MSL - His Anger

I woke up with a very heavy head, oh, swear at me in my heart, I really have never been drunk before.

I inched while holding my head and felt strangeness, is this part of the hallucination when someone is drunk with alcohol? I spread my eyes and this is definitely not my dorm room or Ze's room, it's a foreign place. Oh... No, I feel like I've seen it. I twisted my body to look at the other side of the room and my rounded eyes almost came loose from his esophagus as I saw someone sitting staring at me with an angry face.

I swallowed hard, I cleared my gaze and stared in that direction again, the man got up from where he was sitting and walked up to me.

"Drink this." He said while thrusting mineral water in a glass and also a grain of aspirin. I grabbed it and drank it, I was really messed up at the moment.

"Why am I here?" I asked, that's the dumbest question a girl asks when suddenly she's somewhere without her knowing it. I don't know what might have happened to me last night.

"You go to the club and get drunk with your friends." He said annoyed, he really looked very angry.

"Sorry . . . but that's my personal life." I tried to get out of bed, but it felt like everything was spinning instantly, and made me stagger down.

"Stay lying down." He helped me back lying in bed.

"Sorry, I've never been drunk before." I said as I continued to hold my head that felt heavy.

"Then why are you desperate to drink?" He sat by the side of the bed, the question he asked was interrogated and I could accept his anger.

"My friend Justin's birthday, and I was invited."

"And you don't know where your limits are?!" This time his tone really sounded annoyed.

"He kept pouring beer in my glass." Obviously I am.

"And you can imagine if I didn't come to pick you up, what could he do to you without you knowing?!" Snapping at him, this time he was really angry, he even stood up and folded his hands as if he didn't want to see me anymore.

Although at this time I still feel dizzy, but I can digest the meaning of the sentence. He was angry because it was possible that Justin would drag me into his apartment and me just like that while I was unconscious. But if that happens then what? Why is he so angry?

"Why are you so angry Mr. Hudson?" I asked then. I need to know why he's so angry with me right now.

"The * man even almost kissed you when I came." He said ketus.

"Oh yes?" I don't even remember it at all.

"Oh yes? You can still ask huh?!" He turned towards me and grabbed my arm fiercely. I felt a great anger behind the harshness of the hand grip, and I saw my arm turn red with it.

"You hurt me." I said softly while looking at him and he released his grip by throwing my arm.

"Listen!" He sat on the side of the bed and impatiently grabbed my face then made me look at him.

"Never ignore it again!" Strictly speaking, and somehow my eyes became watery, my face heated up, I guess I was crying right now.

"I don't know why you are so crazy." I said softly, while my tears fell.

"What if the man's dirty hands touch you?! What happens if I'm just a few minutes late?!"

"Sorry." I grabbed my face because I felt so bad to be here under such a great anger because of my carelessness.

"You will report me to the dormitory mother?" I asked.

"Fuck the dormitory, I will meet him directly and say that from this second on you will not stay in the dormitory anymore."

"Please, that place is the only place I can go right now. If you get me kicked out of the dormitory, where should I stay?" I'm whining around, I'm really excited now. "I promise not to repeat it again, but don't let me lose my scholarship sir." I threw myself out of bed and begged on his knees, begging for mercy until his wrath subsided. But instead of subsiding, he got up to his feet and left me just like that. I sat crying in that big room, I can remember everything now, this is his private room. And I was wearing the clothes I was wearing last night, everything was still attached to my body.

Did he come and save this stupid girl from Justin's rotten intentions? Oh shit! No wonder she was angry, she was my lecturer, and seeing her drunken female student's behavior with men certainly made her furious, maybe she thought I could ruin the image of our campus.

***

My breakfast was delivered to the man's room and the waiter even brought me a change of clothes to the room and asked me to clean up.

"I'm leaving this place, I'm fine," I said.

"Mr. Huson asked me to make sure you had eaten your breakfast and took a shower."

Oh.

"Please tell him I'm fine, I'll leave now."

"Please, don't make him angry." The waiter said.

"Is he angry?" I asked.

"I think so, since you brought you here drunk."

"Oh." I squeezed my face full of regret.

"He brought in his personal doctor to check on you, and didn't even sleep all night to make sure you were okay."

"Really?" I almost fainted at the waiter's words.

"Yes, I guess the head of your college dormitory just walked out of his study about twenty minutes ago." He added.

"WHAT?!!" I almost almost screamed because I couldn't help myself from being shocked.

"Don't scream, now hurry up and take a shower." He said. "Because if Mr. Hudson is angry, everything in front of him will be affected, including me."

"Ok, I'll take a shower and talk to him. It's my fault, not everyone should bear the consequences."

The maid came out of this big room and I rushed to take a shower and changed my clothes. With the remaining courage and mental preparation to accept the worst possible I walked towards his study.

