Chapter 3

Depressed ( Love Yourself )

Chapter Three

Meanwhile at Sushie's School

The Principal came into the class and announced.

" Good Morning students. " She greeted.

" Good Morning Ma "

" I am sure that you guys would have heard the news by now. "

" Which news? " The students looked at one another as they asked Confused.

" Do you guys mean that you are not aware that your classmate, Sushie Committed Suicide? Or are you just pretending to be ignorant? " She asked.

" What!!! " The students Exclaimed at the Same Time, they were completely Shocked, they just couldn't believe it.

" Is Sushie Dead? " A student named Nina asked.

" What do you think? " The Principal Asked Sarcastically.

" I... " She didn't dare continue her words as she was overwhelmed with guilt, she was Sushie's ' Best Friend ' and she was also very well aware of the later Suicidal thoughts but she didn't try to help, instead she blamed her for being depressed.

She felt her Conscience being Pricked by an Unseen knife and When she realized that she couldn't hold back those emotions, she ran out of the class, The other students looked at each other with shock, they couldn't believe that Sushie is no more.

At the Small garden located at the corner of the School Compound.

Nina was Kneeling on the bare ground Crying, She felt like her heart was being ripped off, the pain was so unbearable for her, Though she always behaved and Reacted badly to Sushie, she never expected her to take her own life, She always knew Sushie to be a Darling young girl, So pure and Innocent but she made her depressed, she knew that she was on of the main cause of Sushie's depression but she didn't do anything to help her.

Nina felt so guilty and Sad, she felt like a real murderer, Though she didn't stab Sushie With a knife, She was the one who gave her the murder Weapon.

It hurts like hell, she wished she could do something to change all this, She wished she could go back in time and advice Sushie to learn to love herself, but now she couldn't as what's done is done!

She could remember clearly the day Sushie told her that she was tired of living and that she felt like dying was better off than the living.

Instead of Convincing her that she should let go of those negative emotions and love herself, she told her otherwise.

" I understand you Sushie, What do you think you are living for? , Nobody likes you remember? , You are the dumbest Student in our class remember? , Your Parents disgust you, remember? , Non of the Teachers like you, remember? Everyone keeps shit about you, remember? " When she finished her So-called Analysis, she realized that Sushie had already turned pale, her eyes were red with tears and she was shaking uncontrollably.

Instead of Comforting her With good Words, she Embraced her and Said.

" You don't have to Worry Sushie, all you have to do is to free yourself from this Pain. " This Were the last words she said to Sushie but She never Expected the Later to commit Suicide, She never did! But What's the use? , Sushie is dead and She killed her.

' Am a Murderer! ' She Exclaimed Inwardly as she burst into Uncomfortable Tears.