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Celine

I was boiling from anger and jealousy, I couldn’t stand the idea of Elijah cheating one me, and it wasn’t even called cheating! I was scared she was his first love ever, and he thought she committed her suicide! He might have felt guilty, and he might have thought he should compensate her for the awful past and for what he had done to her.

I was confused. I was scared that he might divorce me for her.

She seemed so experienced and confident! She simply was the opposite of me. I was still shy even after marrying Elijah for months, but her! Oh, no way.

She had the gut to face me. As if she did it on purpose to tell me ‘she’s back and she’s gonna take him from me.’

I didn’t want the divorce. But I only was hurt, he shattered my feelings, and I didn’t know what I should do. But I also as much as I wanted to fight for my love, as much as I didn’t like him stepping on my dignity. I wasn’t a substitute until she came back.

I wasn’t and would never be.