New Wounds

     The tears that fell could no longer be held back. The object whose screen was dark was still faithfully held in his hand. Even now his grip was tighter than before.

    Jessica covered her mouth so no one could hear her sobs. Do you know how painful it is to hold back tears? Crying alone in the room, he started turning off the lights on purpose. Darkness helps him to survive.

    It's no longer about being angry, it's no longer about being upset, but above being disappointed. What's that thing called? I don't know what but what Jessica knows is that it's so painful. Maybe hate.

   What made him have to hold tight? Holding back the tears? Holding back her tears? Yes, since the video call was connected. Not because he missed Evelyn. The disappointment is still too big even though there is a longing that sinks in.