Cracks and Fortitude

Afena didn't answer. It could have required too much concentration to do so, and she couldn't get lost in memories or fantasies any more. This was her chance to get out of this right there and then, and not lose any more time in the twisted, horrid, cruel depths that her mind could conjure up with the aid of a monster.

Instead, she smiled at the image of what she thought she looked like inside. Wasted, tired, weathered, jaded, embittered, unwholesome.

She smiled, and she couldn't help laughing as well.

"This is what you are. This is what you made of yourself. All your choices, all your thoughts brought you to this. What you are is what made you, and you are horrid."

"No argument from me," said Afena. She threw the little pouch at her reflection, and it burst on impact.