Chapter 22- Insatiable

FLASHBACK THREE DAYS AGO:

MIRA'S POV:

The cool air across the atmosphere of the winter's night isn't enough to hold on to the heat that we are feeling right now. All it could do was only allow us to breathe. Enough.

His eyes were fucking me in the kind of way that I wanted more. Fuck cock for hands, his eyes could fuck me the way I've never imagined. I leaned closer to his neck and planted a small kiss on his collarbone. I could hear his low growl with every touch.

"Do you like it?" I asked with a sly grin on my face. I know I shouldn't, but I can't control myself from enjoying it so much for teasing him. I bet he learned his lessons now.

"Fuck yes I do" He replied with an uneven breath. I smirked to see how he was affected by my touch. Honestly, I am enjoying my sight. Him vulnerable before me. Just how I like men to be...

I positioned myself in a way that could grind directly down his semi-erected manhood. The beast is awake. And is looking to get free. I began to torture him for a few minutes more.

"I swear Mira..." He finally managed to say out loud closing his eyes tight as I kissed more down his neck.

"What. Do. You. Swear. Alex?" I asked enunciating each word while giving him a few open-mouth kisses along his jawline. He was too consumed by the pleasure and tease, to say any word. "What do you swear Alex?" I asked once again, taunting.

No matter what this was the best moment of my life. I could never be able to see him this vulnerable again. So as long as it lasts, I must enjoy every ounce of it.

"That I am gonna rip off that favourite little pair of lingerie and gonna fuck you until you scream my name all night." He gritted ravenously. I know he was controlling a lot right now. I could only imagine the effect. But I wasn't a coward.

I chuckled at his frustrations and replied. "Well, I'd really like that."

My lips trailed down his abs as I placed a few kisses. My lips continued moving downwards until I reached his waistband.

"Keep thinking all those dirty thoughts about me in your head," I spoke. "I'd want to see them after I finish with you. Don't chicken out later, okay?" Okay, this may be too much, but... I did anyways.

I was hovering all over him, and this was just the start. Now as the trailer is over, I'd like him to watch the movie. I sat straight, talking myself up from him and he groaned once again with the loss of our skin contact. He tried to kiss me, but I kept him low on the bed to calm him down. "Stay low, time is not yet to let you do, what you want," I say with a grin. I could feel how frustrated he was.

He was struggling and fighting his own demons, not to rip that bandage off and take me right there. However, the idea even excites me almost as my orgasm. "Stay still Alex" I ordered. His eyes were staring as if the demons were just a few steps away from hovering over him and that makes my core twitch with the pool of my own arousal. My nipples were perked up so hard from my lace bra that it pains at one point in time.

He huffed but he stayed still. Good boy.

"Watch me. Open your eyes" I demanded. He looked up right at me. His ocean eyes hold back every frustration he is going through right now.

I moved my hands back from his abs, slowly unhooked my bra, and let them fall down my shoulder. My erected nipples were out in front of him. His hungry eyes immediately showed a look of desperation as he tried to hold them in his mouth. He moved his hand to grab them but eventually settled them down as the bondage restrains him to do so. But I want to give him a good show. When he saw me moulding my breast in my hands his eyes almost bulged up in hunger as he bites his own lip to control his frustration.

I made sure our eyes were connected. Intensely. I gently squeezed them and I moaned sitting right on top of him. His nostrils flare with a partially open mouth.

"I want them" he almost begged with uneven breaths.

"You know the best part about this game? You can't have them, Alex. Not until I want you to." I teased with a smirk.

I began to mould and massage my own breasts as I closed my eyes feeling the pleasure of touching myself. Gently pinching my nipples while I was imagining how his hands would fit better to hold onto my breasts. No bra could satisfy his hand. He holds them better. But right now, I want him to see when I touch myself.

After playing with my boobies for an ample amount of time, my hands slowly glided to the waistband of my panty as I slowly removed it from my legs. Dammit, my panty is soaking wet. I deliberately threw them beside his head so he could smell my arousal too. I am sure that he can smell all that by now. He moved to the side, sniffing the smell of my arousal from my panty. This could be a shameful act, but unfortunately, it turned me on.

The torture continued as I stared at those sinful eyes. While I slid my hands down my clits, my fingers pressed a little around them, making me hiss my own action. They were swelled. I grind more down his crotch while pleasuring myself. The beast is fully erected by now.

I made sure my legs were spread wide for him to see everything. His eyes intensely watched me as my hands moved in and out of my own cunt.

I can feel his erection peeking on me now down my womanhood from his pants. He wants to be out. Now. I could feel the steel-hard cock right under me, ready to pounce on me. Ready and hard. Prominent and stiff. To take me right there. But I want more. More of him...To feel our intensity. To tease him while I pleasure myself.

