PrincesAuntum

My encounter with him was a blessing because he showed me another side of this world that I have not seen before. Our acquaintance was a joyful one because he transformed me into a flawless girl despite having a number of imperfections myself. I was, by no means, a quintessential girl. I was an eyesore to everyone. Even so, had I been able to turn back the hands of time, I would prevent our existence from being known to each other. There were so many things that I have lost because of him. He was a boy that would always be in my memory. I would never bury my hatchet.

UNFORGIVEN BOY (ENG)

"Uh, I—" I stopped as Ricky rested his head on my shoulder.


"Thanks, Lam. You've always been there for me. Do you remember this red bridge?" he asked. In fact... I'm sure if this is the first time I'm here.


"The place we first met." he continued.


"Didn't we meet at school?" he shook his head, and it managed to confuse me. Maybe someone else who looks like me. Or also... that other person he thought of me until now... I don't know.


"Back then... I used to come here with Arya."


"About Arya..." I glanced at Ricky. I was afraid he was angry because I offended his former best friend, "is it true he fought over a girl with Raka, your twin brother?"


"Oh... Light?" he asks. I nod my head vigorously as he doesn't look angry. "Light was Arya's girl...until one day, Raka met Cahaya. Raka, my little brother...a typical brother who wants to be the same as me, no clothes, whatever, and girls too."


"It means?" I asked, not understanding. In the past, Raka took Cahaya from Arya. Doesn't it mean that Ricky already had another figure who was the same as Cahaya in the past? Then why is my name associated with them?


"Arya and I have the same girl, I mean... she has the same face. Well... Raka knows, then Raka snatches this Light from Arya's hands. Arya thinks that it was all my fault. Raka also Cahaya. Arya and Raka, I can't be one-sided. On the one hand, Raka is my brother. On the other hand, Arya is a friend I consider a brother. Until then, when Cahaya died in an accident. Arya thought, I That caused Cahaya to die. Because I once told her that I wanted to get rid of Cahaya if Arya and Raka kept fighting. That's why, since then, she has accused me of being a murderer."


"He's gone... along with the disappearance of the Light. But I'm sure I'll bring him back." So... does that mean I'm just Ricky's runaway? As long as Ricky is looking for that girl? Then... what will happen to me if that girl returns? Am I just going to be thrown away? Oh my God... why should I be sad. I should have known this from the start and not been lulled by Ricky's false love, and Nilam should be able to get up and not be big-headed with all the things that happened.


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