Did that mean that sleeping with me might have felt right?
I push the thought out of my head along with the warmth rising up my cheeks.
“She said you had a proper girlfriend when you were young … fifteen?” I don’t know why I’m even bringing this up, but somehow, I want to hear it from him. I want to know if he had ever loved, despite the warning pain in my stomach.
“Good old loose-mouthed Leila! he mumbles. “I did.” He watches me warily, and I glimpse evasive Jake. I was right; the times I thought I imagined this, he was hiding this little piece of history from me.
Why?
“You want to elaborate?” I coax gently, but my heart rate has elevated.
“There’s nothing to elaborate on. I had a first love; she wasn’t my first sexual encounter. We dated for a year, and then it was over.” He shrugs, still holding me, but loosely now.
“So, it was love though?” My ribs constrict painfully.