"For most of his life E.J tries to hide behind drawn curtains, to afraid that the world will find out about his abnormal situation. The one where he needs to please his stepfather sexually every night behind the same drawn curtains
When E.J meets Christopher he wishes that he could be whole for him and be in his arms as a pure boy again, be he know that is impossible. Add in E.J's stepfather becoming jealous of Christopher and E.J feeling he will never be good enough to be in a relationship and E.J needs to choose between killing his stepfather to be with Christopher or committing suicide to get out of this situation once and for all.
WARNING: This story may contain adult themes or sexual abuse. Do not read if this affects you in any way. This story however is based on things that do happen in real life. If you are being sexually abused, please talk about it and tell someone that can help you. 
This story has a rating of 18. If you are not 18 please refrain from reading since this story contains scenes of sexual nature as well as strong language."

Behind Drawn Curtains 1-2

　　“I can’t get over how cute you’re looking in that onesie,” I tell E.J. after the third time he has made some Charmander sounds while sporting his orange onesie.


　　“Aren’t you supposed to be straight?” he asks with a giggle as he falls down on the bed next to me. My mom always used to say when I was little that the weather went into me when it was raining and that I got hyperactive. I guess the same applies for E.J.


　　“Yeah… But you’re like a puppy and show me the straight or gay guy who is immune to the charm of a puppy,” I answer trying my best not to think about the fact that I would probably pick him above any puppy I could get right now.


　　“You saying I’m a puppy?” E.J. says and he gives a small little bark or two demonstrating that he can really be a puppy.


Chapter 39