Chapter 6: A lifetime of love and resentment for half a lifetime

When Shi Hang put on the rose-shaped brooch for her, she was completely lost in his warmth, she felt that she was really not a good woman, and she was not satisfied to have such a loving man to accompany her. ? What's not to like?

1 back to the past

Half-dream and half-awake, Qin Yu heard the quarrel downstairs, she got up and leaned on the head of the bed. She could hear it clearly, it was Shi Hang's furious scream: "I don't want to see you in our house, get out of here immediately..."

Qin Yu closed his eyes. Recently, Shi Hang's temper has gotten worse and worse, and he has almost become another person. What is the reason for Shi Hang's irritable temper? Can the gentle and delicate man in the past come back?

The downstairs suddenly became quiet, and she knew that Joan and Shi Shi had already left.

There was so much going on that day that her head was as heavy as lead. Shi Hang treated her like that, disregarding her life and death, if Song Yichi hadn't rescued her, she would most likely be lying in the hospital morgue now.

Qin Yu was a little excited when she thought of this. She inserted her fingers into her hair and pulled her hair, so that the headache would not break.

"Don't wrong yourself, don't let yourself regret for the rest of your life, as long as you want to escape, I'll accompany you!"

Qin Yu heard the voice, and it was close to his ear. She raised her head and looked around, but there was no one but the dim light in the room.

"For you, why lose everything? As long as I have you, I have everything!"

The voice continued to ring in her ears, and his promise made her tempted. At that moment, she just wanted to fall into this eternal obsession with him, whether it was life or death, as long as he was with him.

Qin Yu got out of bed, opened the curtains, it was pitch black outside, a window of the villa in the distance was still lit, and a figure stood in front of the window.

Qin Yu took a deep breath, it was him! Must be him!

She pushed open the window and waved her arms, eager to show him how much she cared about him.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and the wind from the hall rushed in, blowing the curtains.

Qin Yu didn't care whether the person in the opposite window saw her, she only took a second to close the curtains, turned her back, and looked at Shi Hang who came in.

"What are you doing?" Shi Hang saw Qin Yu's body trembling, like a child who had done something wrong, staring at him with frightened eyes.

"I... I'm a little breathless, I want... I want to blow my hair..." Qin Yu lied, his body trembled even more, and even his teeth were lightly knocking against each other.

Shi Hang knew Qin Yu too well, her expression was clearly hiding something, he hurried over, pushed her body away, and pulled open the curtains.

It was so dark outside the window that even the light projected from the window was dazzling. Not a single light was on in the villa in the distance, and the darkness stood there like a ghost, unable to see the outline or the inside.

Qin Yu breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he turned off the light.

Shi Hang turned his face and saw a happy smile on the corner of Qin Yu's mouth, and his heart began to ache again.

"It's getting late, it's time to sleep!" Shi Hang held back his anger and pulled Qin Yu's hand.

Qin Yu instinctively retracted his hand, and this small movement was enough to make Shi Hang's heart chill.

"Let's talk!" Qin Yu looked at him pleadingly, the tenderness in his eyes still made him unable to extricate himself.

They were sitting on the sofa, Qin Yu was sitting on this side, Shi Hang was sitting on the other side, the distance between them made Shi Hang heartache.

"Thank you for taking care of me all these years. I failed you and made you sad. I'm sorry." Qin Yu said slowly.

Shi Hang looked up at her, she finally admitted that she had failed him? Is this a showdown to him, or begging him to give her another chance?

"You are a good man, gentle and considerate, and attentive as dust." Qin Yu choked up a little. He has been good to her over the years, but now, this affection is coming to an end, she can't bear it, and she is a little hesitant. "But I'm not a good woman. What happened to the memory I lost? I can't give you a complete self. This is the most regrettable thing in my life."

Shi Hang looked at her sadly. He thanked God for letting her forget the time when she didn't belong to him, so that she could become his wife.

"Until a few days ago, I didn't know that in my life, besides you, there was another person who was swallowed up by the fire in order to save me, and I deserved to live until now. I really feel that I am too selfish." Qin Yu shed tears, although her memory can't draw his image yet, but a life has just fallen and disappeared, how much more does she owe him these tears?

Shi Hang's head exploded all at once, and the result he least wanted to see happened unexpectedly. He deliberately avoided talking about the fragments of that memory in front of Qin Yu. He wished that the memory would be scattered in the wind like the ashes left by the fire. However, she still heard a few words, and had to make some compensation for it.

"Those are all nonsense, you have never lost your memory." Shi Hang moved to Qinyu's side, grabbed her hand, tears had already soaked his eyes "Qinyu, believe me, without that person, they are in I lied to you, it's enough to have me in your life, Qin Yu, believe me..."

