Coming out and arguing (25/04/2021)

Hello, xin chào. Haha. It's been a while, dudes. Today, I want to talk about coming out as a nonhuman to my human friends. Have you ever thought about coming out as nonhuman beings to the people around you like your friends or a member of the family? I did. 3 people, and a miss who is my mom's friend, but she's really trustworthy that I even see her as my aunty.

The first one I came out with was a normal human, named Bach (in Vietnamese we call him Bách, sound Bach but with high pitch), who want to be a witch and have interested in all the stuff that relates to the mysterious things, psychology, numerology, etc... like I have interested in those. And we have been friends since we were in grade 6th until now. At first, he was the guy who I trusted the most because I believed we had many commons. And he was super supportive to me and happy for me to have wings. But it turned out to get worse when I told him my dream about the riots and a Vietnamese nonhuman whom the first I ever made friends with since the day 20/11/2020, the Vietnamese Teachers' Day. And he reacted to disagree with what we were doing in the dream just because of dreaming seeing Nha Trang had become a mess, and he was freaking scared. He was scared because he worried about what if his dreams come true and he didn't want his family to get involved. He told me had to do something to stop the protesting and riot (even the peaceful protesting). I was surprised, I asked him so he meant we had to hide away forever and never be able to be free at all and be at the edge of danger? He was like... Out of words, felt silent because I did hit the nail on the head. But then he said: "I don't care, please do anything to stop that those things happened". I said, but the fact was we couldn't know whether those things would happen exactly like what we saw or not because they were just the dreams, and we cannot assume as if it was 100% happened like that. We only knew that the riot/protesting is can't avoid. But he kept asking me to stop those so I changed the topic, and that day was the day I first ever had the most disappointment in him.

Days later, there was one day he wanted to see the numerology and told that numerologist about me, without revealing my name, he did keep the identity secret. But... What they said truly made me feel disappointed. At the end of September, at around 12:00 am, he texted me and said I had to give up growing wings :). I asked why I should do that. Then he said tons of reasons to let me know why I should give up like: the world nowadays is not suitable for me to have wings anymore; erm, the God or Master, something like that, would stop us from harming the human beings; or... Like in the next few years, a new type of being would show up; etc... And I... I had to say that I'm freaking disappointed with what he had said to me because I had trusted him so bad I even could tell him about the dreams, my manifestation, my secrets. But he did that. I'm so... I don't know what to say anymore. So I told him 'please stop, don't you dare to say that anymore'. And we fought through the Messenger app :). And I stopped talking to him for like more than a week, and one day came, he apologized. Unfortunately, my trust in him isn't like before anymore. He used to be one of the people who I trust the most, but now is not anymore because our thoughts and our beliefs, worlds have so many differences. Moreover, he even didn't respect my choices and listen to my words from the heart, and he tried to manipulate me, and make me had to do what he said.

The second one was a lady whom I mentioned from the beginning, a friend of my mom's friend. Her name's Mi. She's better than Bach, she does respect me and is supportive, she believes what I tell her and she doesn't kick me away. She accepts and understands me. She's like my best friend and also my best sister to me because we're pretty close to each other. But I haven't told her everything yet, I need time to let her slowly accepts the fact about the world.

And the other 2 people are the girls. One is my classmate in college, and one is my classmate since high school. Two of them are also kinda close to me, too. Because we usually talk to each other, and we often say erm *swearing* together, but just like between best buddies, not take seriously like treating badly. We do have fun together, and they do listen to me, too. But however, I only can let them know the pieces of knowledge first so that I can confess more to them about the fact about me and the world.

That's it. Maybe some of you guys would wonder why I came out to them, it's so dangerous. Well, because I know them, I know what they like, I know that they will hear me out, and accept me and also expect how they would react. Besides, before I had come out to them, I did ready for the worst thing that could come up, too. I only know that so I could be ready to tell them to know the truth about me. That's it. Once u know that ur ready for the worst, be ready for being rejected. It's like coming out as a part of the LGBTQ+ community, too.

Love you all. Have a great day/night.

END