45 -A

"You just found out that Cahaya cheated on me, at that time?" now, Arya shrieked. He didn't seem to believe it. I see if he looks shocked. Fighting with the beliefs that Arya might think if Ricky had known that long ago. But in reality, it wasn't what he thought.

"Yes," replied Ricky. "At that time I immediately called..." he said hanging, he looked at me with a confused look. "I immediately called Nilam to ask questions. I pretended to ask Cahaya and where she was going. Nilam said that Cahaya was allowed to stay at a friend's house. There was a pajama party there."

I ignored the strange feeling that ran through my body when the name was called Ricky. Yes, all my guesses are clear. Nilam, Ricky's first girl. The patchouli that Mama Ricky knows. And, Nilam... not me.

I shouldn't be jealous of the past. But, seeing the way Ricky said the name, my heart ached. There is still a very deep love in Ricky's eyes, for Nilam. And, not my Patchouli.