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They loved each other very much. But now they've been separated and saying break up, which means Clara says break up to him but he does not want to break up with her. He still needs Clara forever.
But he did not understand why she broke up and left him alone. He went into a deep depression. He also became addicted to alcohol.
Somehow, for a while, he became a normal human being after 5 years, got some stability in life and settled down well in his life.
But meanwhile, he again saw her at a function a few years later and when he saw her he escapes from her and hides behind a big wall very near to him. The reason for that is the baby holding in her arms ....
Who is that baby? Is she married? But whom did she married? How did she forget me so quickly and start a new life?
He has a lot of doubts in his mind and starts his journey to find out the facts behind it. But in the middle of the path there are many kinds of difficulties for him. Come Let's know what happened to them.

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"Hello Miss, please don't cry in front of me as well as in this public area. If anyone witnessed your cry then they might call the cops, it would become a big problem again, I have to involve in the case which was not witnessed by me" I started convincing her in a rude way as I don't know how to persuade a girl or how to articulate to a girl in a smooth or lovely technique because as of now I have not uttered to anyone in my residents even with my cousin too.


But immediately after listening to my words, she wiped off her tears with a jet speed and soothe down herself, and stared into my eyes saying "That was not my intention and I am not such type of girl, do you think I am a slut?".


"Oh, I am sorry, not mean that but I thought you fell in my elegance" I yelled out with a little voice making sure not to hurt her once again.


"Then why did you make me cry?" She slightly bounced her face while wiping her tears by tilting her face down towards the grass.


"I wanna clear my distrust because I can not sleep full of queries arousing in my mind" I slowed down my voice for a while when I detected she was hurt by my words.


"Your preference is good and wanna clear your distrust but you have been hurt by your words, it's very embarrassing to me staying here. I am leaving now and will meet soon later" She picked up her belongings and got ready to leave, got up from the bench, and took a step forward to move.


I also get up to send her off and I am getting ready to do so myself because I am already hurt her so much earlier with my words. Also, I wanted to calm down before going, but I don't know how to do it.


But in the meanwhile, she turned towards me and came very close and stood in front of me staring into my eyes for a minute.


She got even closer to me after a minute, my heart rate increased abruptly as I could not understand what she was going to do when she came so close to me that one could breathe another, and I can feel the hot air which was coming from her, I don't know whether she felt mine.


What would her situation be like as a girl if I was like myself suffering a lot in my heart? But why feelings do not appear in that girl? This is where suspicion arises in me again. She doesn't seem to have any 'feelings' or she's all this is not new so she came so close to me and stood so boldly while everyone was monitoring us in the public place.


"What are you doing Ava?" I slowly whined by staring into her eyes.


Even though I am questioning her, she did not respond to me and instead continuously stared at me without having shyness in her eyes. As I was asking her the same question again she suddenly came close to my lips, kissed me, and ran away from there in a single run without scrutinizing back at me again. 


But the eccentric thing here is that she kissed me through that mask without unzipping it and escaped from there. As a matter of fact, for me it is a plus point, I have not directly kissed her and chuckled myself in my heart.


I could not understand for a minute what had happened and what she had done. I am looking back and forth for the surroundings who were observing us and felt shy for a while. I could not endure the situation and started walking away from there by leaning my head down towards the footing. Suddenly the suspicion aroused in me that I was attracted to her is to torment me.


But in my mind I can saw the clear vision of Clara who was the only one whose face was visible in front of my eyes even though I closed my eyes, nothing else could be seen. Even though it was my first kiss I did not feel happy in myself and I thought my first kiss or first night was with the girl I loved but what did this Ava do with me like this? What should I answer my girl if she knows this?...


Chapter 27 - First Kiss