who saved me would be you. " Qin Yu's eyes were red, her voice trembled, with helpless sadness.

Song Yichi shook his head, motioning her not to speak. She smiled, albeit hard, but still hopeful.

" Please don't tell Shi Hang about my pregnancy. I have to consider whether he is a qualified father. "

Song Yichi grabbed Qin Yu's hand at once, opened his mouth for a long time, and couldn't say a word.

A faint smile bloomed on Qin Yu's pale cheeks, like a hibiscus swaying in the wind and rain, with the most precious courage.

" I will protect you and won't let you suffer any more damage, trust me ..." Song Yichi held her hand, his voice hoarse and unquestionably firm.

Qin Yu wanted to withdraw her hand, but he held onto it tightly, and she couldn't do anything.

" Anything is possible if you want. "

Tears blurred her vision, and her hand became warmer and warmer in his, but unfortunately, she had to reject the warmth.

" Thank you, but unfortunately, I can't do it. I will never leave Shi Hang in this life. Even if I die, I will still belong to Shi Hang. "

What a firm insistence, a woman's life will always be full of the magnificent beauty of seeing death.

" Don't wrong yourself, don't let yourself regret it for the rest of your life, as long as you want to escape, I'll accompany you! " Song Yichi finally kissed her hand. This kiss made him desperate to keep her for the rest of his life.

Qin Yu burst into tears, how could she not be moved? The man in front of her, from the moment she appeared in her life, was destined for such an outcome. It's just that I didn't expect it to come so quickly and so straightforwardly. If she and he had to fall into this sea of ​​love and hatred, all of this was a fateful arrangement, and they were powerless to save it.

" Don't let me be a bad woman who betrays love. I don't have much chips to play this bet, and we can't afford to lose. " Qin Yu's rationality still made her worry.

" For you, why lose everything? As long as I have you, I have everything! " Song Yichi buried his face in her palm. At this moment, he had no way to retreat. Even if he fell, he would have no turning back.

When Shi Shi and Qiao An arrived, Qin Yu was already asleep.

They received a call from Song Yichi and started to contact Shi Hang. Helpless, his phone was turned off, and he was not in the company. They searched for most of Haicheng, but couldn't find him.

At this time, Shi Hang was standing on the beach where Qin Yu was married, and the waves came and went, soaking his trousers and chilling his heart.

Qin Yu treated him like this, it seemed like a reincarnation, and he couldn't escape the arrangement of fate.

Three years ago, he tried hard to give her a promise, but he didn't even get the chance to speak. Now, he is still trying to give her a better living environment, but it has become a shackle that shackles her. After all, his relationship with Qin Yu is still shallow, and even if he wraps her with deep love, her heart is not with him.

There were footsteps behind him, stepping on the soft sand.

Shi Hang faced the sea, took a deep breath, and seemed to be making a decision.

The footsteps stopped, and Shi Hang didn't look back. He just said, " After this is done, I want the company, you take the money, and we each get what we get ..."

5 a jade pendant

The night was already sinking, and the Silver Lake villa area was still some distance from the city center. Joan drove Shi Shi all the way. The wind poured in from the half-opened car window, blowing Shi Shi's hair.

Qiao Ann remained silent all the time, her brows furrowed together, as if she had a lot of thoughts.

Shi Shi sat in the co-pilot seat. She wanted to talk to him several times, but the silence was too dignified and she couldn't speak.

Shi Shi knew that Qiao An was holding his breath, and his brother was too much. They accompanied Qin Yu for a day, from the hospital to the house. They were so busy that they didn't even bother to eat dinner, but they were chased out by the brother yelling and scolding. Don't say Joan is angry, even she herself can't forgive her brother's inhuman and violent attitude.

" I'm sorry! " Shi Shi finally couldn't help but said, " Brother may be too nervous about Qin Yu's condition, so he is a little out of control, don't mind it too much. "

Do you mind that he is already the person Shi Hang hates the most, he can't change this fact, just like he can't change his identity as Qiao Jin's younger brother. Shi Hang hates Qiao Jin as much as he hates him. He never expected Shi Hang to accept him.

" If you can let go of Qiao Jin's accident, maybe my brother will agree with us to be together. For me, can you let it go? "

Shi Shi's eyes fell on Qiao An's face. The lines of his profile were soft and firm, as if her proposal was a joke at all. He just listened and didn't respond.

" If Qiao Jin died in that fire, wouldn't it be pointless that you persisted for so long? "

As soon as Shi Shi finished speaking, Joan stepped on the brakes and the car stopped abruptly.

Everything was quiet, and the air in the car instantly froze.

Shi Shi shook his head, only to realize that Qiao Ann's body was slowly approaching him. She tried to lean back, her back against the door.

She had never seen Joan so serious, and for a second she felt that she was about to become a small animal hunted by him, and the urgency made her suffocate.

While Shi Shi was still thinking about it, Joan's kiss had been pressed down hard. She resisted instinctively, but he couldn't move.

" I will never let you go ..." Joan panted, her voice low and clear.

" Unless you stop looking for the truth ..." Her words were blocked by his kiss.

" It has nothing to do with me loving you. "

" Brother mind, I don't want both of you to be embarrassed. "

" As long as you don't mind. "

"..." Shi Shi couldn't make a sound anymore, she had been melted into a puddle of water by him.

Joan was finally willing to let go of her, holding up her chin, her eyes wandering every inch of her face, like admiring a piece of art.

Shi Shi avoided his gaze, and every time he kissed her, her heart was numb.

Joan's hand crossed her neck and slowly moved to her chest. Shi Shi was a little flustered, what would he do in this environment? She never thought their first time would be in the car.

" This pendant is so delicate, it complements your skin tone, it's just perfect. "

Shi Shi's face was as red as a flower, it turned out that she wanted to be evil.

" I think you've been wearing it all the time. It should be very memorable. " Qiao Ann twisted the jade pendant and turned it over and over.

" This is the only thought my parents left for me and my brother, and I see it as life. "

" One for you and your brother? " Qiao An continued to fondle the jade pendant, seemingly attracted by the jade pendant.

" Yes! It's a pity that my brother's is lost somewhere. " Shi Shi took the jade pendant from Qiao An. " My parents gave it to me and my brother a month before the accident. This one is engraved with the character " Shi ". , my brother's one is engraved with the word " hang " , I wear it all the time, I feel like my parents have never left me. "

" Seeing things and thinking of people, unfortunately, my brother left nothing ..." Joan suddenly became a little sad. They lost their parents when they were six years old, and the two brothers depended on each other. I thought that the brotherhood of this lifetime would accompany them to the end of their lives, but I never thought that their brotherhood was only for a short period of twenty years.

Today, people are gone, and everything seems so light.

The two didn't speak again until they parked the car downstairs in Shi Shi's apartment, and Joan said, " Good night! "

Shi Shi got out of the car silently, she knew that it was best not to pester him when he was silent.

Joan watched Shi Shi enter the apartment building. After a long time, he reached out and took out a jade pendant exactly like Shi Shi wore from his pocket.

The jade pendant is not tied by a gold chain, and the broken hole makes the jade pendant look a little incomplete. Qiao An turned over the jade pendant, and the word " hang " was shallowly engraved on it .

Shi Shi's voice sounded in Joan's ears, " My parents gave it to me and my brother a month before the accident. This one is engraved with the word " Shi " , and the one for my brother is engraved with the word " Hang " ..."

Qiao An held the jade pendant tightly in his hand, and his face became more and more gloomy.