Chapter 178

I woke up feeling like a snail without its shell: slow, slimy, and vulnerable.

My bed was empty. There wasn't even a smell of Gus left. My house was empty too. The late morning sunshine through my kitchen window seemed out of place. I could hear my chickens clucking outside.

Under my blankets I was still naked save for my underwear.

I covered my face with my hands and groaned without break until I ran out of breath and the black behind my eyelids sparked for lack of oxygen.

I didn't bother getting up. For some reason, the idea of feeling the air on my skin unnerved me. The idea of leaving the corner of my house did the same. I didn't want to move, like prey caught in the gaze of a predator.

Not to mention I was ashamed as hell.

My door creaked open. I peeked from between my fingers to see Gus, decked out in all his gear, looking towards me. At his soft smile, just like the tender one he'd given to me in the vision of the night before, I snapped those fingers back closed.