Chapter 129

  Shit.

  He never ventures down here.

  “U-huh,” I answer nervously, my heart pounding from the fright at being caught like this, overcome with awkwardness.

  “I came to see if you were still asleep. Why are you standing there?” There’s only normal Jake in his voice. Jake my friend. As though the past week hasn’t happened.

  “I wasn’t sure if I wanted to come through or not,” I answer.

  So, I’m Miss Honesty now, am I?

  I’m too drained to pretend.

  “How are you feeling?” he coaxes gently, coming to stand only two feet from me. His closeness makes me antsy and we both seem uneasy. My nerves rise up now that he is really here and appraising at me.

  “Detached,” I utter shyly; he frowns, evident even in the shadowy hall, and I glance away and sigh. This is harder than I thought it could ever be.

  “You look tired. Go back to bed.”