Qin Yu was scratched and hurt by him, but she still looked at him so seriously, "No, I saw him subconsciously, he proposed to me, and in order to save me, it was the terrible fire that destroyed him! "

What Shi Hang shed was not tears, but gushing blood.

Over the years, he forced himself to forget that memory, forced himself to wipe off the blood that flowed from the back of Qin Yu's head, and forced himself to wash away the blood stains all over his body. However, the more shocking it is, the more memorable it is. The fire that night shot into the sky is something he will never forget for the rest of his life.

"No matter what, I have to get back that memory." Qin Yu reached out and wiped the tears from Shi Hang's face, "I'm sorry, if we can still be together, please let me let go of this worry so that I can calm down. face you."

"Stop talking!" Shi Hang pushed Qin Yu's hand away, "Is it fair for you to treat me like this? You retrieve your memory, what are you going to do with me? Do you think we can go back to the past?"

Qin Yu shook his head, "You know me well. If you don't understand this matter, I really don't know how to face you and our life in the future."

"We can still live happily as before!" Shi Hang hugged Qin Yu's shoulders, "That memory is not important, what matters is our future, don't you remember the oath we made on the beach? You said you want to be with me forever?"

How could she not remember? It was the most beautiful oath, the one she yearned for most in her life.

"You still hate me for hitting you, don't you? I was wrong, I should be damned, I will treat you well in the future and make you the happiest woman in the world."

Shi Hang wrapped Qin Yu in his arms, kissed her forehead, and kissed her long hair.

Qin Yu's heart was broken. Her determination hurt a person who loved her. Does she want to get her memory back? At this moment, she hesitated and flinched.

Shi Hang hugged Qinyu horizontally and put her on the bed. Qinyu's body immediately fell into the soft quilt, which was warm and made her feel a little hot.

Shi Hang's body slowly pressed down, making her feel a little suffocated. He took her face and kissed her forehead. He didn't let go of this kiss again, and went down between the eyebrows until it touched her warm lips.

Qin Yu closed her eyes, his kiss would always make her lose consciousness.

Shi Hang was a little crazy, and sucked hard, as if he had used up all the kisses in his life.

Suddenly, Qin Yu cried out, turned her head away fiercely, and avoided Shi Hang's menacing kiss.

Shi Hang stood up and looked at Qin Yu in surprise, "What's wrong?"

Qin Yu didn't move, his head still turned to one side.

Shi Hang squeezed her chin gently and turned her head around, only to see that the corners of her mouth were red and swollen.

At this moment, all of Shi Hang's passion disintegrated instantly, and the red and swollen corner of his mouth was the masterpiece left by his slap. At this time, Qin Yu was in tears, and the grievances and pain made it difficult for her to control herself.

Some scars, even if they no longer bleed, are still piercing to the bone when touched.

Shi Hang sat on the side dejectedly, resting his head on his hands, remorseful.

2 If there is a soul

The weather turned cold all of a sudden, even though it was sunny, the power of the sun was no longer there, and it was emitting a lazy light.

Song Yichi went up to the top of the mountain, and the cold wind was blowing, but his spirit seemed extraordinarily sober.

The wind blew the "hula la" from the ruins and swept up a puff of dust. He squinted to see the dust scattered.

Here, a past is buried, the old love of that weak woman disappeared here, and it has been ethereal since then. A love, a lifetime waiting. No one can tell, no one can tell.

After years of wind and sun, the ruins have long been rotten, but a love in the hearts of people still exudes the original fragrance even for a lifetime. People cannot escape love.

Song Yichi's eyes were wet, and over the years, he could not escape the love net, trapped in it, and life and death were difficult. For that relationship, he suffered physical and psychological torture, but he never thought of giving up. As long as there is still love in the heart, the mountains and rivers are difficult to block.

There is noise behind me, who wants to come to such a place? Except for the souls in the ruins.

A gust of wind blew like a shadow of the soul. Song Yichi turned around resolutely when he heard the crisp sound of stepping on the dead branches behind him.

Joan stood in the wind wearing a black trench coat.

Both of them were stunned. In this weather and in this environment, they never thought they would meet each other.

Qiao An's accident was obviously more than Song Yichi's. Seeing him was like seeing the soul in the ruins, which made Qiao An inexplicably excited.

Song Yichi didn't look surprised. He had only seen him once, and seeing him again was like a friend who had been with him for many years, and he didn't feel unfamiliar at all.

"Do you like coming here? Unfortunately, this ruin is only three years old, and there won't be any ancient treasures that you are interested in." Song Yichi was half-joking, the expression on his face was a bit more vivid than before.

Joan also smiled, his smile was always warm like sunshine, "You think I'm here for the treasure in the ruins? If there is really treasure, I'll just come here once."

Song Yichi nodded and saw that he was not a philistine. Some people can see the clarity of their heart just by looking into their eyes.

