Chapter209

Ilayonthebed,andthetwosatindifferentcornersattheendofthebed.Welookedateachotherforawhileanddidn'tsayanything...Imustsay,onlyCecilandBlackarestaringatme.Theydon'tevenstareateachother,stareatthat,stareatthat,stareatthatuntilIstarttofeeluncomfortable.

"Ifyouhaveanythingtosay,justsayit."Andthenbrokethesilence.

CecilandBlacklookateachotherbeforeCecilspeaks.

"I'msorryaboutwhathappenedtoday.Ididn'tmeantomakelittleKinnfeelbad."

"Whatdoesn'tfeelgood?"

"ThechoicebetweenmeandCecil,"Blackreplied.

Idon'tknowwhyIthinktheywillknowwhatIthink,soIpretendtobesilentandwaitforthemtosaysomething.

"Wewenttotalkandadmittedourcrimes.Infact,Iwasthewrongperson,whowastheonewhostarted,despitemyconditionstoBlake.Blakewasalsowrong,anddidsomethingbehindmybacktolittleKinn.SowealldecidedtoapologizetolittleKinn."

Cecilmadealongstoryshort,andBlacknodded,whichmademefeelthattheyshouldhavenoresentment,whichisarelief.Idon'twanttoseethemarguingfortoolong,becausethemorereasonsIhave,theworseIam.