Twenty three

Chapter 23

After arranging everything I lay down on the bed with a smile on my face surprised about what just happened between me and Charlie. I still can't believe my crush and boss just satisfy me now with the sex have been craving to have with him for years. I wonder how it will feel like to have continuously sex with him. I forget about him and adjusted to sleep for a while

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I needed some fresh air because I'm tired of staying at home already just for a day so I walk out of the compound to stroll through the estate for a while, some meters away from the house I felt like someone is following me behind but I pretended to continue walking and stop abruptly which the person collide with my back so that means his too close to me that's why he collided with my back before he could think of running away I grab his wrist because it's the closest to me which I turned to look at who he is but immediately I see who he his I got irritate

"For God sake why are you tormenting me?" I asked, annoyed "have you informed me of time without a number to stop following me around? What did you want from me again?" I asked

"Lilly, I want to talk to you. Give me some minutes" he speaks up

"Father" I called feeling somehow calling the name I didn't think I could call again "I'm sorry but i don't think you have anything to say to me, so I think it's better you leave me alone and pretend as if I never existed the way you did before that way we both can be in peace but seeing you now is bringing some old memories back so please leave" I pleaded wanting him to leave me alone but he wouldn't I know him to be persistent

"Lilly listen to me please" he pleads "I'm sorry" he said which makes me to look at him very well before speaking up

"I'm sorry to say but I don't think you're sorry at all. Just go and don't come back, I will soon pay the debt off and you will be debt free so just go and let me be" I said not believing what he said for once

"Am sorry Lily and I mean it, I know have cost you alot of pain by leaving you all alone to take care of yourself and the pile of debt I dumb on you but I don't think that should give you the guarantee of becoming a surrogate"he said confidently which makes to laugh humorously not believing he could say such a thing after years of not looking for me his here to say such a thing to me

"Like seriously?" I asked and laughed "Did you just listen to yourself and who are you to tell me what to do or not?" I asked in disbelief

"I'm your father" he said proudly which I couldn't help but laughed not believing he still has the guts to call himself my father

"Father" I said "I don't think you're to be called that because to me you're long dead ever since the day you left me to fend for myself and take care of myself. Did you ever think about how I have been living all these years without someone I could call mine? Or did you think I'm just a gambling home that you can just go and come the way you are?" I asked "then I'm sorry an you have no right to tell me what to do"

"I'm sorry Lilly, I know I have wronged you in different ways but please I want you to terminate the contract. You're still young and single to be facing all these things which I know I'm to blame but you know nothing about the outside world. At Least get married to someone you love before getting pregnant"

"Hahaha" I laughed "can you just listen to yourself" I said "just look at who is talking someone who abandoned me without turning back to look at me, so tell me since when did you start caring about me that you're telling what to do or not"

"Am sorry, I know as a father I failed you but I don't want to see you leave like this. Being pregnant with another man's child who is not your husband or fiance is too much for me to take. I wants the best for you even though I'm not there to guide you through but this is too much Lilly" he said sadly

"Too much?"I asked "did you just listen to yourself have you forgotten about your pile of debt?" I asked which he keeps quiet "then if you let me remind you that you have billions of debt which you ran away from leaving me all alone to pay the debt, the money I never use even for once and here you are telling me what to do or not. How did you expect me to pay all those debt tell me"I shouted frustrated

"I know I caused all these upon you but you're working already and you're being paid so why did you choose to become a surrogate?" He asked

"Did you think working alone could pay off your debt? Thenef me te you it's not enough and for God sake I want to live a normal life just like other teenagers but I couldn't and do you know why? It's because your debt is too much for me to pay for my work. I needed more money for feeding, clothing and shelter. Did you think the money I get from my work will be enough for me to do all these things plus your debt? I think you don't, since you're not the one paying it"

