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They loved each other very much. But now they've been separated and saying break up, which means Clara says break up to him but he does not want to break up with her. He still needs Clara forever.
But he did not understand why she broke up and left him alone. He went into a deep depression. He also became addicted to alcohol.
Somehow, for a while, he became a normal human being after 5 years, got some stability in life and settled down well in his life.
But meanwhile, he again saw her at a function a few years later and when he saw her he escapes from her and hides behind a big wall very near to him. The reason for that is the baby holding in her arms ....
Who is that baby? Is she married? But whom did she married? How did she forget me so quickly and start a new life?
He has a lot of doubts in his mind and starts his journey to find out the facts behind it. But in the middle of the path there are many kinds of difficulties for him. Come Let's know what happened to them.

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Something confusing started in me whenever Ava kissed me and walked away from there. My mind is in a state of confusion as I do not understand what is happening to me and why this happening is very new in my heart.


Even though my mind is in such a state of confusion I do not remember Ava, only Clara remembers in my eyes. Why is this happening? If Ava and Clara both are different then why do I feel like kissing Clara?.


Who is this Ava yet? Why is she bothering me so much? What does she want from me? Why did I target myself like this? At least Ava's face did not even show me up yet, how could she think that I would fall into her trap? No not exactly a trap but she was loving me in a deep, that I could understand very well.


There's something wrong with me right now. Everyone around me is looking at me. I'm so embarrassed my face is getting smaller and nuttier, and even more shy to stay away here at least.


Ava should be ashamed but in my case, it was so different she kissed me and ran away from there I was just going to die with shame, how shame on my part?. However, I'm a man, why do I feel this way? All these were so common these days right?. I am thinking to myself and started to dare myself and started walking from there leaning my head down towards the grass on the ground.


I wanted to stay here for some more time to relax myself watching this beautiful park and the garden area, but Ava did not let me do so because of her kiss. But even though all this is so common these days I can not understand a single thing why do people around me look at me so strangely?.


Even I too feel so strange about this kiss and felt a lot in me. Maybe I think the reason for this is that I love Clara so sincerely but the fear of how she would react if she knew this thing seems to be so ingrained in me, so I am suffering so much.


I used my jacket cap to cover my face as well as my head from others and silently walked away from there without staring at any one of them who were around me in the park.


I nodded my head with slight shyness, sat on my bike, started it with one kick, and raised the accelerator to run away from there immediately by escaping from the people.


It felt so embarrassing to me to stay there while the people around me stared at me like I was guilty. I can not even argue with them that I can not bear it at all. From there it seemed like it was a good show to watch, but it would be all good if I left immediately without even waiting for another minute.


This time I thought in my mind that I would curse her hard if she met me the other day, I also wanted to pull out one on her jaw if necessary for doing this nonsense with me. But I have to stop because she's a girl and it would become a big problem.


But does Ava have a mind? So she kiss me like that in front of others while so many people stared at us without having shy? Even though I was very angry, I was in a situation where I could not say anything. Why are they doing this to me and trying to flirt with me?.


Lisa on one side and Ava on the other, while I am going crazy for Clara. When do I see Clara? Will these take a full stop then?.


Another doubt for me is that it eats up my mind, does Lisa have anything related to Ava? Are the two playing games with me? Looks like the behaviors of the two are the same. Are they intentionally swaying at me? I also need to take this matter very seriously and find out the truth hiding behind me.


I still can not find Clara, but what else and how can I find the rest of the things? Okay, I have to go home first, I got unnecessarily angry at my mother earlier. I don't know how is she? What does she do now? I don't know whether she was angry with me, I have to go home as urgent so I can comfort her if she is suffering.


Chapter 28 - A Feeling that shrinks me