I couldn't wait anymore, so I helped him set free his prominent manhood from his boxers as I pulled his shorts down his legs. I was drenched by now. The sight of his erect manhood gave me chills down my spine. So hard and stiff that my mouth water at the sight. I was excited to take them all in.

"Can you see how hard it is? Ready to fill all your holes Doll? Make sure you are ready after this. I don't break my promise. And I am intending to fulfil each one of them." This time, he teased. He could practically see what only the sight of his cock did to me. My breath was uneven, pussy drenched and my pupils dilated.

"Make sure, you don't forget that later," I said while biting down my lip. Every second was exciting me more with the proximity of the next step. How good is he gonna fuck me when he comes out of that bondage, I bet my throat will go numb with those screams. Yet I want all of it.

Slowly I took out my finger from my cunt and suck my own juice. I swear I saw his eye flicker with frustration and rage. "You wish that you huh? That gets to taste my arousal?" I asked. "Then make sure, you stay like a good boy." I sat back up between his legs. I allowed a little skin of his manhood to touch my clit a little. It was slippery; Both with his precum and my own cum. I heard him groan in frustration every time I grind more.

I smiled knowing he was having his little fun too. As I drop my eyes to his erected cock, I wrapped my hands around it and started giving little strokes. I made sure my tongue touched the tips of his length as I heard his sighs with every touch. Slowly my lips gripped the length of his cock and started moving down and up in rhythm as I saw him closing his eyes in pleasure.

I watched him from the corner of my eyes, how he watched my every little move as I wobble on his hard cock. Bondage has certainly intensified our feeling and we can sense how badly the beast is trying to free itself by finally becoming free. How much he wants to touch me but was restrained and how much I want him to fuck me, but again, he is restrained

I took him all in as I felt a little thrust from his side too. I was desperate.

I pulled him out after some time, but my hands still gave him strokes. I compressed my boobs in my hands and took his cock in between them. I began to move up and down and round and round while boob-fucking him, while my mouth touched his tip every time it thrust towards my mouth.

"Ahh, fucking hell Mira, you feel so good." He said thrusting me from his side too.

I heard his groans and sighs as my boobs wrapped tightly around his length. I tongue licking his tips in between strokes and after some time I could feel his thrust becoming a little sloppy. That is when I knew he was near. I immediately took him all in my mouth and started giving him heavy strokes.

Soon he released himself inside my mouth and I took it all like a good girl licking my lips.

I smiled when I finally saw him sigh in relief after our heated session.

"Did you like it?" I asked while getting up.

"I demand you take this off now" he growled as an answer.

"Okay" I unwrap the tie from his wrist immediately as his hands desperately grabbed my waist pulling me down on him.

"That was insane." He confessed with a sly smile. "You are crazy as fuck, Mira"

"I know..."

I barely completed my sentence when his lips claimed my attention. This time it was rough and hungry. His hands crawled up to my hair as he securely placed my head in his direction so that he could kiss me the best out of it.

Our tongues collided as we could taste each other now. His hands trailed down from my spine towards my ass as he grabbed and squeezed them slowly. His lips never left mine. As he kissed me to the moon and back his hands reached down from my ass towards the entrance. He circled my clit with his index and thumb before he put one of his fingers inside my cunt, all of a sudden.

I gasp moaned in his mouth as he sucked my lower lips out between his lips. That was sexy. Unbreathable-y sexy.

"You want to play huh?" He asked, looking like a tiger, ready to pounce on me. Excitement compelled me and I could only nod, not sure of my voice right now. I wonder how he can turn the table in just a second. A few seconds ago, he was all tied up, and now, I was caged in his hungry eyes. "Tested me too much today. I shall make sure, that I fulfil all the promises, I made tonight." His face curved a wicked half-smirk before he kissed me again. This time, taking my ability to breathe almost.

We both gasped a little for air, but we never intended to leave each other. It was like fire, that was spreading like a wildfire, but I wasn't scared of it. I want to it consume me. All of me. And for the first time, my desires aren't futile to him. He respects it, as much as he respects me. I was awkwardly happy about it.

I arched back as he begins to rub my sensitive clit. His face nuzzled at my neck biting them, giving them his artwork. He began to go down slowly as much as possible. Teasing me the way I teased him. Soon, his mouth claimed one of my breasts as his tongue swirled around my nipples giving me extreme pleasure, before biting them rough enough to earn muffled whimpers and gasps. He was incredibly crazy hot and perfect at this. I could never really get enough of him. Maybe.

While I was on cloud nine, he quickly pushed me towards the bed and hovered over me. His eyes waited like the hungry tiger waited before actually pounding on his prey. He placed a few kisses from my chest down to my belly and then a few on my thigh. His fingers tightened around my thighs, separating before he forced them to divide. I would not give him the satisfaction of provoking any discernible reaction from me, but I was swayed by the lust. He didn't wait as his mouth pressed against my womanhood.

