Chapter208

Itwentcrazy,butevencrazier,IkeptthinkingthatallthereasonswerebecauseIaccidentallyhadsexwithCecilandBlake,eventhoughtheyalllikedmebefore.ButifIdon'tbotherorgiveupanyopportunities,thiswon'thappen.

I'mnotapersonreadytofaceproblems.It'snotthatyoudon'twanttosolveit.Iwanttosolveit.IwantCecilandBlacktomakeup.Idon'twanttobreakupbecauseofme.Butmyproblem,Ihaven'tsolvedityet.HowcanIhelpthemsolvethisproblem?

MyproblemistofindoutwhatIshoulddoandmyfeelingsforthem.Chooseoneortwo.

Youbothgaveup...Ican'tdothis,butIcan'tchooseoneofthemeither.IthinkIneedsometimetothink.Ofcourse,thisisaprivatetimewithoutthem.

SoIdecidedtocallKetaandaskhimtopickupthefussyguyIcalledhiminthemiddleofthenight,butKetadidn'taskanyquestions.Hesaidyesanddrovemetocollegewithoutaskingwhathappened.HedrovequietlyallthewaytoR'shousebeforehespoke.

"Thereisaloungetoday,andUncleAstonandUncleRichardarenothere.Youcantakeyourtime."

WhatyousaidisnotwhatIsaid.