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This morning I left early. Because... last night I couldn't sleep, thinking about Ricky's really disturbing words. In fact... I didn't even have time to ask him which team won the intelligent—careful competition.

I stopped at the school gate. The sky this morning was so blue with few clouds there. The morning sky was clear with the birds chirping from the cypress trees in front of the gate.

"Wow, Lion! Get out of the way! If you want to kill yourself, on the highway! Not here!" I saw, Niko and Biru laughed, on their big motorbikes. They... were Big B

a class that was feared in this high school. Bad classmate, who rules the school. Of course... after Ricky. But, I don't know for sure. Because as far as I know from Genta, Kak Niko's gang never accepts losing to Ricky's gang.

"Ms... Ms Nilam! Get out of the way! Don't make trouble with them, Ms!" exclaimed Mr. Sucipto. The curvy-bodied school security guard.

I was about to leave, but my hand was already tightly gripped by Blue . I'm dead, for looking for trouble with them. I shouldn't have stopped earlier. I should have gone to class and sat there.

"It's ugly, stupid, stupid again! How come there is a model girl like you! It's like saying, huh... you're the worst girl in the world, you know that?!"

"I... yes, I know."

"Heh, Ru! Don't bother her! You don't know whose girl she is?" This time, Niko shouted again.

"Who's the girl? People who want her are only orangutans! Hahaha."

I forcefully let go of Blue Sis' grip, then I hurriedly left. God... I thought I wouldn't be insulted like this again. But the truth is still the same... they think I'm trash here. Oh yeah, I forgot... haven't I always been the same now?

"Lam... what are you doing?" asked Ricky who was walking towards the gate. Looks like he just arrived. Seeing him still carrying his backpack out of the parking lot.

"No." I answered. Wiping away the tears on the cheeks.