Chapter 150

  I finally start walking back to the hotel. I don’t know how long I’ve been gone, but I’m calm and my tears have dried on their own. My face is tight and swollen, but I don’t care anymore. I’ve been through so many emotions these past few weeks; I think I’m slowly losing my mind. I’m definitely losing the grip on my control. I don’t even know how to claw it back.

  The room is dark and empty. I’ve been gone for two hours according to the wall clock ticking loudly in the modern suite. There’s a light under Jake’s bedroom door. It halts me, pain clenching in my chest that he’s in there with her.

  Is this how it’s always going to be? Me desolate and alone on one side and Jake on the other side of a bedroom door with another woman?