Chapter 46

  The old town didn't change a single bit. Everything remained the same as I remembered but still it felt somewhat odd to be back here 

  This was the place I had spent eighteen years of my life. It was filled with so many memories....most of them has to do with HIM. 

  Whether I want it or not he was still a huge part of my life .. whenever  I stare into Hazel's pair of gaze that were so much like his... Hers were very  alive with happiness and light while his were dark and forbidden.

  They were two things that should never come across. 

  Some days I could just managed to convince myself that I wasn't the same weak eighteen year old anymore, that he doesn't have any power over me anymore and I don't have to always watch my back just like I'm doing right now. Many atimes I doubt if he still even remembers me or I was just the only one... 

   

  I watched the burial processions from afar , a safe distance away,made myself invisible as hard as I could .