"What's your relationship with Qin Yu?" Qiao An changed the conversation and asked suddenly and hastily.

Song Yichi was not surprised, but he didn't want to answer this question, because they were all adults, and the answer was already in his heart.

"You default?"

"I don't want to explain."

it is more than words.

"Three years ago, my brother loved Qinyu as always." Qiao An was silent for a long time, and then, like telling a story, he slowly told: "At that time, they thought they would go on happily, but never thought about it. There will be a sudden separation one day. On the night when my brother proposed to Qin Yu, a fire ended their love, and since then, the ruins have become the only memorial to their love. "

Looking around, the fragmented ruins are still full of green growth in the wind, and even if the environment is harsh, the vitality is still bursting tenaciously.

Song Yichi could imagine how fierce and tragic the fire was, destroying the hope of the two and their determination to love to the death.

"My brother disappeared from then on, and even the body was not found. Qin Yu was rescued but lost all memories of his brother. It's too sad. What my brother bought with his life was just forgetting. If there is a soul, my brother's soul must be wrapped around here. I refuse to leave on the ruins." The more Joan said, the more excited she became, with sparkling tears in the corners of her eyes.

"He has to do this, for the woman he loves, even if he dies, he can't get it."

"That fire was too weird. My brother's request was completely a conspiracy with other people's ulterior motives. I'm not worth it for my brother." Joan clenched his fists in grief and indignation. He was a little sad. Yu, but for the relatives around him, it is excruciatingly painful. The only thing he could do was to figure out why the fire was burning and why he couldn't find his brother's body. This problem has plagued him for three years.

"No matter what caused the fire, your brother's love for Qinyu will always be there. It will never burn out or blow away. This is love." Song Yichi yearns for this kind of love that will last forever.

"If it were you, would you do the same?" Joan asked him sideways.

"Unfortunately, if there is no if, I will not make such a hypothetical answer." Song Yichi looked at the ruins, and he seemed to have an answer in his heart.

"Qinyu is a dangerous person, don't forget that she has a husband." Qiao An had something to say, but she expressed it casually and naturally.

Song Yichi turned to face him, "I just want to rescue her and make her really happy."

"But you're ruining their relationship, are you doing it right or wrong?"

"Emotions can't stand the test, it's better to let it go, why bother?" Song Yichi answered confidently.

Joan smiled, the biggest difference between people is ideas.

"I'm really worried that you will follow in my brother's footsteps."

Song Yichi looked at Qiao An, and for a moment he suddenly felt that they were like relatives, taking each other's life and death very seriously.

"No." He patted Joan on the shoulder and said with a smile, "If even God doesn't take pity on a lover, then it's only my fate."

Qiao An couldn't laugh. Three years ago, my brother also fell in love with Qin Yu, but the tragedy happened. Three years later, this man who has too many similarities with his brother is still infatuated with Qin Yu. What will fate do? He just wished him luck.

"If you really want to rescue Qin Yu, the biggest breakthrough is Shi Hang... I wish you good luck!" Qiao An nodded, this was the only blessing to him.

Song Yichi smiled gratefully at him. This smile was kind and gentle, "I'll send Shi Shi to Korea in a few days. If you have time, go with him! If possible, stay there for a while."

"You know I'm in a relationship with Shi Shi?" Joan asked in confusion.

Song Yichi smiled, "Shi Shi is a good girl, love him well."

Qiao An wanted to say something, Song Yichi had already left. Looking at his back, Joan suddenly felt so familiar and kind.

After Qiao An went down the mountain, he passed the Shen family villa, the door was locked, and the sycamore trees in the yard showed a heavy canopy, hiding the villa and the people in the villa.

He wanted to visit Qin Yu, but Shi Shi's persuasion could not help but filter. He does not want to be a person who goes against his conscience, but he is even more unwilling to betray his promise to Shi Shi. Shi Shi gave him everything, and his only hope was to let him and his brother smile and forget their grievances. This little requirement is like carrying a big mountain on its back.

3 The old days on letterhead

Qin Yu couldn't remember the memory of that man. The more he thought about it, the more headaches he felt, and finally, he had to give up.

But once I know that there was another person in my life, even if it is vague, I still leave a place in my heart, looking forward to filling it up one day.

Qin Yu decided to go to Qiao An, maybe he could help her retrieve her memory.

According to the address on the business card, Qin Yu took a taxi to Haibin Road. This is a commercial pedestrian street. Qinyu will get off at the intersection and walk to Jinli Building.

At this time, there were not many pedestrians on the pedestrian street, and merchants and shops were ready to go, waiting to meet the first wave of passenger flow peaks. Qin Yu walked in a hurry. It was the first time that he had come to such a far place alone, and everything felt strange and novel.

