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Or I'm a getting obsessed? Nah, I know myself well enough to know that I can never be obsessed over a guy. That just can not happen. 

Or could it? 

Nah! What would be absurd. Honestly it should be the other way around. 

I really can not be catching feelings for a guy I am not sure about, he might never be interested in me, and definitely will hate me if he finds out who I truly am. 

So I should definitely get all those thinking out of my head cause it's definitely not going to work. 

I slapped myself hard to bring myself back to reality even though people might think I'm a weirdo in the bus. 

This is to ensure myself, they won't be able to understand so I should not care too much about what they think. 

Suddenly my phone buzzed again.

Fortunately, it did not startle me. 

HEY, I REALLY MEAN WHAT I SAID CAUSE WE'RE GOING TO VIDEO CHAT WITH MY MOM SO START THINKING GOO GOO BEAR. 

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