WagS

Being the son of the Alpha of my pack is a lot of pressure. The pressure has gotten to me. 
'You have to find your mate, that is the only way you will be complete' 
I didn't grow up listening to those words but that is all I have ever wanted. That is what I craved. Finding my mate to be happy. 
what happens when I find my mate but she isn't the one? 
This is the story of how I completely misinterpreted the calling of destiny and this is the story of how I grab it by the balls and get it back. 

Colin Foxly is in desperate search of his mate and the search leads him to Ashina Hemming. Ashina is perfect in the eyes of everyone. He touches her and feels the calling. He is so sure of it. so sure until he meets her brother, Lowell. The alpha of his pack. The man that everyone is afraid of. The man that looks at him like he is some kind of disease. He shouldn't feel things for him when he has a mate 
It shouldn't make sense. 
But it does.

The Wrong Mate

"What are you thinking Lowell?" Colin screams at me from across the room, almost like I have lost my mind.

I don't even know what I am thinking anymore. I am at the point where all this just has to end and if giving them what they want will make that happen then that is what I have to do.

"I am doing the only thing I can do baby."

He paces around the room, not liking my plan one bit. "This is insane. You are basically letting them win if you do this. Everything will be for nothing. Roman's death will be for nothing.''

If I do this and it doesn't go the way I planned, then I will be dead and everyone else will be safe. If I don't do this, more people will just come and try to hurt my family, my pack, and the people that matter to me. This is a no-brainer and I have to give it a shot. I can't keep risking everyone's life for just me.

Middle ground