"Sir." I stood in the doorway, I saw that he was busy with his work, but when I saw me he put the paper in his hand. His jaw hardened at a glance, visible from where I was standing, he was obviously still angry.

"What do you want?" He asked ketus.

"Can I go in?" I asked politely and he didn't answer, but I forced my way in and closed the door behind me.

"I want to apologize, it's my fault."

"It's indeed your fault." He said.

"Yes, so please let me go from before you and don't be angry at anyone because the only person responsible for your anger is me." I said quickly.

"Who is driving you out of this house?"

I swallowed hard, then was silent for a while. "What should I do to make you forgive me?" I asked doubtfully.

"Sit quietly in the room, reflect on your mistakes and don't do anything until I come and forgive you."

My brows furrowed. "That's it?"

He looked at me with a serious face and I understood he didn't want me to say much. I finally walked out of his study. I don't know where to be, but I decided to go to the library. At least I can reflect on my mistake.

***

Tik Tok Tik Tok

I don't know how long I've been sitting here, maybe it's been all day, until I feel bored. I even had to contact Ze that today I was sick to the point of not being able to go to the tavern to do my job, fortunately Ze understood.

"Last night there was a huge mess at the club." Ze said when I called him and said that I was sick.

"What's going on?" I asked, I really don't remember anything that happened last night. My memory stopped when I saw Christopher Hudson's name on my phone screen.

"A man came and beat Justin straight away until his nose bled, and then took you away. But I didn't have time to see it, I only noticed it when some people screamed."

"Oh . . ." What else can I say, I don't remember anything.

"You know who the man who took you away?"

"Oh that, I. . ." What do I have to answer?

"Justin said he didn't see the man's face clearly."

Thankfully, I murmured silently.

"Where are you now?" Ze asked suspiciously, this is obviously another difficult question that I can't answer.

"I'm in someone's house." My answer is ambiguous.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" Ze asked.

"Yes." I answered originally, Ze will definitely not stop asking.

"I asked him to pick me up last night."

"Oh." It seems that Ze is beginning to believe in my boasts.

"Ok, do I need to pick you up and take you to the dorm?" Ze asked.

"No, I'm fine, just need a little rest, and after I feel better I will go back to the dorm."

"Are you sure you're okay?" Ze asked.

"Yes." I answered succinctly.

"Em . . . I mean, nothing happened to you last night?" He was still asking, and I understood what he really wanted to ask.

"I woke up with full clothes attached to my body and everything felt fine, so I don't think he took advantage of the situation when I was drunk." I answered.

"Oh, thank God."

And sure enough Ze was worried about the same thing as me.

"Hope you're okay Bell."

"Thanks Ze."

"See you."

I ended my call and realized someone was standing in front of me with his hands gloved in his trouser pocket.

"Mr. Hudson, how long have you been standing there?" I didn't dare to look him in the eye.

"Long enough to hear all your lies to your friend." Answer.

"Oh, sorry . . . I just don't want him to think all sorts of about me."

"Oh yes, then what about me?" He walked onto the couch and sat down in front of me.

"I made you angry again." My regrets.

"You said that you were at your lover's house, didn't you?"

"Sorry, I can't tell you the truth, if I were in your house."

"But you have a chance to say that you are in the dorm, or at your friend's house, not at your lover's house."

I sighed deeply. "I don't know what to say and if everything I say makes you angry and stays angry with me then I'll be in . . ." I couldn't finish my sentence because within seconds I felt the whole world stop, when his lips suddenly kissed me.

My head throbbed as if the blood flow leading to my brainstem was too heavy, my heart was also beating much faster than usual.

"I won't let any man's hand touch you like this." She said after letting go of her kiss on me, while I was still in shock and trying to digest everything that happened.

"Now you know I'm jealous. And it's make me feel worst. I mad anyone with no reason. It's because of you!"

I looked at him, my eyes glazed over, is everything I heard right?

"Is that true?" I asked softly.

"I'll never let it happened again."

I really couldn't help crying, in my entire life no one has ever wanted me to be like this.

"Can I hug you?" I asked in doubt, and without answering he jerked me until I fell into his arms.

***

"I told the head of the dormitory that you will stay in my house, and I will be your guardian."

"What?"

"You are an adult and I don't need that kind of stupid reaction." He said.

"But I still want to stay in the dorm."

"I can't just let you go, because you are unbelievable."

"But I can't stay here sir, we don't have any relationship, what would people say if they knew about this."

"Now I am your guardian, and I have already made the document legal."

I was stunned to look at him.

"You're old enough and you've heard everything I've said."

I swallowed hard. "Do I have to call you uncle from now on?"

"I asked the housekeeper to keep this a secret and you don't have to bother about how you call me." He got up and I looked up at him. But then he leaned over and kissed the tip of my head.

I was speechless, still incredulous if I even got into a romance with my own lecturer? Oh, what kind of student am I?