Chapter180

ItriednottoworrythatthefutureRmightchangetherulesofasinglelifepartner,butwhenIsawthatRhadbeenavoidingmeallweeksincethatday.Ibegantothinkmore,onlymore,whichwasnotenough.Hebecameangrywhenhesawmyface.Hesuddenlyhidandneverwentbacktohisroom.HestayedinJulian'sroomduringclassanddidn'twanttositnexttome.Afterrepeatedclasses,Ididn'tgostraighthome,andhidintheroomofthedramacluballthetime.EvenifIappearedthere,hewouldignoreme,justlikeIwastheair.

Damnit!Whyareyouavoidingme!

AtfirstIjustwantedtotalktohimaboutthenightweweretogether,butnowIwanttotalkabouthisbehavior.

It'slikeputtingmyteeth!

AlthoughIcan'tdeceivehisteeth,Ishouldatleasttalkaboutwhattodointhefuture.Istillhavehisbaby'seggsinmystomach.Evenifhedoesn'tthinkofme,wemustbefathers.Futurechildrenareinevitable.

SoIdecided,anyway,todayI'mgoingtotalktoRandletRgototheclubroomwithhisimperfectbodyandthesmellofR.