After walking about 200 meters, Qin Yu saw the Jinli Building, a high-rise building with more than 20 floors, standing there towering into the sky, majestic and straight. Qin Yu took a deep breath and was about to solve the mystery. She was a little excited and a little timid, but she still stepped forward with confidence and walked towards the Jinli Building.

"Qinyu!" Someone called her.

She was surprised, would anyone know her in such a place? She turned around, and after a few steps, she saw Shi Hang standing there.

Qin Yu was stunned. For a second, she felt that the earth had stopped rotating, and even her breathing was blocked.

Shi Hang hurried up to meet him, with his usual smile, "Why did you come here? If I knew it earlier, I'd drive you! I asked a client to talk about the contract at the cafe in front of me. I know it must be you."

Shi Hang's tone was calm, which made Qin Yu feel that his behavior of secretly coming to see Qiao An was extremely absurd.

"I...I wanted to buy something, and I ended up here..." Qin Yu's face turned red when he lied, and even his voice trembled.

Shi Hang glanced at the Jinli Building, her eyes darkened suddenly, everything was as he had guessed, she finally couldn't hold back and wanted to retrieve her memory.

"It's still early, what do you want to buy, I'll accompany you." Shi Hang said and went to pull Qin Yu's hand.

Qin Yu was a little reluctant, but she had no choice but to let him know that she came to see Qiao An.

The two walked forward hand in hand, and after passing the Jinli Building, Qin Yu couldn't help but turn his head to take a look. At a glance, Shi Hang's heart seemed to be stabbed with a knife. Why does she insist on getting her memory back, isn't the love he gave her not enough?

Shi Hang clenched Qin Yu's hand tightly, letting her know that he really existed in her life.

The two walked around, but Qin Yu didn't buy anything. In the end, it was Shi Hang who picked a brooch for her in a jewelry store.

When Shi Hang put on the rose-shaped brooch for her, she was completely lost in his warmth, she felt that she was really not a good woman, and she was not satisfied to have such a loving man to accompany her. ? What's not to like?

At the intersection, Shi Hang stopped a taxi. Qin Yu sat in the car, Shi Hang probed in and kissed her face gently, "Go home and wait for me!"

Qin Yu smiled lightly, but there was an infinite sense of loss in his heart.

The answer is so close at hand, but helplessly pass it by. There was no flaw in Shi Hang's appearance, but she knew that it was all doomed, and it was extremely difficult to get back her memory.

The car started slowly, Qin Yu turned around and looked at Shi Hang. He stood there and waved to her, his image getting blurry.

Qin Yu got off the taxi listlessly and stood in front of her house, but she didn't want to go in. Without her parents, it was as empty as a tomb. She was afraid of being alone, afraid of having a splitting headache after thinking wildly.

The huge iron gate trapped herself like a cage, isolating her from the outside world. She felt more and more depressed in this kind of life.

After all, it is your own home. If you don't go in, where else can you go?

Qin Yu pressed the password, and the door lock was automatically unlocked with a click. The moment she pushed the door in, a hand fell on her shoulder.

She jumped up in shock, her heart beating wildly. When she saw the person's face clearly, she pressed her chest to calm herself down.

"Scared you?" Song Yichi's voice was always quiet.

She just shook her head and said nothing.

Her face was extremely ugly, and her attitude toward him was lukewarm.

"What's wrong? Shi Hang is embarrassing you again?"

Qin Yu looked up at him, his eyes were too gentle, no woman could resist, including herself.

"Why do you appear in my life? What do you want? Do you want me to be a bad woman who betrays love?" Her emotions suddenly got out of control, and it was as unexpected as a volcanic eruption.

Song Yichi was stunned and didn't know why.

"Shi Hang and I could have lived peacefully, why didn't you let me go? Why are you always haunting me? I can't give you what you want, please let me go, I beg you !" Qin Yu burst into tears, her sadness and heartache made her unable to support her body.

Everything changed too fast, like dark clouds covering the sky, the world suddenly became dark and gloomy.

"Qinyu, what happened?" Song Yichi clenched Qinyu's hand eagerly, "I never wanted to disturb your life, I just don't want to see you live unhappy, you are so kind, the world in your eyes It's all beautiful, but you are trapped in your own life, suppressing yourself, I feel bad, I want to rescue you, and make your world free from any pain and grievance."

"You are wrong." Qin Yu shook off his hand, "I am very happy with Shi Hang, even if I lost a very important memory, but now the person who loves me is Shi Hang, isn't that enough? Since God arranged for Shi Hang to make up for that memory, why do you insist on going against the sky!"

What went wrong? They should have been holding hands happily, but now they are falling apart. He has worked hard for so long, but he still can't meet the arrangement of fate, and he has achieved nothing in the end.

"Am I really wrong? If you choose to be with Shi Hang willingly, I, I'm willing to quit..." His heart was broken, so weak that even the last words were broken, and the wind blew it away.

