MSL - Being Scolded by Mr. Hansome

I woke up with a very heavy head. Oh, Swear I was silent in my heart, I really never got drunk before.

I inched away holding my head and feeling the strangeness, is this part of the hallucinations when someone is drunk because of alcohol? I'm looking at me and this is definitely not my dorm room or Ze's room, it's a strange place.

Oh... no, I'm like I've seen it. I twisted my body to see the other side of this room and my eyes rounded almost out of his esophagus as I saw someone sitting staring at me with an angry face.

I swallowed hard, I cleared my eyes and stared in that direction again, the man got up from where he was sitting and came over to me.

"Drink this." He said, holding mineral water in a glass and also an aspirin. I grabbed it and drank it, I was really messed up at the moment.

"Why am I here?" I asked, that's the dumbest question a girl throws when suddenly she's somewhere without her knowing it. I don't know what might have happened to me last night.

"You go to the club and get drunk with your friends." He said irritably, he really looked very angry.

"Sorry . . . but that's my personal life." I tried to get out of bed, but it felt like everything was spinning instantly, and it staggered me down.

"Keep lying down." He helped me back to lie down on the bed.

"Sorry, I've never been drunk before." I said as I continued to hold my heaving head.

"Then why are you desperate to drink?" He sat on the side of the bed, the question he asked was interrogated and I could accept his anger.

"That was my friend's birthday, . . . Justin's birthday, and I was invited." I answered.

"And you don't know where your limit is?!" This time the tone really sounded resentful.

"He kept pouring beer in my glass." I explained. "So I drank them to give my respect to him."

"And you can imagine if I didn't come to pick you up, what could he do to you without you knowing it?!" He snapped, this time he was really angry, he even stood up and folded his arms around as if he didn't want to see me again.

Although at this time I still feel dizzy, but I can digest the meaning of the sentence. He was angry that it was possible that Justin would drag me into his apartment and doing something bad for me while I was unconscious. But if that happens then what? Why is he so angry?

"Why are you so angry Mr. Hudson?" I asked then. I should know the reason he is so angry with me right now.

"That bastard guy even almost kissed you when I came." He said ketus.

"Oh yes, really? I don't even remember it at all." I answered.

"Oh yes? You can still ask huh?!" He turned towards me and gripped my arm hard. I felt a great anger behind the severity of the grip of that hand, and I saw my arm flushed with it.

"You hurt me." I said softly as he looked at him and he released his grip by slamming my arm.

"Listen!" He sat on the side of the bed and impatiently grabbed my face then made me look at him. "Keep you self save. Don't do something stupid, and never ignore me again!" Strictly speaking, and somehow my eyes became watery, my face heated up, I guess I was crying right now.

"I don't know why you are so angry with me?" I said softly, while my tears fell. "If it's happend it's just a kiss, . . . and I will not realize too."

"What if the man's dirty hands touch you, more than just a kiss?! What happens if I'm just a few minutes late?!" He looked frustrated, "Don't you know the value of your self? I don't understand why a naive girl like you can take such harassment as normal. Don't you value yourself more than I value you?"

"Sorry." I grabbed my face because I felt so bad to be here under such a great anger because of my carelessness. "You will report me to the dormitory mother?" I asked.

"Fuck the dormitory, I will meet her directly and say that from this second on you will not stay in the dormitory anymore."

"Please, that place is the only place I can go right now. If you get me kicked out of the dormitory, where should I stay?" I'm whining around, I'm really confused now. "I promise not to repeat it again, but don't let me lose my scholarship sir." I threw myself out of bed and begged on his knees, begging for mercy until his wrath subsided. But instead of subsiding, he got up to his feet and left me just like that. I sat crying in that big room, I can remember everything now, this is his private room. And I was wearing the clothes I was wearing last night, everything was still attached to my body.

Did he come and save this stupid girl from Justin's foul intentions? Oh shit! No wonder he is angry, he is my lecturer, and seeing the behavior of his female college student who is drunk with men certainly makes him furious, maybe he thinks I can ruin the image of our college.

***

My breakfast was delivered to the man's room and the waiter even brought me a change of clothes to the room and asked me to clean up.

"I'm leaving this place, I'm already fine" I said. I don't think I have any self-respect like Mr. Hudson said. Even though he was very angry with me for my stupidity, he still had good intentions by asking his servant to give me food.

"Mr. Hudson asked me to make sure you have eaten your breakfast and washed up." The maid said.

Oh, God. I feel very bad. "Please tell him I'm fine, I'll go now." I said softly.

"Please, don't make him angry." The maid said. The woman looked at me and from her gaze I could read that what she said was true. Mr Hudson must be furious with my current state.

"Is he angry?" I asked.

She rise her eyebrows while nodded, "I think so, since bringing you here in a bad drunk lastnight" She explained. "You even threw up and got his clothes dirty." The waiter explained and that made my situation even worse.

"Oh." I squeezed my face full of regret.

"He brought in his personal doctor to check your condition, and didn't even sleep all night to make sure you were okay." She kept telling the facts about what happened while I was unconscious due to drunkenness and it made me feel even worse.

"Really?" I almost even fainted at the maid's narration.

"Yes, I guess the head of your college dormitory just came out of his study about twenty minutes ago." He added.

"WHAT?!!" I almost even screamed because I couldn't help being shocked.

"Don't yell, now hurry up and take a shower and eat your breakfast." She said. "Because if Mr. Hudson gets angry, everything in front of him will be affected, including me."

"Ok, I'll take a shower and talk to him. It's my fault, not everyone should have suffered the consequences."

The maid came out of this big room and I rushed to take a shower and changed my clothes. With the remaining courage and mental preparation to accept the worst possible I walked towards his study.

