Episode 1

Hello, My name is Naru, and the place where I am currently in the hospital more precisely in the covid quarantine section why I go back a little

I'm a more ordinary high school student who goes to class, complains that it's too long, and always hopes to get home quickly because one of my hobbies is watching fanfiction. specifically akikan40

You tell me what the connection is with the fact that you are in the hospital and well, quite simply, I was very naive because the news said that young people were hardly affected by covid and it was above all adults or elderly people so I was one of the young people who barely wore a mask when I had to put one on and quite simply I was lost in my bubble telling myself that nothing will happen to me and that this disease will happen like the others

Naive how to say because when reality brings you down to earth because my father and my mother were infected with covid well they were taken to seek treatment, unfortunately, they died of this disease very early and the fact that it was from my fault because although I did not have the symptoms that do not mean that I could not transmit it and the reality proves it to me

Do you know the feeling of seeing someone die before your eyes because I saw my mother who would hold my hand before my face planted on her hand crying because I knew it was the end of her travel to feel your mother's hand slowly weakening to the point that there is a point where you feel that her hand no longer has any strength and that the only sound that remains is my tears and that of my sister with the sound of the machine that rings signaling that my mother is gone forever

unfortunately, we couldn't do my parents' funeral because 1 month later I was in the emergency room because I had covid and now I don't even know if I will survive this ordeal

The only good thing was that I could watch anime and fanfiction which lifted my spirits as well as the last of my family which was my big sister Julie who always video called me for news

Indeed my sister and I were very close because my sister is 5 years apart, so I who is 17 when I am in the hospital, she is 22 in a medical university because she wants to be a surgeon, why because the death of our parents deeply affected her and since I was in the hospital because of my bullshit, she does not want to lose me, I remember our discussions very well, she kept telling me to tell the memories of my childhood with her or for example, she almost ended up drowning me and of course, my mother scolded her to the point that she cried for 1 week saying sorry to me although I don't remember it feels good memory

"Sister, I already told you that I'm fine since you gave me the laptop"

"You're sure I can come if you want and above all don't forget that I will always come to see you, I don't want to lose you too"

"You know very well that your brother is not weak, should I remind you who helped you move, taking for example the sofa that you forced me to carry to the 8th floor and that the elevator was broken down"

"Hehe, I remember well as long as you're fine, it's fine with me, I'll come and see you this weekend"

After that, there was silence until

"Naru don't blame you about mom and dad, they will never blame you you know how proud he was of you"

"Yes I know don't worry"

After that, the audio stops and my fake smile fades and I fall back into the room of a hospital room to which a breathing machine was attached, although Julie is right I can only feel guilty I don't care wish forever for what happened

"Damn, the tears are here again," I said wiping my eyes

"I'm going to rest, I'm dying"

Then realizing it I still dream of a better life in another world and without noticing it silence in the room only the noise of the machine was there

Beep...Beep....Beep...........

(Hello, I rewrite from the beginning of the fact that before I wrote just for fun but seeing people appreciated what I did I redo the chapters from the beginning to allow the new reader to discover my story of our dear Naru and good reading for the rest ❤)