Qin Yu's heart is also broken, if they have been together from the beginning, if Shi Hang is not so dedicated to her, if... there is no if in this world, there are only established facts, no one can change, manipulate .

Qin Yu glanced at him again, and turned around and entered the door with reluctance.

"Wait!" he stopped her one last time.

She stopped there, not turning.

"This is from Joan, go back and have a look!" He handed her a cardboard box.

She took it, and without even raising her eyes, she hurriedly closed the door.

The carton is very ordinary, and there is no desire to open it. But this was given to her by Joan, and it must have something to do with the person who disappeared from memory.

Qin Yu was sitting on the sofa holding the cardboard box. She was afraid to open it. There was no such person in her memory. She was afraid that it would only add to her inner sadness as if she was reading a story of a stranger.

She threw the cardboard box into the trash can. Since it is doomed to be forgotten, is it necessary to retrieve it? When she thought of Shi Hang's love for her in every possible way, she lost the courage to persevere.

But she looked at the trash can for a long time and refused to leave, maybe...

She still reached out and picked up the carton.

The carton was full of envelopes—pink lace envelopes with a faint fragrance.

She picked it up and saw a line of graceful handwriting on it: Qiao Jin personally opened.

Who is Joe Jin?

Pulling out the letterhead, the lines of graceful handwriting on the pink stationery made her realize that it was her own handwriting. Could it be that she wrote these letters to Qiao Jin?

Qin Yu couldn't wait to read the contents of the letter:

Jin:

Today is the tenth day of our relationship. The girl in the next class called me to the rooftop and said she wanted to compete with me fairly. I told her you couldn't have chosen her without me, :-D She's mad! Let me wait and see.

Jin, your relationship with you is destined to face stormy waves, you are so good, I am not the only one who likes you, but I will not give up, I will not admit defeat, even if the girls in the whole school are against me, as long as you are by my side, I am the biggest winner!

feather

The content of the letter was very short, like a diary written by a girl, with her admiration and infatuation for the boy between the lines.

Qin Yu took out another letterhead:

Jin:

I'm fine, I won't be angry with Shi Shi, I have always regarded her as a younger sister, and her experience deserves our sympathy. You and Joan should help her well.

Last night, you kissed me, my first kiss, and I'll remember it for the rest of my life. If I forget, please wake me up with a kiss, don't let me go in this lifetime

...

Jin:

Mom knew our secret, and surprisingly, she didn't blame me and asked me if I really liked you. I said, in addition to you, there will be no more people in this world worthy of my love. She laughed that I was too young, but she respected my decision. At that moment, I hugged her, thankful that I have an enlightened mother.

You told me that day that you and Joan were orphans, you know? I was sad all night. However, don't worry, my mother will definitely like you very much. In the future, let my mother give you all the care in place of your mother! You will definitely get along well, I look forward to it!

Open another one.

Jin:

Are you angry? Shi Hang is my eldest brother. He loves me and loves me like a family member. He came to our house at the age of ten and has become a part of our family. I only have affection for him, and you are the one I will follow for the rest of my life. So, please accept Shi Hang.

Shi Hang is a good man, and Shi Shi and I both like to pester him. He is hardworking, diligent, and never spends a penny from his parents even though he lives in our house. What happened to him made him more mature. He used the money he earned from his part-time job to support himself and his sister to complete their studies. He was an amazing person. So, you have to respect him and understand him like I do. I hope everyone who loves and loves me is happy...

It turned out that she had always been Shi Hang as her eldest brother. It turned out that she and Qiao Jin had been so infatuated with each other, but she couldn't remember anything.

That should be a particularly unforgettable day, but unfortunately, like pencil lines erased by an eraser, blank and white, nothing is left.

4 Some people are destined to be irreplaceable

When Shi Hang came back, Qin Yu was holding the stack of envelopes in a daze, until Shi Hang put his hand on her shoulder, she was in a trance.

"What are you thinking, so engrossed?" Shi Hang stretched out his arms and hugged her.

His arms were warm and powerful. She was already familiar with this feeling, but now she felt that the strength had a kind of shackled coldness.

"It's nothing, I'm used to being in a daze." She said Nuonuo, putting the envelope back into the carton and putting it on the other side of her body.

Shi Hang glanced at her. She had always kept her things carefully, and he had never asked, but this time, he was particularly curious about what was in the carton.

Qin Yu leaned against his body, but couldn't concentrate. In the letter, she said that she had always regarded him as her eldest brother, always the same from childhood to adulthood. But why did she marry him, is their love mixed with other feelings? That thing called family affection is their truest emotional foundation.

The two were silent for a long time, and Qin Yu finally couldn't help asking him: "Who is Qiao Jin? Do you know him?"

Holding Qin Yu's arm, she twitched for a moment, she turned her face to look at him, he was stunned for a few seconds, and a panic smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "No impression, I don't know."

