Chapter Ten

LIAM BENJAMIN

Break time and the last subject are over, but the beautiful isn't coming back yet—I mean that untidy girl. She never returned since lunchtime.

All my classmates have left, but here I am, looking at her chair because she left her things there. I wondered who would take care of her belongings because I don't think my classmates had any plans to volunteer to look after her stuff. They were all excited to go home.

What if someone took her bag? What if someone stole it here? So, what if that happens? It's her fault, though. Who's going to leave their essential stuffs and never come back?

I got up from my seat and slung my bag over my shoulder to go walk outside the room. I glance at her seat once again as I left the room. I don't know why I feel concerned about her things, it's like I'll have a guilt feeling when I leave right away and don't watch her stuff.

But I really want to go home now, I should not track of things I don't know. Well, I know her because basically, I know her name, and she's my classmate but, I'm not close to her.

To calm my brain thinking about her things, I decided to just close the door of the room, but I did not lock it. As soon as I closed the door, a janitor passed by our room. Even though I didn’t want to approach the man, I still reach him and said that there was still a bag left inside our room.

He was supposed to take care of that bag, so somehow I was relieved. I can finally go home. I should have gotten out of school earlier if I hadn't thought about Aerielle's stuff. Why am I still bothering other people's use, tss.

I reached our house quietly when I got home. Mom will come home later because definitely she will be given overtime again, well, not before that.

I got home at exactly 4:00 pm. I went straight to the kitchen after I locked the main door. I'm also hungry, I only ate sandwich and Apple a while ago, and Bread loaf only on my breakfast. I prepare dinner for two persons so that when Mom comes later, she will just eat and not think about what she will eat.

After I ate and washed the plates I used, I went up to my room. Changed my clothes and I decided to sleep. I throw myself on the bed, my body felt drained. I feel like I did so much all day at school, even though the truth is I just warmed my ass in my chair.

I also feel drowsy, so I close my eyes. But when I close my eyes, I saw Aerielle's beautiful smile again, and I remembered what she did. Jeez, my brain filled again by the gross thing she did!

It's alright if I remember just her beautiful face, but why do I also hark back to the disgusting thing she did? And why am I thinking about her?

I really need to sleep, so I can forget about her. But when I closed my eyes again, it entered my mind that she smiled at me so sweetly after she—what the hell?!

I turned to the left side of my room and covered my face with a pillow, but, still! Her charming face still bugging my noggin!

Darn it!

Why am I acting like this?

Okay, I admit it, I really feel turned off on what she did. Personally, I hate filthy attitude, especially on girls. I know I shouldn't care about her or what she did, but why? Why do I still affect on what she did? Is it because she's pretty, and it doesn't matter what she looks like? Or is it because I have a crush on her—wait, what? What did I say?

Crush? CRUSH ?! No way!

I won't have a crush on her just because she's beautiful, especially when she smiles. Never in my wildest dreams that I'm going to have a crush on her! NEVER!

I don't like her just because she looks like a goddess in my eyes, and she's not up to the standard of women that my type. Yes, I like pretty girls with big brains but NOT HER! Not with her ugliness, pig, and grotesque attribute. Absolutely not!

I sit up with too much annoyance to myself. No matter how I rolled on my bed, she would not be removed from my mind. I took my phone and earphones from my bag, then I took a novel book from the books lying on my study table. I'll just read and not sleep. I might forget about him when I comfort myself… Hopefully!

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There is a girl who's wearing a white glowing beautiful dress, standing far away from me. Her dark-brown, long lovely hair were loose. She is looking behind me, and she's… she is dazzling.

Is she an angel?

Why would there be an angel here? And where am I? Am I in heaven now? Am I dead? If I'm already dead, why I feel so good? I'm feeling so much pleasure now, just by looking at this heavenly creature in front of me. Right now, I just don't want to look at her. I want to touch her, feel her.

When I look at her, I feel something strange in my heart, as if I feel light and happy… Even if I can't see her face, it gives me so much happiness. What more, if she turns her head to show me her mysterious face?

I want to see her face up close. I started to move my feet to get closer to her. And with each step I take, the pounding in my chest gets stronger. The happiness I feel is also overflowing. Each time I approached, she also gradually faced me. Of course, I was even more excited to see her face.

Who's this woman? What is this beauteous creature doing to me? She's like an iron, and I'm a magnet that attracted to her.

Just one step I can touch him, I can see her face too. And in his presence… I frowned because she looks familiar. It feels that I know this girl. It's—

“Aerielle?”

She's smiling at me, and she's picking her nose.. again—wait? WHAT?!

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHH—AW!”

Shit! What's that disgusting thing I saw ?! And is that Aerielle? Why am I seeing her again ?! And—ouch! Why is my arm sore? And why—

My earphones are still in my ear, it looks like I fell asleep reading earlier. But why am I already here on the floor? All I knew was that I was lying in bed. And then why is my arm sore? Did I fall while sleeping?

I remember what happened earlier. I saw Aerielle while—wait a minute, what happened?

Did I dream? Is that just a dream? Why did it feel so real? And then why was that woman there? If it was just a dream, why was she there? And why even in a dream does she do such disgusting thing? Why can't I get that woman out of my mind and even in the dream she follows me?!

-AndyThoughts-