GT #3: DIFFERENCES

I've met a lot of people in my life and eventually we became friends because of the similarities in a lot of things. As the time passes by, you will also realized how unfortunate you are (in different aspects of life). She/he might be living in the world you dreamed, and have all the capabilities or the abilities you want.

I went to a couple of schools during my Junior High School. Every school year, different environment/culture, new faces and new friends. We always stay connected online, we have our own little group chat on messenger where talk about life, lovelife, dreams and so on. As we kept interacting with each other, I can feel the jealousy surging in my heart. They're very successful in life and here I am in stagnant motion. One of them got married, just got home from abroad, and happily living her best life.

And here I am, just your average woman who has a lot of allergies, depressed and just living. I know it's not healthy to be jealous on someone who have the life you want, and I know life is hard and it doesn't always run on the way you want. I know that everyone of us has experienced a lot of difficulties in life. But my mind is killing me, it's just that the only problem here is me and I know that. We don't have that enough money for college and I'm trying everything I can so that I can graduate. It's not enough.