I Don't Know

What is happening? Where am I? It's so dark I can't see anything, black that's all I see black wait light there's a light. I know people always say don't go towards the light, but right now I don't have a choice. It is either I go towards the light or stay in the darkness and please don't think of it the wrong way I'm totally not scared of the dark it's just that I rather be in the light than in the dark. I walk towards the light and to my surprise I was in heaven, I thought that heaven would be a lot more entertaining. When I entered the light all I see is purple nothing else no one else, what is really happening?

I'm just wondering around this purple paradise when suddenly I heard my name being called, who is that? Their voice is so gently and comforting, I kept looking around but saw no one. The voice is still there, but it is talking in a language I don't speak anymore "querida por favor, ouça-me" ( Darling please listen to me ) This voice was talking to me in portuguese. "tentar lembrar" ( Try to remember ). What? This voice isn't making any sense what should I try to remember?

" Wake up Selena. Wake up it is time to get up? Lisa shakes me to wake up, seriously that was a dream? That stupid voice got me all riled up in a dream.

"Lisa why did you wake me up? If you don't give me a good enough reason we're going to fight." Lisa just rolled her eyes at me and went into the bathroom I think. What was that dream really about? What should I remember? " Earth to Selena! Like girl seriously what is up with you? You have been zoning out since we met that dude, that I already forgot his name. Selena you know that you can tell me anything, so I am going to ask you one more time, what the hell is wrong with you?" It's nothing I swear, I just had a really insane dream that got me all riled up and confused."

Lisa looked like she didn't believe a word I was saying she stood there in front of the bathroom door for an entire minute before she sigh and walk away. I don't know where Lisa went, but I went to the bathroom did my business brush my teeth and then went downstairs. I'm walking down the stairs and accidentally bump into one of the maids from last night. " Omg I am so sorry it is totally my fault I wasn't paying attention." I said to the maid as I help her pick up the clothes that fell.

"That's okay sweetheart, by the way my name is Maggie thanks for last night we have never seen anyone stand up to the alpha like that before. What makes you so special are you a lost sibling or something?" hold up did the maid really just ask me that, do I look anything like that arrogant bastard I'm so offended. "No I'm not a lost sibling, trying to figure out why am I so special myself." She looked at me confused. I'm trying to figure out my importance to this young man myself. "I got to go nice talking to you Maggie."

I gave her a small smile and walked off, once down stairs I enhance my hearing and heard laughing so I followed it. When I finally reach where the laughing is it died down and everyone looked at me. We were in this big room with a television and a small table with snacks on it, "Well! What are you people looking at?" I snap, don't these insects know that it is rude to stare. I've been a rouge most of my life and I know that it is rude to stare.

"Well we don't know who you are and you also slightly have the stench of a rouge, so you tell me why we should not be staring at a complete stranger in our house." A brunette said to me, wow I like this bitch only problem she makes her insults way too long. "I like you, believe me I actually do there is just one thing, when you are trying to insult people try to cut it a little shorter ok honey. I said to her she looked completely flabbergasted.

"Ok you bitch did you just say that to me or am I hearing things?" She said "No I said it. Is there a problem with what I said, cause if I remember properly I was just giving you some good advice." I said, this girl literally turned red I didn't think it was physically possible for someone to actual turn red. I just stood there and watch as she huffed and puffed. "Hey you hazel eyes past me one of those snack, because I don't think she will be down anytime soon." I said gesturing to the brunette

Then boom someone has to come and spoil the little fun I'm having. "Oh hey Selena I've been looking for you literally everywhere, you weren't in the room or in the place where they cook food I was like seriously getting super worried and then it crossed my mind that you actually left me here." Lisa kept rambling until she final felt the tension in the air, tension where did that come from everything was cool before a minute ago. "Ok girl spill what the heck is going on? What did I miss?" Lisa asked through our mind link, so I explained everything that's happened in the last couple of minutes and Lisa being her self started to give me a lecture through the mind link until I blocked her out, cause I was starting to get an headache.

Someone that is sitting cleared their throat so I looked over at the person and it was the hazel eye guy. "You know we can kill you two, because you guys don't belong here." "You can try to kill us pretty boy, but be warned once Lisa and I are threatened the person that threatened us dies, so your funeral not ours." I simply stated to hazel eyes. Seriously these human looking insects are pissing me off.

"Listen guys we didn't just come here we were invited by alpha I forgot his name to stay here cause he needs to figure out something." Lisa stated with her big mouth always trying to make peace with people who I want to kill.

"Hey Rose contact Alpha Dylan and ask him about two filthy creatures that's in our house." Did he just called us filthy? OH HELL no my blood is boiling. I lunged to the hazel eye dude and started to punch him in the eye since I was jealous of how pretty they actual were, I just kept punching until someone strong enough pulled me off. I'm literally panting out of breath because of how angry I am, his eyes started to swell and you could barely see his hazel eyes and that's when I realized who was holding me. I use my elbow and jab the person in the gut, "I don't know you and I definitely don't like you so don't freaking touch me." These people are gonna let me go all wolf out on them.

Then the one and only Maggie came in and said that the Dylan guy want's Lisa and I in his office we didn't know where his stupid office was, so we had to follow Maggie once we enter, this nigga got the audacity to start lecturing us. " Listen hear big guy I'm seriously not in the mood for another lecture right now, so just hurry and get to the point, cause I was just disrespected by your people down there so I am seriously not in the mood or I swear on your mother's grave I will tear this place apart." I know that is a little harsh, but I'm starting to get frustrated with everything that's happening: fist that stupid dream, the weird encounter with Maggie, these people staring at me, that bitch ass brunette giving me attitude, Lisa lecturing me, hazel eye dude threating me now all this I have a right to be upset and frustrated. I'm just tired of being the one that's in everything the one who has to do everything to be honest I just don't know I think I just might need a break. That's what happened my body shut down and everything went black.