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(Indonesian song. Title Hanya Rindu. Singer Andmesh Kamelang )
Guitar strums and melodious voice playing in tandem.
Kuingin saat ini engkau ada di sini
Tertawa bersamaku seperti dulu lagi
Walau hanya sebentar, Tuhan, tolong kabulkanlah
Bukannya diri ini tak terima kenyataan
Hati ini hanya rindu
His eyes looked down sadly. His heart felt a pain that didn't bleed.
Segala cara telah kucoba
Agar aku bisa tanpa dirimu, hoo
Namun semua berbeda
Sulit ku menghapus kenangan bersamamu
Kuingin saat ini engkau ada di sini
Tertawa bersamaku seperti dulu lagi
Walau hanya sebentar, Tuhan, tolong kabulkanlah
Bukan diri ini tak terima kenyataan
Hati ini hanya rindu, ooh
Hanya rindu, ooh
Tears started to roll down her cheeks. His heart is too tight to feel everything that is happening in his life.
Kuingin saat ini engkau ada di sini
Tertawa bersamaku seperti dulu lagi
Walau hanya sebentar, Tuhan, tolong kabulkanlah
Bukannya diri ini tak terima kenyataan, ooh
Bukannya diri ini tak terima kenyataan
Hati ini hanya rindu, ooh
Hati ini hanya rindu, hmm
Kurindu senyummu, ….
There is no continuation in the last stanza of the song. His lips were tightly shut. Swallowing back one word that is always able to shatter his feelings.
"I miss you like before." He whispered softly.
His head rests on the guitar on his lap. Her body trembled, crying silently and even without a sound. It's too tight for him.
A pair of black eyes also shed tears seeing their loved ones cry in silence. Isn't that more painful.
"I promise to always take care of you." He promised and left the white room.
oOo
"Wasap bro!"
Danu throws a ballpoint pen. "Noisy. Shut up."
"Oh, it's so annoying. Come to the moon huh."
"Come moon your ass!"
"I'm not given a share with my boyfriend." Ledek Bagas.
"Bacot."
"Ouch, that's so rude."
"How not rude. Well, I don't have a boyfriend. Hahaha." Zain said, making fun of Danu.
"Rese's friend, really." Danu glared annoyed.
"Keep your eyes watch your heart. Don't let it jump, bro. Ha ha ha." Bagas and Zain's laughter exploded. Satisfied with teasing Danu, who is actually the quietest among them.
"By the way, where are Nathaniel and Steven?" asked Bagas after laughing.
"Know. Still sleeping at least." Zian said.
"Habits are two shortsighted indeed. If it's not time to go in, you haven't left yet. Ckckck, sad. Luckily I'm a diligent child."
Plakk.
"Just be diligent once in a while, just be proud."
"Sat! It hurts Nathaniel!" Bagas exclaimed, rubbing his head which Nathaniel slapped.
"Halah… Your cement. Don't be sick. He said man."
"Yeah, you hit roughly."
"Where's Steven?" Zain asked after Nathaniel sat down.
"Still in the parking lot I guess."
"What are you doing?"
"As usual."
"Weh, real fakboy." Exclamation Bagas excited. "Eh by the way, how long have you been alone for a long time?"
"Still lazy. The girls were a lot of trouble."
"A long time ago." Danu said beside him.
Bagas looked at Nathaniel mockingly. "Halah said it was troublesome. But you're also a collection of exes."
"If you are asked to line up, you can be sure, from North Jakarta you can get to South Jakarta," added Zain.
"Crazy! Sadistic. But facts. Hahaha." Bagas laughed with satisfaction being able to tease Nathaniel who was already rolling his eyes from embarrassment.
"Then you don't sell." Nathaniel replied emphatically.
"Oh sorry bro! We are not not working. But we are picky. Yes, no bro." Bagas's hand wrapped around Zain's shoulder.
"Yoi." Agree Zain.
"Halo epribadeh!"
"Uh goat. Why are you smiling?" Zain asked, horrified to see Steven smiling since entering class.
"Guess what." His eyebrows were raised and lowered. His lips were smiling brightly.
"I guess. Surely you have a new prey." Danu guessed, embarrassed. Memorize the behavior of Steven and Nathaniel, which is no different. You're welcome.
"Wow… My friend is really smart, isn't it. I'm proud of you." Steven patted Danu's shoulder feeling proud.
"Unclean."
"Uhhh his mouth. Ask for a kiss, please." Steven's lips twitched.
Plakkk.
"Anjir! It hurts when." Jumping Steven sucked his mouth which was hit by Danu's affectionate slap.
"Your mouth is asking for ruqyah." Danu was annoyed. This Steven, if he's crazy, doesn't know the rules.
"Do not. Later, if I repent, my mouth will lose. Can't breastfeed anymore."
"Anjir! You pervert." Zain cursed, throwing Danu's book which was on the table.
"Anjir. Sick! It doesn't matter if you abuse me." Steven grumbled, inviting laughter from the other four friends. How come. Steven's face was a little red from the throwing of a book from Zain which was quite hard.
"So. Have a school mouth. Don't just insult a girl's body." Nathaniel jokingly after subsided from his laughter.
"Just like you don't."
"Oh sorry. I'm different. Even though I'm a fukboy, a playboy, an asshole, I like to play with girls. But I still have rules. It's someone else's child, it has been taken care of as best as possible by his parents. Yes, when I'm a nobody, I'm just messing around. If I had brought him to the altar and swore before God, then that would be my right." Nathaniel's speech at length made his friend chuckle in admiration.
"A Nathaniel Nathaniel Axel who is famous for being a playboy and fukboy, wise. Crazy! The world is about to collapse bro!" Exclaimed Bagas in awe.
"Mad, mad, mad. I'm proud of you Nathaniel. It's not in vain that your mother gave birth to you." Add Zain. Instantly his words made the atmosphere quiet.
Bagas pinched Zain's thigh. Makes the master grimace, but can't curse or reply. His mouth really likes to get out of control.
"Eh, You will have a basketball match with Garuda school this afternoon, right?" Danu asked, breaking the awkwardness.
"Yes." Nathaniel answered shortly.
"That's great! The Garuda girls are sexy, right? Who knows, something might be stuck with me." Steven brushed his hair back.
Nathaniel stared blankly at Steven. "The girl you just confessed to in the parking lot, what are you going to do?"
"Yes, it's doubled. That's cool. It can be left and right." His eyebrows were raised and lowered. Steven's face was really stiff asking to be hit.
"Why not front and back, Steven."
"Wow! Your suggestion is good too. Can you? Fivesome."
"Come on, I'll take you to Mr. Hamdan. Let's do ruqyah." Bagas already wants to drag Steven to the Islamic religion teacher at his school. Steven's brain is not right.
Dan shook his head. "It's sad that I have friends like you. There are no morals at all."
"Your pain is caught in our midst Dan. Hahaha." Zain feels sad about their behavior. But this is their nature. Likes to joke and create laughter that maybe they can only get when they are together.