Chapter 148

  Oh, I don’t know maybe because you’ve another woman waiting in your bedroom, and coitus is not part of my pre-arranged employment contract.

  “I need to know where I stand,” is all I say, cool and crisp, devoid of my betraying emotions.

  He snorts as if I’ve said something outrageous, then mumbles something that sounds like, “You and me both.” I’m not sure, but I ignore it anyway.

  “Why is she here?” I nod toward the door behind him, fighting that inner twinge of pain, jealousy. He stops for a moment, as if he’s trying to find the words, then just says it.

  “Marissa’s pregnant. I fucked up,” he blows out.

  It’s as though he has punched me full force in the stomach; I’m reeling and dying all at the same time, unable to fully take in his devastated expression.

  What the hell?

  Nausea rises quickly and spins my head before I can grasp control. It is as unexpected as the last time I fainted, and fueled by the instant carnage of his words.