chapter 2

I was not able to extract my thinking away from her, as I said earlier, despite my social status. I have experience in analyzing behaviors and well, she does not seem to behave in a normal way, I mean, she does not act like others or like girls, although I personally have no right to say this and But I did not notice that anyone spoke to her or cared about her existence at all. They might be afraid to approach her because of some bruises and scratches on her face, and they consider that she is participating in some kind of strange behavior, but she does not seem to be the type to do that. She is very fragile and can break at any moment. Well I guess I'd be better off taking a few steps forward. Why do we keep standing in front of the curtain while we're too afraid of it? You can have a little courage and pull it off and spend the rest of the time relaxing.

The next day I sacrificed my precious table and sat at the table in front of it, and I am sure that this sacrifice would not be in vain and...

"You can work in groups. Each row of tables will form a group," said the professor

Well that's exactly what I've been waiting for since I'm the only ones sitting in this row so we'll be one group. It is a good opportunity to get to know her. According to what I remember, her name was Vivian, a beautiful name. It seems that one of her parents was a foreigner, or that they are lovers of films and series, or for a moment, could she be a foreigner, so she does not understand us and does not speak our language

"Hello, I think we are in the same group." I spoke in a soft voice, and yes, I didn't think I was that stupid, a foreigner and don't understand our language. I don't know where this idea came from.

"Hello, yes, I think so, what a coincidence." Saying it in this way makes it one hundred percent not a coincidence. If a boy and a girl spoke and asked him an embarrassing question and he answered coldly, this does not mean that he is wonderful and cold, because what he said is 100 percent the opposite of what he thinks, but Let's get back to our topic now

"Then how's it going with you, I don't see you talking to anyone in the class or do you have other friends?"

"No, I don't have one."

Oh, I see, what a miserable one

"Why don't you have friends? No, how can you live alone? It's impossible. You just don't want to tell me. Right, I appreciate that."

"Well, you don't have any friends."

"Who? Me! Who said I don't have friends," I answered with a slight laugh

" I know "

"How do you know? Don't say you're a secret admirer and watch me It's okay you can admit I promise I won't reject you in a painful way" I was sure this would provoke her even though there was a small percentage that she really liked me 😇 but if she didn't, it would turn her on Her nerves will reveal some of her hidden side

"Are you stupid!" she replied in a low voice as she turned her face to the other side

Well, that wasn't the answer I wanted, but...

"Can you say are you stupid again?"

"Are you stupid? Why do I have to say it again?"

"Nothing, forget about it." I don't know if she is stupid or cute, I can't judge her accurately, but it is better that we stop this very interesting conversation now and do the work that is asked of us, or things will happen that I don't want to imagine

In the end it ended and we got the highest rating, I was sure of my study skills, but they are not far from us, she is smart and dedicated to her work, so what makes her like this! No, this is not a question. The real question is why am I so interested in her. If you look closely at her, you will find that she is an ordinary girl, you can find her everywhere, but this feeling I can not understand or even define. Perhaps I should communicate with myself and understand myself before trying to talk to her. Perhaps I am the problem here. I can't know the answer and I'm sure I won't get it easily so I will try to get closer to her more and more, I will know her secrets one by one I said this to myself as a warning of what I might fall into in the end I don't think I'm ready yet to make any friends.

The morning class ended for the day and the students gathered outside as well, as usual, exchanging laughter and talking about some trivial matters.

I didn't want to eat as usual so I just bought some candy to pass the time until back to school again and moved around hoping to find a quiet place, I had a really good place and found it by chance last year. A shady place with some pale yellow grass surrounded by several trees and there is also a worn-out table. I don't know who used to sit in this place but I am really thankful, but in fact I don't like attacking my property even from the closest people to me, let alone this stupid girl The one who sits there absent-mindedly, I spoke to her in the morning, but who told her that I invited her to sit with me.

She was sitting absentmindedly staring into the void, I don't think she even noticed my presence despite me standing in front of her until I clicked her forehead

"Oh, I'm sorry. What are you doing here? Are you following me?"

Awesome what a wonderful answer also I am the one who follow it

"What if I did?"

"Can you please go I just want to be alone?"

"I don't think I can, I found this place before you so I guess I'll sit here, I won't ask you to go, you can stay if you want, but I'll stay too."

Looks like I touched her a little bit. She doesn't seem too angry, but she's a little upset, which is a good achievement anyway. Well, let's see what she does.

"I'm sorry I'm leaving, I don't want to bother you" I got up quickly but damn why don't you show any resistance and give up so easily Wouldn't I have left in the end this place is not mine alone

"What are you going so fast I think you miss your friends in the end you can go and enjoy your time nothing is better than having friends in our life"

She replied in a sharp tone, "Honestly, I didn't expect you to be such a scoundrel! You've been provoking me since the morning. Do you have a problem with me? It's okay. You can tell me if I cause you some trouble and settle your scores with me."

"Everyone does it anyway." She spoke in a low voice and...

Yeah, I guess I've gone a little too far. I don't want to make her cry in the end. If I tell someone, it will cause me a myriad of problems.

"No wait a moment I'm sorry I went too far with you I have no problem with you I was just trying to tease you I'm sorry also it's okay you can come back and sit here"

It doesn't look like this will solve the problem soon either Is it a little girl to make you cry I only have one last solution I'm not used to this kind of situation I would be grateful if this worked

"Oh, you can come back and sit here too. How about a piece of candy 🙂"

What is this stupidity. Is she a little girl to accept a piece of candy, but it seems that she is. I took slow steps and sat on the table. I moved away from my body a little. I don't want to get too close to her. I don't care if anyone saw us. I don't care what people usually say. But only this would probably be more comfortable, and it would have been if I got up completely, but I don't want that in Finally, this is my place.

She sat next to me and put her hand in front of me

" What do you want ? "

"A piece of candy!"

"Oh, I'm sorry, here's it too. Don't eat it alone. I want a little too."

"I didn't expect you to be so selfish, stupid and provocative too. In fact, I don't like your personality. I don't even know why I'm talking to you. Can you stay away from me, why are you here in the first place!"

" done "

"No, I didn't. I have many bad things about you to say, but I forgot them now. I'll tell you if I remember them."

"No, you better not. You can keep them to yourself, I don't need them now."

She shared a piece of candy with her teeth and gave me half of it. Don't you consider this an indirect kiss? But who cares, anyway. We do not act in a movie or series. This real life is very different from what we see on screens. Relationships are more complex and more problematic. We cannot be depicted in an hour or two.

We spent the rest of the hour sitting there we didn't talk much or maybe we didn't talk at all I was on my phone the whole time I don't want to cause another problem because of my tolerable words I know that but unfortunately I can't give up my hateful personality if someone wants to get close to me he should accept Same as me but I don't think anyone will do that so there is no concern about this right now