Itwentcrazy,butevencrazier,IkeptthinkingthatallthereasonswerebecauseIaccidentallyhadsexwithCecilandBlake,eventhoughtheyalllikedmebefore.ButifIdon'tbotherorgiveupanyopportunities,thiswon'thappen.
I'mnotapersonreadytofaceproblems.It'snotthatyoudon'twanttosolveit.Iwanttosolveit.IwantCecilandBlacktomakeup.Idon'twanttobreakupbecauseofme.Butmyproblem,Ihaven'tsolvedityet.HowcanIhelpthemsolvethisproblem?
MyproblemistofindoutwhatIshoulddoandmyfeelingsforthem.Chooseoneortwo.
Youbothgaveup...Ican'tdothis,butIcan'tchooseoneofthemeither.IthinkIneedsometimetothink.Ofcourse,thisisaprivatetimewithoutthem.
SoIdecidedtocallKetaandaskhimtopickupthefussyguyIcalledhiminthemiddleofthenight,butKetadidn'taskanyquestions.Hesaidyesanddrovemetocollegewithoutaskingwhathappened.HedrovequietlyallthewaytoR'shousebeforehespoke.
"Thereisaloungetoday,andUncleAstonandUncleRichardarenothere.Youcantakeyourtime."
WhatyousaidisnotwhatIsaid.