WhenIwakeupinthemorning,IwillautomaticallygetoutofbedandsaythatifIliedown,Iwillbesurroundedagain.ButIdidn'texpectthattherewouldbenoshadowofthemonbothsidesofmybednow.Onlythemarksleftbycrumpledsheets.
Ithinkwe'regoingtoclass...
Well,becausewhenItriedtosuppressmyheadachelastnight,becauseIgotuptogotothebathroom,Igothitintheeyebythepeepaperattachedtothebathroomdoor.
"Iwenttoclass,Iwouldtakenotes,getupandeatsomethingbymyself,andthenbuysomethingfromthecanteenonthewayhome."
Iguessit'sCecil'shandwriting,butthenameendswithCecilandBlack,andI'mnotmuchinterestedexceptgoingintothebathroomtotakecareofmyownbusiness,andmemoriesoflastnightslowlycometomymind.Onlyguiltshinesonthebody.
Me...Imadeamistake.
It'snotthatIdon'tknow.Fullyawake.Claimingtobedrunkisnottrue.Icanlie,butevenso,Ican'tlietomyself.Iknowthishashappened.Ididn'texpecttolosepeoplewhowereshakingwithfearoneday,althoughIamnotafraidnow.
Yes,notfear,butfear!