We Should

"I was waiting for you, for a while now" John didn't say anything but smiled nervously. Albert wet his lip with his tongue, and said, 

"We should…" but before he could finish John interrupted him, and said,

"I think, I need a little time to figure out a few things about myself" Albert went speechless, he knew where this was going. He was suspecting it for a while, and that's why he was trying his best to maintain this relationship. His face turned pale, like a tree without leaves in summer. His heart was heavy, but after a moment of silence he manage to speak, 

"Okay" and then he again went silent. John was reading his situation. It was the same for him too, but he knows that without figuring himself out he cannot be happy with Albert. 

"We can talk about that," Albert continued. Even though he knew that there was nothing to talk about, sometimes this hope kept popping into our heads, telling us to hang on.

John sighed and said,