I'm probably about to be in stage 2, I guess? (27th April, 2021)

YESSS!! FINALLY! Finally, after goddamn 2 years of Aviae transition, my back has a visible sign. Four days ago, at night after midnight, I did take a pic of my back to keep up the progress every month. And that time, I noticed there were two SUPER SMOL bumps between the shoulder blades and kind of next to the spinal on two sides. At first, I thought that was the muscle gained from doing the workout (I have been workout a bit recently, mostly are pulls up and push up). But I took that thought back because I remembered that recently within a week I didn't hit workout often but just planking and some stretching, nor any pull-ups or push-ups so my body was kind of chubby, and now my body is still the same. These two small bumps look like the fat, and touching them, I felt that they are pretty soft, but I don't feel like they are fat, it's... felt more likely to the muscle. And also, these bumps, move along with my shoulders' movements and my shoulder blades have been seemed to be distant a bit which makes my back look wider and bigger. My friend even asked me if I had done any workout because she found that my back looked different. By the time I heard her question, I was pretty confused in my mind, but I did try to calm myself and lied her that I did have done workouts a lot. Also, the clothes seemed to be tighter at the shoulders with me. Especially, the chest binders have been gone to be tighter at the chest and shoulders that I have to adjust the size from the maximum go to the minimum size.

Actually, by the moment I knew what they were, I almost yell out, but luckily I hold it in time well because otherwise, my mom might kill me LOL. Because it was at night, and all members of my family were sleeping except me who was still awoke to... erm... do my things in my room.

But, well, at the same time I was also worried as well because I have not got a job yet due to having some issues with my mom, haven't got my own independent finances either, and still have not graduated university too, I'm in the 2nd year of the University. Besides, I also have another plan before my wings come out visibly. So I wonder if I can slow down the progress in order to work out my things go well, but I bet nope. However, there's still hope because it will take a few years more to get the visible wings' nubs. I bet I have to make things quick before it's so late for me to fulfil my dream before wings. And look for the best moment to come out as nonhuman as well. Sooner or later, I will have to let others know my biggest secret. I know I know. Dangerous, right. But once my transition shows such visible signs such as big wings, face feature changing, etc... and more, there would be impossible to hide because they could be so big to hide.

And I think I also have one more thing to say, it is not the wings. It is about the tail. But I don't want to say right now because I'm kind of, erm, tired and bored and also being kind of questions about why I have those symptoms. So let's talk about it in another as well as tell you guys my thoughts about the growing tail. Hmm hmm, it is going to be a long, like a really long chapter. Uhm... *sitting like Sherlock Holmes*. Alright, I have decided. Hope that I would write it well so that my people could read it and understand it well. You know, I'm not good at literature and biology, I used to get plenty of average marks and a few low marks, I'm not a professional person either. So, that is the reason why I said let's hope that I could make it well. But before ending this chapter, I want to write down the symptoms I got: feeling, I have kind of tingling, and twitching feeling the back of my waist; When I touch the end of my back aka back of the waist, I sensed there was a bump up which was not normal and the fat at that spot seemed to be thicker; The time I checked with the mirror, that spot looked thicker and I could tell that my skin at there was, erm, higher? It looked thicker than the skin around that spot. My waist might look like I had the venus holes, but actually, it was not. Because if I had the venus holes, the round spot at the end of my back wouldn't be thick like that. After seeing that change in my body, especially the waist, I somehow got a thought and I will write about it in the next chapter.

Wish you guys have great progress soon.

P/s: last words, with these symptoms, I guess my body has a high chance to be in stage 2, the internal changing stage. Because I kind of can feel the changing in physically though it is not really easy to recognize much, but still recognizable enough for myself. And my body also has some visible signs that only can tell when I'm not in clothes. Hehe, interesting.