Chapter 66

Jaysa had a blast the last couple of hours. She was excited that Danzel allowed Madison to eat with them for not only lunch, but dinner too. Martin did not say a word. He did glare at her the entire time. She tried her best to ignore him, but she could still feel his eyes burning through her. Jaysa walked into the chambers she shared with her husband. It was a bit different then it was before. There were less candles lit in the room than usual. Jaysa walked over to the bed and saw her husband lying on the bed. He lay on his side facing her. He wore his cotton pajama's pants with no shirt, showing off his muscular chest and flat stomach. He had his arm propped up with his head resting on his fist. He looked really sexy with soft glow of the candles that flickered over his body.

"So, what's this?" She asked with her hands on her hips. He smirked as he looked into her eyes.

"Our first time together was rushed. He sat up and flipped his feet over the bed to touch the floor. He looked up at her. "I want to go again and allow you to feel the best pleasure that you will ever feel."

"Why?" She flatly questioned. He looked at her for a moment then spoke.

"Because, I want you to feel the same pleasure that I felt when we last did it." He spoke a bit louder.

"Why?" She questioned again. Danzel stood up with anger in his eyes and yelled out.

"Because, I don't want you speaking of our love life as rape" Jaysa cocked an eye brow and her face went sour.

"Who told you?" She questioned out loud.

"No one." He spoke.

"That's bullshit. Did Joseph tell you?" She yelled.

"No!" Danzel yelled back.

"Then who?" She yelled. "Who told you?"

"No one told me!" He yelled. "I overheard you telling Joseph that you felt that I raped you on our first time." He took in a deep breath. "I understand that you hate men because of what happed with your mother when you were little, but I never wanted to be the man that you would say raped you." He sat back down on the bed. His head hung low, letting his hair fall in front of his face. "I want to make it up for you. That's all I ask." He looked up at Jaysa, his eyes almost pouting. "Will you please let me make it up to you? She stared at him a bit longer. He just wanted sex. It had nothing to do with the first time. He wanted to do it that bad, but she really didn't want to feel that pain again. She sighed. He had done so much, but in her heart she wasn't ready.

"Danzel," she spoke quietly. His eyes never moved from hers. "I know we already had sex, but." She stopped and took in a breath. "I don't feel my heart is ready."

"So you're denying me." He pouted.

"Well, I just…" She spoke. He looked at her with a sad, hurtful face. The look sent guilt straight through her body. That face made her feel like she was the bad guy.

"Are you really trying to turn me down?" He questioned. Jaysa couldn't help but feel bad. She knows that it wasn't her fault, but he made her feel that way. Jaysa looked at Danzel and spoke.

"Fine," she reached for her zipper in the back when Danzel jumped to his feet and stopped her form continuing the task. She looked at him confused to why he stopped her.

"I want to do that." He spoke. She rolled her eyes as she allowed her hands to fall freely to her sides. He took her chin in his fingers and brought their lips together in a kiss. She kept her lips closed not allowing him to enter. He pulled back and spoke. "Open up for me. I want to taste you." Jaysa wanted to make a smart remark at him but decided against. She knew once they were further in the act that she would lose herself completely. She didn't want to lose herself in this pleasure, but she couldn't help it. The next thing she knew; she was laying on the bed with Danzel on top of her. His tongue explored the inside of her mouth as his hands roamed her body. Danzel pulled away and looked at his wife's eyes. She was truly enjoying this. He pulled her up in a sitting position and continued to kiss her.

His hands reached behind her back and found the zipper, pulling it down loosening the dress. He broke the kiss and began to suck on her neck. It was an odd feeling but exciting as well. Danzel pulled the dress forward allowing her arms to slip out of the sleeves. The dress fell to Jaysa's waist. Danzel did not take a moment to look at the body before him. He grabbed her naked breast in his hands and he kissed her collarbone. He made her lay back down on the bed. "Lift up our hips." He spoke out. She applied as her hips went up and he pulled the dress out from under her throwing it aside. Danzel crawled back on top of Jaysa and began to suck on her light pink nipple making it stand up. He attacked the other breast doing the same thing. Jaysa couldn't help but moan. He played with her nipples a bit more before heading down her stomach. He stopped at the beginning of her pants. He could smell her excitement. He slipped his hands under the fabric and pulled it down, throwing them also aside. He spread her legs allowing him to get a full view of her body. His head disappeared between her legs. She could feel his tongue explore her. He sucked on her clitoris and stuck his tongue inside her. Jaysa thrashed around with all the pleasure she was feeling. Her muscles started to tighten up. She wasn't sure what was going on. Her hands fist the sheets, while her head moved side to side. Her body arched up and soon she felt a release. Her body fell limp on the bed.