Chapter195

WhenIwakeupinthemorning,IwillautomaticallygetoutofbedandsaythatifIliedown,Iwillbesurroundedagain.ButIdidn'texpectthattherewouldbenoshadowofthemonbothsidesofmybednow.Onlythemarksleftbycrumpledsheets.

Ithinkwe'regoingtoclass...

Well,becausewhenItriedtosuppressmyheadachelastnight,becauseIgotuptogotothebathroom,Igothitintheeyebythepeepaperattachedtothebathroomdoor.

"Iwenttoclass,Iwouldtakenotes,getupandeatsomethingbymyself,andthenbuysomethingfromthecanteenonthewayhome."

Iguessit'sCecil'shandwriting,butthenameendswithCecilandBlack,andI'mnotmuchinterestedexceptgoingintothebathroomtotakecareofmyownbusiness,andmemoriesoflastnightslowlycometomymind.Onlyguiltshinesonthebody.

Me...Imadeamistake.

It'snotthatIdon'tknow.Fullyawake.Claimingtobedrunkisnottrue.Icanlie,butevenso,Ican'tlietomyself.Iknowthishashappened.Ididn'texpecttolosepeoplewhowereshakingwithfearoneday,althoughIamnotafraidnow.

Yes,notfear,butfear!