"Sir." I stood in the doorway, I saw that he was busy with his work, but when I saw me he put the paper in his hand. His jaw hardened at a glance, visible from where I was standing, he was obviously still angry.

"What do you want?" He asked ketus.

"Can I go in?" I asked politely and he didn't answer, but I forced my way in and closed the door behind me."I want to apologize. I really regret what I've done, it's my fault." I didn't dare stared at his eyes.

"It's indeed your fault." He said very firmly.

"Yes, so please let me go from your house and don't be angry at anyone because the only person responsible for your anger is me." I said quickly.

"Who is driving you out of this house?" He asked with the bad tone.

"I'm sorry, but I don't feel like I deserve your kindness. I feel bad for everything that happened, I've been so much trouble for you." I said regretfully. I swallowed hard, then was silent for a while. "What should I do to make you forgive me?" I asked doubtfully.

"Sit quietly in the room, reflect on your mistakes and don't do anything until I come and forgive you." He said.

My brows furrowed. "That's it?" I asked for shock.

He looked at me with a serious face and I understood he didn't want me to say much. I finally walked out of his study. I don't know where to be, but I decided to go to the library. At least I can reflect on my mistake.

***

Tik Tok Tik Tok

I don't know how long I've been sitting here, maybe it's been all day, until I feel bored. I even had to contact Ze that today I was sick to the point of not being able to go to the tavern to do my job, fortunately Ze understood.

"Last night there was a huge mess at the club." Ze said when I called him and said that I was sick.

"What's going on?" I asked, I really don't remember anything that happened last night. My memory stopped when I saw Christopher Hudson's name on my phone screen.

"A man came and beat Justin straight away until his nose bled, and then took you away. But I didn't have time to see it, I only noticed it when some people screamed."

"Oh . . ." What else can I say, I don't remember anything.

"You know who the man who took you away?"

"Oh that, I. . ." What do I have to answer? "Am . . . my friend in collage I think." I lied to Ze.

"Justin said he didn't see the man's face clearly." Ze mumbled.

Thankfully, I murmured silently.

"Where are you now?" Ze asked suspiciously, this is obviously another difficult question that I can't answer.

"I'm in someone's house." My answer is ambiguous.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Ze asked.

"Just friend." I answered originally, Ze will definitely not stop asking. " Sorry I didn't tell you. I felt so drunk so I asked him to pick me up last night." I lied for the twice.

"Oh." It seems that Ze is beginning to believe in my boasts. " Why don't you asked me to take you home?" Ze protested.

"Sorry, I was to drunk. I can't think clearly anyway."

"Ok, do I need to pick you up and take you to the dorm?" Ze asked.

"No, I'm fine, just need a little rest, and after I feel better I will go back to the dorm by my self." I rejected.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Ze asked.

"Yes." I replied succinctly.

"Em . . . I mean, nothing happened to you last night?" She was still asking, and I understood what he really wanted to ask.

"I woke up with the full clothes attached to my body and everything felt fine, so I don't think he took advantage of the circumstances when I was drunk." I replied.

"Oh, thank goodness."

And sure enough Ze was worried about the same thing as me.

"Hope you're okay Bell."

"Thanks Ze."

"See you."

I ended my call and realized someone was standing opposite me with both hands gloved in his pants pocket.

"Mr. Hudson, how long have you been standing there?" I didn't dare to look into his eyes.

"Long enough to hear all your lies to your friend." He answer.

"Oh, sorry . . . I just don't want her to think all kinds of things about me." I turn down my face, didn't dare to see his angry face.

"Oh yes, then what about me?" He walked towards the couch and sat down opposite me.

"I made you angry again." My regret.

"You said that you were at your friend's house didn't you? Are we friend?" He asked me.

I swallowed hard, "Sorry, I can't tell you the truth, if I'm at your house."

"But you have a chance to say that you are in the dorm." Mr. Hudson seems angry again.

I sighed deeply. " I don't know what to say and if everything I say makes you angry and stays angry at me then I'll be on . . ." I couldn't finish my sentence because within seconds I felt the whole world stop, as his lips suddenly kissed me.

My head throbbed as if the blood flow leading to my brainstem was too heavy, my heart was also beating much faster than usual.

"I won't let any man's hand touch you like this." She said after letting go of her kiss on me, while I was still in shock and trying to digest everything that happened.

"Now you know I'm jealous. And it's make me feel worst. I mad anyone with no reason. It's because of you!"

I looked at him, my eyes glazed over, is everything I heard right?

"Is that true?" I asked softly.

"I'll never let it happened again."

I really couldn't help crying, in my entire life no one has ever wanted me to be like this.

"Can I hug you?" I asked in doubt, and without answering he jerked me until I fell into his arms.

***

"I told the head of the dormitory that you will stay in my house, and I will be your guardian." He said.

"What?" I swallowed hard on a shock.

"You are an adult and I don't need that kind of stupid reaction." He said.

"But I still want to stay in the dorm." I answered.

"I can't just let you go, because I can't believe you at all."

"But I can't stay here sir, we don't have any relationship, what would people say if they knew about this." I tried to explained to him that the situation will be harder for me.

"Now I am your guardian, and I have already made the document legal." He answered firmly.

I was stunned to look at him.

"You're old enough and you've heard everything I've said."

I swallowed hard. "Do I have to call you uncle from now on?"

"I asked the housekeeper to keep this a secret and you don't have to bother about how you call me." He got up and I looked up at him. But then he leaned over and kissed the tip of my head.

I was speechless, still incredulous if I even got into a romance with my own lecturer? Oh, what kind of student am I?