Angry Males

"I never thought I'll one day see this day." I can't help the tears freely streaming down my face. It's as if the dam have being broken.

"Don't cry. I hate it when you do cry." He wipe the tears from my face. "You're not permitted to cry. Your tears shouldn't be wasted." He wipes the tears.

"Am not crying." I smile. "Am happy." My happiness is one that can't be taken from me by anyone. It's one that's solely mine.

My mate is back, all things will look good with time.

"That's how you should feel. You're not permitted to be sad."

*

We stayed the way we were. I wasn't at all willing to remove my head from his.

His warmth isn't one I want to lose. I've gotten back the familiarity I crave, I can't afford to lose it again. Not even for anything in the entire world.

I never know just how much I crave his touch until now. It's as of getting to be with him opens my memories, the ones I was hoping to wipe away.

"Let's go home." He suddenly says.

*What? " I blink at him as I try understanding what exactly he's talking about.

" Let's go home. " He says again. "I've found you. It's time I take you home."

Home!

He wants to take me home?

" I would have loved that.... "

" What's it? You don't want to follow me home? " He angrily removes my fore head from mine. Turning his back towards me, he hunch his shoulders a bit.

"That's not it. I do want to follow you home tonight." I put the emphasis on tonight.

" Then why? Why don't you want to do so? " He turns back. His eyes getting more colder than it was before.

" I can't just up and leave with you Mate. I had a life before. I really can't just go with you without telling the person am living with. " It won't look good should I Just leave without informing Jap. It might make him worry about me till death.

" Then let's go tonight. " He takes my hand in his, and try walking to the door, but I stop him from doing so.

"I want to spend the night at my house with him. I'll Leave tomorrow when am through with my task. "

" Him?" Letting go of my hands like it shock him, he raises a brow at me. " You're leaving with another male? Your boyfriend? " He clench his jaws tightly

" He's... "

" I can't believe I only left for not up to four years, and you've already gotten yourself a boyfriend? You've already moved on with you life.

I've being tirelessly working like a drink, but you've being having your life out! " His jaw ticks. His fists clenches and unclench.

How can I move on when am not with my boyfriend? How can I move on without the boy I love? A boy who's now a man..

"Had you listened to me, you wouldn't have had needs to say stuffs that doesn't make sense at all. He's not my Boyfriend. He's my friend.

He was the one who took care of me when I left our city. Without him, I don't think I would have survived for long here. "

Jap have being my life saver. He's the one who made sure am perfectly okay.

Should I pledge my life, I'll undoubtedly pledge it to him.

"He saved you?" Mate blinks.

"Yeah. He did." I nod. " I need to be given some time. I'll talk with him tonight.

Tomorrow, you can come pick me up. " I smile at him.

"Can I have your cell number? "

" About that... " I nervously scratch my hair. A nervous look ok my face as I did so. My cheeks completely pink from. embarrassment.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't have a cellphone." I look down at my shoes. Wow I don't know my shoes have this pretty design on them.

It looks so cool!

"You don't have a cell phone?" He sounds surprise. "Don't worry about that. It won't be for long, I'll buy one for you. " He lightly pinch my cheeks.

His actions making him more familiar. It makes me forget about the face he's making; the cold indifferent face I never saw when we were growing up.

*

Mate drops me off at home.

"You live here?" He looks at the house with contempt. "You're sure you don't want me to wait out here for you to hurry up with things?"

"No. You can go home now," I exit the vehicle, waving a little bit at him, I walk to my door. Unlocking it, I enter in, and that's when I hear his car leaving.

" Where have you being? "

Jap's voice startles me. It makes my poor heart lurch into my throat. The organ frantically beating like no man's business.

"You startled me!" I place my hand on my chest as I try to calm my racing Heart.

"Why are you back so late?" He raises a brow. His eyes taking me in. "And why are you wearing another man's clothes? " He angrily asks. His eyes getting darker.

What's it with me today?

Why am I unknowingly angering everyone I see?

"About that....."

"You've gotten a boyfriend. I see." He turns back, and sit on the sofa. No other words were said by him.

"That's not it." I follow him. "I met my Bestfriend back at our orphanage. He was the one that saved me from embarrassment by giving me his clothes. "

I shiver as I think on what would have happened had Mate not shown up when he did. Thinking on that makes me feel sick to my bones.

"What happened?" Jap turns to me in question. His eyes taking me in. "Did something happen?"

Sighing, I narrate what happens to him.

"Am sorry. I never should have judged without knowing. Am totally sorry." He hugs me. " Am sorry for not listening to you. Am really sorry about that. "

" It's okay." I sniff. " It's okay. "