Qin Yu lowered her eyes. When he lied, he always smiled bluntly. Over the years, she was already familiar with the state of mind expressed by his every expression. This time, he also lied to her.

Shi Hang nervously pulled off his tie. She suddenly asked the person, did she remember something?

"Why did you ask him all of a sudden? You know him?"

Qin Yu shook his head, "He should be Qiao An's brother, but I don't remember this person."

Shi Hang breathed a sigh of relief, "Stop thinking about it, otherwise, your head will hurt again."

Qin Yu got up, hugged the carton tightly to his chest, glanced at Shi Hang, and said, "I want to sleep for a while, you can eat dinner by yourself!"

Shi Hang didn't stop her, watching her go upstairs, he suddenly felt that the crisis hidden beside him was getting more and more urgent.

In the middle of the night, Qin Yu woke up from a nightmare. She saw the letter in the carton burned to ashes. She desperately tried to save it, but to no avail. A wind rushed in, the ashes dispersed, and everything was empty.

Qin Yu wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and glanced at Shi Hang's place beside him. It was empty, and even the temperature was cold.

Where did Shi Hang go?

She was still not used to the night without Shi Hang by her side.

Qin Yu walked out of the bedroom wearing a coat, and there was a dim light downstairs. She approached the railing quietly and saw Shi Hang sitting alone on the sofa in a daze.

She wanted to call him, but closed her mouth in the next second. She saw Shi Hang holding a lighter in his hand.

The halo of the lighter stung Qin Yu's eyes, like the flame that burned the letter paper in a dream, Qin Yu was startled and sweated, turned and ran into the bedroom, and took out the intact one from the bottom drawer of the bedside table. Damaged carton.

After a false alarm, Qin Yu felt more and more sensitive.

"What's wrong?" Shi Hang's voice sounded behind him.

Qin Yu was startled, the carton fell to the ground, and the pink envelopes were scattered all over the place.

Shi Hang walked over and wanted to help her pick it up. Qin Yu squatted down in panic, picked the envelopes into the paper box randomly, "I'll do it myself."

Shi Hang's brows furrowed even tighter. Now she is avoiding him like the plague. Will the distance between them still be close?

After Qin Yu packed up, she sat beside the bed, her chest heaving up and down, and her hands and feet were still shaking nervously.

"I decided to take you out to relax." Shi Hang stood in front of her and said lightly.

Qin Yu looked up at him, he looked back at her with a stiff expression, and didn't say another word.

When it was dawn, Shi Hang woke Qin Yu: "I've packed my luggage and can go now."

Qin Yuwo was unwilling to get up in bed. She tossed it into the middle of the night last night, and now she is so dizzy that she doesn't even have the strength to turn over. She really doesn't want to go out to relax.

Shi Hang patiently stood by the bed and waited for her, seeing that this trip was a must.

Qin Yu got up from the bed with difficulty, and he put on pajamas for her. He is always so considerate, even if he doesn't speak, he is full of warmth.

"Remember the beach where we had our wedding? I bought a sea-view room there to watch the ebb and flow with you." He lifted her chin and made her face look up at him.

Her head hurt even more, but he still insisted that she look up at him.

"Let's watch the sunrise and sunset together, listen to the murmur of the waves, and the seagulls. You like it the most. You don't need to think about living there. It's just the two of us, and no one can disturb us." He finally let go, Leaning down to kiss her.

She was about to suffocate, the back of her neck hurt and numb.

"Are you cold?" He hugged her, her body was shaking.

"I'm very tired... I'm afraid I won't have the strength to accompany you to the beach." Her eyes were so painful that she was afraid that she would burst into tears in the next second.

"We have a car, I can hold you, don't worry, I won't make you feel the slightest tiredness." He insisted domineeringly, still with tenderness.

Qin Yu closed her eyes and forced her tears back, she had no choice but to follow him.

She finally changed her clothes, and he carried her into the car. Seeing how excited he was, she felt a chill hit her heart. This trip was not what she wanted.

She suddenly remembered those letters and hurried to open the door. Shi Hang stretched out his hand to hold hers and asked softly, "Qinyu, what's wrong?"

Qin Yu turned to look at him, his deep eyes were bottomless, she slowly let go of her hand, "I forgot something."

He smiled and pulled back his hand, "There's everything over there, I can buy it for you."

"Those things can't be bought." Qin Yu didn't give up.

"Qin Yu!" Shi Hang suddenly called her, almost growling.

Qin Yu was startled and slumped limply into the backrest.

"Some things are gone without them, but some people are destined to be irreplaceable, just like I do to you..." A slight pain flashed in Shi Hang's gloomy eyes. He is by her side, why can't he replace a lost life?

