Chapter 130

  Did that mean that sleeping with me might have felt right?

  I push the thought out of my head along with the warmth rising up my cheeks.

  “She said you had a proper girlfriend when you were young … fifteen?” I don’t know why I’m even bringing this up, but somehow, I want to hear it from him. I want to know if he had ever loved, despite the warning pain in my stomach.

  “Good old loose-mouthed Leila! he mumbles. “I did.” He watches me warily, and I glimpse evasive Jake. I was right; the times I thought I imagined this, he was hiding this little piece of history from me.

  Why?

  “You want to elaborate?” I coax gently, but my heart rate has elevated.

  “There’s nothing to elaborate on. I had a first love; she wasn’t my first sexual encounter. We dated for a year, and then it was over.” He shrugs, still holding me, but loosely now.

  “So, it was love though?” My ribs constrict painfully.