Chapter 47

　　HAYDEN 

　　Dad's condition got even worse,  the doctor said he had a relapse and would have to stay until they were sure that he wasn't in any imminent danger. 

　　It's only been two days since I arrived back here and I was regretting it already .Everything was beginning to get inside my head, staying back at the house made it even more worse.

　　I don't know how long I sat at my usual dark spot in the bar , the music.. strong alcohol was all I needed to drown myself in. 

　　I ordered another shot of tequila and gubbled it down in a single take. 

　　"Do you need anything else? " The stripper smacked her gums asked practically shoving her huge fake tits in my face, I wondered how she walks around with that without toppling over from their weight .

　　"Fuck off" 

　　The icy look I sent her was enough to send her on her way mumbling something that closely sounded like 'your loss'.

　　It was hard to believe the fact that I've that I haven't gotten laid in six fucking whole years.