Qin Yu hugged her shoulders and watched the helpless expression on the corner of his mouth. She hated herself so much that she was numb to the pain caused by her fingertips sinking into the skin.

He turned his face away and stopped talking, and drove the car out of the garage seriously and intently.

Qin Yu sat in the car and finally saw the sea. Through the car window, I can see the waves rolling, and the sky is filled with dark clouds, and even the waves are dipped into jet black. Qin Yu felt even more depressed, and the imagined blue sea and blue sky turned out to be an extravagant hope.

The car was parked in front of a villa, and Shi Hang opened the door for her. As soon as he leaned out, Qin Yu almost vomited out due to the salty and wet smell of the sea breeze. She couldn't help shivering, wrapped her coat tightly, and followed Shi Hang into the villa.

The person who opened the door for them was a middle-aged woman with a slender body and a dark complexion, who stood at the door and smiled honestly at the two of them.

"This is Wu Ma, she will serve our daily meals, and if you need anything, just ask Wu Ma..." Shi Hang briefly introduced her, and then led her inside.

In front of you is a whole large floor-to-ceiling window, and the whole sea is unobstructed. The only thing Qin Yu felt satisfied with was the unobstructed view of the sea and the sky. Other than that, he had no interest.

Shi Hang was going to park the car and ordered Wu Ma to wait for Qin Yu to take a hot bath. Wu Ma responded, carried the luggage for Qin Yu, and led her to the second floor.

The bedroom on the second floor also has a large floor-to-ceiling window, and there are rattan chairs and flowers and plants on the balcony. Qin Yu stood on the balcony, the sea breeze blowing in front of her was wet and cold, which made her feel no fatigue at all.

Wu Ma put the bath water and came over to call her. Qin Yu suddenly thought of his mother, so he rummaged through the phone in his handbag.

She clearly remembered to put her mobile phone in her bag, but she couldn't find it no matter how she looked.

Qin Yu looked up at Wu Ma, "Wu Ma, where is the phone?"

"There is no phone in this room." Wu Ma replied coldly, "If you have anything, go to Mr.

Qin Yu got up and walked out, but Wu Ma stopped her, "Madam, you should take a shower!"

Wu Ma's tone made Qin Yu uncomfortable, she stopped at the door and didn't mean to back down. Qin Yu held back his anger and retreated into the room, slamming the door in a fit of anger.

Wu Ma's voice sounded outside the door: "Madam, you should hurry up and take a hot bath! The master explained that you have rested and will come to pick you up for dinner..."

5 Relics that suddenly appeared

At the same time Qin Yu slammed on the door in a fit of anger, Shi Hang drove away from the beach scenic spot.

The CD in the car was open, but Shi Hang couldn't hear the melody. He kept turning his head to look at the small and delicate carton on the passenger seat, as if the carton contained a bomb that would explode every minute. possible.

Last night, he suspected that there was something wrong with the carton. While Qin Yu was sleeping, he opened the carton, and dozens of letters flashed the same person's name - Qiao Jin.

For three years, he deliberately avoided this person's name, and finally appeared in his life as a ghost. He hated to tear up those letters and throw them into the fire to destroy them. He hated himself for not being cruel enough, and he should have cut off everything about that person long ago. He pestered him and Qin Yu, and sooner or later Qin Yu would remember him. Shi Hang didn't want to lose Qin Yu, even if he didn't get her heart, as long as this person was still by his side, he would be content.

It must be Joan doing the trick, it must be! Shi Hang clenched the steering wheel as if he wanted to break Qiao Ann's bones.

The car sped all the way to the seaside road.

Shi Shi came to Qiao An, begging him for forgiveness again for his brother's madness that night for no reason. Joan is a kind person, Shi Shi is right, it is her brother who is wrong, she doesn't need to apologize for her brother.

Shi Shi still couldn't let it go, as long as Qiao An continued to investigate Qiao Jin, his brother would not agree with them being together. Shi Shi was very embarrassed, seeing Joan once, the more worried he was.

Qiao An hugged Shi Shi and asked her, "If my brother didn't pursue Qin Yu, would she be with Shi Hang?"

"Since entering the gate of Shen's house, my brother has believed that Qin Yu is his wife. It's a pity that Qin Yu doesn't understand his brother's heart and has always regarded him as his big brother." Shi Shi replied, and in his mind came the idea that his brother was taking her with her. The scene of playing with Qin Yu.

"So, Shi Hang has always had a crush on Qin Yu, and he must hate my brother's presence." Qiao An pressed the elevator door, and the two walked in. He promised to take Shi Shi to dinner.

In the elevator, Shi Shi hugged Qiao An tightly, "Brother loves Qin Yu, and would rather be sad than to embarrass Qin Yu, so he has been silently forbearing. You know, how bitter is that feeling?"

Qiao An stroked Shi Shi's hair, "Human endurance is limited, once it erupts, it will be devastating..."