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I should have been a good father and be there for you when I failed to be a father to you but give me a chance Lilly, I promise to change '' he said looking down. He looks worn out and tired which I know he is suffering alot but I will not show him he still has a place in my heart no matter what he has done because I still care and cherish him. But he need to learn his lesson the hard way and change

"You know what, just go please" i said pleading wanting him to leave already

"Please Lilly, give me a chance"

"Just go, I don't want to see you" I said shouting forgetting that it's late already. He come closer about to touch me when I raise my hands uo

"Don't you dare lay your hands on me. I have said it's already gone and I don't want you to come back again. Let's continue to live the way we are before that way I could live in peace"

"Lilly..." He said which I stop him from talking

"Just go and don't come back" I shouted with all my power, he sighed in defeat and left but he's still turning back to look at me, but I look the other way round not wanting to give in to him easily. I want to hug him so badly because I miss him but now I restrain myself, he has to know my worth first and change so he wouldn't dare leave me all alone again. When I couldn't see his retreating figure or shadow any longer I squat down and started crying

"I miss you father" I said crying heavily, I do I really miss him, he's the only one I have left but am not ready to forgive him yet I will make sure he regrets ever leaving me all alone. I stand up walking back inside the house cleaning my face to clear all the traces of tears

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Ever since my encounter with my father, I have been weak. I want to see him again but I'm punishing myself and him because of the past. I know I hold no grudges against him, I know why he became like these. I know how he feels but still yet that those not give him the guarantee to abandon me just like that no matter the condition nor situation

I slept off and woke up the next morning feeling exhausted, so I took my bath with warm water to relax my muscles. I don't think I can go to work today so I called in sick. I was granted permission. I dress up in just a tank top and a bump shot. I don't feel like wearing a bra so I lay on the bed not having the strength to even go out for breakfast. I called the kitchen to bring my breakfast to my room which they did. I ate and lay down after the tray had been taken out. I was totally exhausted and tired. I don't exactly know what I did to be this tired and exhausted. I lay down thinking until I slept off without knowing when I felt someone touching my breast but thought I'm dreaming. I adjusted to enjoying what I'm feeling until I felt it's too much to be a dream. I immediately opened my eyes and saw Charlie smiling at me, not taking off his hand on my breast. I take a sharp breath enjoying what he's doing to my breast, making me want more of it. He climb on top of the bed laying close to me

He mashed his lip to mine which I welcomed him without hesitation and held onto his neck deepening the kiss. I needed some air in my lungs because there's no space so I pushed him a little bit away from me, stopping him from kissing but we were staring at each other deep in the eyes. He raises my cloth up since I'm just in a tank top which he captures my breast into his mouth sucking and moaning at the same time enjoying himself which I couldn't help but moan to because I love what he's doing to me. He used his other hand to play with my other breast, when he sees I'm enjoying it he removed his hand from my breast down to my thigh without removing his mouth from my breast sucking it more gently rubbing my clits slowly which I pushed my pussy up to give him more access putting pillow under my back to enjoy it more. I wanted more but had to push him away seeing we're both going out of control which I don't know. Maybe the door is locked or not. He looked at me seeing I was just moaning not long ago enjoying what he was doing to me. I speak up seeing he doesn't want to get up from my body

"I'm sorry but you have to leave. I can't continue with these" I lied when I know leaving him is difficult for me too but I had too

"Lilly, what happened?. I thought you agreed with me and you were just enjoying our little moment not long ago"

"Yes I know, but I can't just do it. I'm sorry even about what happened yesterday but you have to leave already"

"But"

"No but, just leave please" I said, moving away from him. He sighed and left but turned to look at me for the last time before closing the door behind him. I sigh and cup my head in my hand roughing my hair. I don't know what has gotten into me. I need to look for a way out before Mrs Vivian find out about me having affair with her husband that again in her matrimonial home under her roof which I know she will definitely be mad at me and go to any length to deal with me which I can't risk falling into her bad side so I think it's better I look for a good solution before it's too late for me to cry