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I feel worthless since the pandemic began. I stopped my studies because I can't manage my time. I have a lot of things on my hand. I took care of the household chores, I took care of my nephew and nieces and I don't have enough time for myself.

I kept reminding myself that I will always be strong. Guess what? I didn't! (ノ｀Д´)ノ彡┻━┻ I got depressed and my anxiety hella on the roof and I can't find myself anymore. I kept promising things that wasn't even fulfilled for no reason. And now, I'm thinking of getting a job specifically being a call center agent.

I want to find myself to have a certain goal so that I'll be motivated to get that goal. I want to set myself a new journey/chapter of my life. Mind you, I'm a 22 year old woman and still useless. I can't provide my own money and still living in my sister's house, a free loader. BUT I am very afraid of getting out of my comfort zone and losing my way.

I'm completely lost. Any advise?