Fuck, this was so fucking crazy.

He sucked hard on my clit, and I yelped at the overload of sensation. I tried to pull away, but Alex's hands clamped around my thighs like iron bands, forcing me to hold still until my body convulsed and came apart. His tongue tortured me until my core pulsed and twitched with my juice. Any moment now, I will end up coming in his mouth.

All I felt was pain mixed with pleasure. I love all of it. I pushed myself more into the mattress and I pushed him more inside of me. His tongue was torturing me, like I want to push him away, as much as I want him to stay. The man didn't hesitate to eat me real good.

I came into his mouth in no time. Finally having my own release.

"So much for the attitude earlier huh." He sat up and smirked having fun, I rolled my eyes at him how knowing how much he is enjoying this now.

"Now it's my turn doll," he said as he picked me up in his arms in one swift motion taking me out of his bedroom. We are currently in his living room. He carried me to his sofa and finally pushed me down.

His huge window where we can see the whole of New York kind of scared me. I looked up at him as I squirmed in confusion.

"Now you have to trust me." He said kissing my lips once again. God, I guess it's swollen from the torture earlier.

But I looked up all confused as he smiled and kissed my temple before saying. "I wanna fuck you by this window. I wanna let them know you are all mine"

I was still confused by what he had just said. He did not just say that.

"Don't worry, they cannot hear us," he tells with a half smirk. "If that what concern you"

That was definitely not the concern. But there are a few dark secrets that haunt me right now. Definitely, I don't want to lurk, while I was having my best time.

"But they can see us," I say, slowly.

"Who cares?"

I do.

"Well..."

Before I could complete my words, he said, "you say, you are into BDSM, you must know what a fetish is right? Consider this as mine" he confessed.

That was a whole different situation. I have shared partners and watched them or me with someone else in the club, but that was inside the four walls. Plus, our real identity was safe with a mask.

However, this was completely different. This was triggering the darkest corner of my memory once again, where I was forced to think about those taunts. Laughs. People touching me, watching me as if I was their fucking toy.

Pull yourself together, Mira. They are not here. Alex is. He will never let anyone hurt you.

With him, everything is different. Surprisingly I trust him. I just cannot believe he just said that. Even though I am thrilled about this new theme, I was still a little nervous.

I finally nodded in agreement and submitted to my inquisitiveness about what was going to happen, as well as my own fear was making me see the blurred visions.

Stop it. He is Alex, not him. He won't hurt you.

The next thing I knew, he was fucking me by the window from behind as I was screaming his name. I was pushed against the large window glass of his penthouse as he began to take me. His huge figure caged me, in between him and the large glass window. His thrust was rough and harsh. Each thrust sent me to oblivion. I gripped the glass of the window as he lifted my leg and began to thrust inside of me.

"Gosh... Alex... Ahhh"

"Tell me you like that," he said while gripping my jaws and whispering in my ears, which made me shiver down the spine. He didn't stop thrusting. My hair was messed up, my mascara ruined by the tears and my voice hoarse from the scream.

"I think you have reached the end of my cervix. Fuck" I managed to utter, breathing messily under him.

"Good," His hoarse voice said. "I want to get to the point where there's no turning back," he said huskily as he continued thrusting harder. Screams and skin slapping mixed with our shaky moans and whimpers filled the room. This was fucking hot. Nothing like I was scared of. He was crazily amazing in everything.

Right now, I was in another world as I cried in an absolute combination of pain and pleasure. I never realized how much we can learn through our curiosity. Thank God that I agreed. I am loving all of it right now.

His thrust made me smash between his giant figure and the glass window.

I could see other buildings and people still on the road but who cares? Those eyes didn't haunt me this time. I was only concerned about how good he was fucking me.

END OF FLASHBACK:

Although I was at university this morning, in reality, I was reminiscing about how he curled up every inch of me. He called me out for the immense pleasure he gave me. Even though it was still cold outside, I began to remember our heated make-out session as I wiped the sweat off my brow.

"Are you daydreaming of your dream guy again?" Nina asked breaking me through my unholy thoughts.

Only if I could tell her that Alex was 10 times hotter than the dream guy and what we have is pure bliss. But only if I could tell her.

"Uh... no... I was thinking about something else. Having completed the deal, I believe we should throw a party to celebrate it. What do you think?" I asked her to suggest an idea. A success party is much needed, after all.

"Sounds perfect. Get clearance from Andrew as well and this weekend could be a blast."

"Uhm... weekend... I will have to think about that." I said thinking about the hundred ways to dodge the party, as I want to be only with Alex at that time. It was our time.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: Okay, this was the complete make-out shesh between them from the last chapter.

Here, I have experimented with fetish desires... I love the idea of 365 days actually. BDSM culture practices having sex with an open window, or somewhere where a partner is watching their mate mating another person.