ItriednottoworrythatthefutureRmightchangetherulesofasinglelifepartner,butwhenIsawthatRhadbeenavoidingmeallweeksincethatday.Ibegantothinkmore,onlymore,whichwasnotenough.Hebecameangrywhenhesawmyface.Hesuddenlyhidandneverwentbacktohisroom.HestayedinJulian'sroomduringclassanddidn'twanttositnexttome.Afterrepeatedclasses,Ididn'tgostraighthome,andhidintheroomofthedramacluballthetime.EvenifIappearedthere,hewouldignoreme,justlikeIwastheair.
Damnit!Whyareyouavoidingme!
AtfirstIjustwantedtotalktohimaboutthenightweweretogether,butnowIwanttotalkabouthisbehavior.
It'slikeputtingmyteeth!
AlthoughIcan'tdeceivehisteeth,Ishouldatleasttalkaboutwhattodointhefuture.Istillhavehisbaby'seggsinmystomach.Evenifhedoesn'tthinkofme,wemustbefathers.Futurechildrenareinevitable.
SoIdecided,anyway,todayI'mgoingtotalktoRandletRgototheclubroomwithhisimperfectbodyandthesmellofR.