Shi Shi froze for a moment, why did he say that? Sounds creepy.

Qiao An guessed Shi Shi's thoughts. She and Shi Hang have been dependent on each other for these years. The eldest brother is her father. She respects and worships him. In her heart, Shi Hang has always been a good elder brother, and her love for her cannot be replaced by others. .

"If one day, your brother and I really become rivals, will you still stay by my side?" He asked seriously, as if that day was coming.

Shi Shi looked at him for a long time, and the confusion in her eyes became deeper and deeper. This was probably the last thing she wanted to see. "There is such a day, I would rather die to resolve the conflict between you..."

Before the words were finished, Joan's kiss was pressed down, "Don't talk nonsense..."

As soon as the two walked out of the building, Shi Hang rushed over.

Seeing that his brother was so aggressive, Shi Shi felt even more how terrible and helpless the assumption that Joan had just said was.

Shi Shi didn't think about anything, just stood in front of Joan, she wanted to protect the people she loved.

Qiao An fearlessly pushed Shi Shi away and stood in front of Shi Hang, "You made a special trip to see me, there must be something important, please get straight to the point!"

Shi Hang's anger had reached the point of ignition, and even the slightest spark of fire could explode.

"Return these things to you, I warn you, don't try to wake up Qin Yu's memory of your brother, you will never succeed!" Shi Hang smashed the carton at Qiao An.

The carton fell on Qiao Ann's body, and the envelopes inside were scattered and fell to the ground.

"If you dare to make trouble again, I will definitely make your life worse than death." Shi Hang gritted his teeth as if he wanted to break Qiao An's bones.

Joan looked down at the envelopes scattered on the ground, Qiao Jin's name came into view, with a burning pain. He always thought that his brother had left nothing, but it turned out that there were still these tokens of love. He picked up the envelopes quickly and held them in his arms like a treasure.

"For Shi Shi's sake, I'll spare you this time, and next time, don't blame me for turning my face and not recognizing anyone!" Shi Hang's words were sonorous and powerful, with an inviolable ferocity.

Shi Hang's ferocity frightened Shi Shi, and she was frightened back when she tried to persuade her brother. Looking at the fierce brother, Shi Shi's tears flowed involuntarily.

Shi Hang grabbed Shi Shi's hand and shouted, "Follow me, I won't allow you to be with him!"

Shi Shi wanted to resist, but Shi Hang's strength was too great, and she was dragged forward by him.

Qiao An didn't have the heart to care about Shi Shi anymore. Looking at these things that once belonged to his brother, he had a strong premonition that his brother was still alive. Otherwise, how could these things suddenly appear?

Qiao An remembered that after the police gave the conclusion of death, his brother's roommate burned all his brother's belongings. For this reason, he also had a big quarrel with the roommate, complaining that the roommate didn't leave any of his brother's relics to him.

After three years, my brother's relic suddenly appeared, there is only one possibility, my brother is not dead, he is back!

The world is so big, since Qiao Jin can hand over these letters to Qin Yu, he must be in Haicheng.

With this belief, Joan drove through every road and street, imagining that he could meet his brother at the intersection.

At the beginning of Hua Deng, Qiao An turned around half of Haicheng, and finally he and his brother were not allowed to see each other. He slumped on the steering wheel, looking at the crowded street, where exactly will his brother end up?

Joan didn't give up, she couldn't sleep peacefully that night if she couldn't find her brother.

In the past three years, he has been thinking about his brother all the time, and a voice has been circling in his heart: Brother is not dead! Brother is not dead!

Until those letters rained down, his brother's name rekindled the unchanging belief in his heart that he was still alive! He insisted on it for three years, and finally got the confirmation. He was excited and excited. He suddenly felt that the power of life could create miracles.

Qiao An didn't stop and drove straight to the Silver Lake Villa. He wanted to ask Qin Yu personally who gave her the letters.

It was so quiet at night that I could hear the doorbell clearly, but when it rang again and again, no one came to open the door, not even a single light in the room was turned on.

Joan refused to give up and still rang the doorbell desperately. The doorbell rang far away, like a call from a far-off country.

Joan was a little lost and a little tired. In the huge yard, except for the overlapping tree shadows, you can't see anything else. Is there no one at home?

Qiao An called Shi Shi, but Shi Shi was still awake. He wanted to call and explain to him, but he didn't expect to call him first.

"I have something important to do with Qin Yu, help me think about it, where might they go?" Qiao An asked eagerly.

"Are they not at home?"

"There's no one at home."

"It's so late, where can they go?" Shi Shi also felt strange, Qin Yu never liked to attend social dinners, and his brother would never force it. It's rare to be home so late.

Shi Shi thought hard for a long time, suddenly thought of something, and shouted at the phone: "Shen's old house!"