Cry or yell?

I lazily walked on the street after meeting Bella. All her words echoed in my mind as I forwarded further. The thought of hurting someone unbelievably hurt me even more.

I reached the miles corporation after walking for a moment. I decided to let go of what happened in the morning and stayed away from the internet for the rest of the day. Everyone sympathized with me and I felt down. I wanted to be in a private place at the moment. This wasn't the life I wanted to live. I wanted to live as a normal girl. I wanted a love life off media but that's not what I got.

*ring*

The phone on my table rang as soon as I sat down. on my position.

"Come to my office," Trevor said, commanding and authoritative.

He didn't wait for my reply as he hung up immediately without listening to what I had to say.

I obediently advanced for his office. I didn't want to act hurt in front of anyone or act fine. Trevor embraced me tightly as soon as I entered his office. He seemed to have been waiting for me to come in. He tenderly held my waist as life depended on it.

"Am sorry baby. So sorry." he apologized.

"For what?" I knew his reason but I wanted to hear how sincere he could be to me.

"For what happened in the morning. It was all my bad please forgive me, baby. It will happen no more." He said while kissing a few strolls of tears that fell on my face.

At least he apologized to me.

He held my hand as he supported me to sit on the white couch. He served me a cup of coffee and sat close to me. He petted my head as I drank the coffee he handed me.

Taking the cup from my hand, he covered my lips with his. I savored the sweet taste of his mouth as my tongue danced with his. I could taste the coffee I drank earlier on his lips now. He paused for a moment and held my face between his palms.

"I love you, Linda," he whispered to me and grabbed my lips again denying me a chance to say something.

We gasped for air after a long moment of devouring each other's taste.

"I love you too, Trevor Martins," I whispered in his ears after letting go of the kiss. I loved him and he did the same. I already let go of what happened earlier.

We stayed there cuddling in his office without minding what could happen. We enjoyed the moment of what was already there. I decided to video call my sister Rose since she didn't talk to me properly through the text message.

We chatted with her together with Trevor and she was happy for me. We talked about the circulating news since she has been seeing everything. I convinced her that it was all my plan to make it public or else she could pull Trevor's ears. I understood her temper and knew how to handle her.

In conclusion, she wouldn't be coming back soon since I have to dears to take care of me, Cara and Trevor.

It was soon evening and the thing I did for the rest of the day was stay in Trevor's embrace. He wasn't willing to let go of me and I wasn't willing to leave as well. That's what I was around him.

Usually, Trevor, Cara, and Chris take the same ride to go home but today, he was being something different. He drove us. I mean the two of us. Throughout the way, he held my hand as he used the other to drive. He occasionally turned to look at me and he could give me that heart-melting smile.

We reached our apartment and he was being so lovey-dovey again. He carried me as if I had no feet up to his apartment. He gently placed me down on the couch before he strolled to the refrigerator and brought drinks for us.

Cara couldn't stop wondering why she was so angry today. Her mood was twisted after all that happened in the morning. She has had one friend who understood her and she couldn't stand the sight of her being hurt. Mentioning the annoying Chris who once rejected her and now standing in front of her offering to send her home, she angrily accelerated out of the office. Her mood wasn't the best now and she didn't want to watch annoying people.

Chris was once again puzzled by this cute girl's behavior. She was like an angry puppy, so cute and attractive. He found himself smiling brightly without his knowledge.

I took a warm shower in Trevor's bathroom and wore his buggy pajamas since he wasn't willing to let me go home tonight. I also wanted to be near him so why not abide by the feelings of our hearts.

Trevor helped me to dry my hair and I did the same for him before we headed downstairs to watch a movie. We looked into the movies we had and chose a love story. It was my first time watching a movie with a man and I had heard theories about what happens during that session of watching movies. It could be romantic or even scary.

Trevor brought a blanket and some snacks then our favorite yogurt. We cuddled, ate, and watched. Trevor fixed his gaze on me every time a kissing scene appeared on the screen. He watched me keenly than he watched the movie. I tried to avoid his gaze as I looked at the screen but somehow, something kept on attracting me and I ended up looking at him.

I could see the dark desire in his sparkling eyes as he looked deep into my eyes. For a certain unknown reason, my eyes couldn't leave his soft pink lips that were slightly patted. I wanted to steal them so badly but he was faster than me as he grabbed my lips and pulled my waist to leave no distance between us. He kissed me hungrily this time. I felt an electric shock run through my body and then hit my spine.

The next thing I knew, I was lying on my back with my knee folded and Trevor was on top of me devouring my lips. I tasted the sweet mixture of his saliva and the vanilla-flavored yogurt as my tongue explored his mouth. He moved his lips and sucked on my neck, sending me a shiver to the bone.

I threw my head as he lifted my buggy shirt and pinched my hard nipple. I shivered and melted under his touch. He licked on my peak as he moved his hand on the other in a circular motion.

'Ah..." a simple but heavy moan escaped my throat. I helplessly clasped his neck as came back for my lips. My eyes were filled with desire as I looked at him so was he.

He worked his tongue on my upper body giving me an indescribable feeling. He then took his hand from my cleavage until he reached for my wet slit and rubbed it with his thumb.i could feel the sound of my wetness as he rubbed it faster. My back arched in response to him actions and I moaned unintentionally. He then slowly brought his lips onto my butter bean and sucked on it teasingly. My toes curled as I threw my head backward.

I could define how I felt under his touch. He was building something in me that I never felt. I heard him groan softly as he tasted the fluids that fell from my honey pot.

"I.. I want you Trev, please." I mumbled, trying to catch breath and sound clear.

"Now now?" he seductively whispered not knowing how the desire in me was burning.

I looked at him and nodded shyly.

He instead climbed off me and stood down, his gaze never left me for a second. In a seductive manner, he pulled down his shorts revealing his upright little monster. I closed my eyes in embarrassment but he grabbed my hand and placed it on his erect little monster.

My cheeks burnt with the fire of embarrassment as I stroked him unprofessionally. I heard him groan before he commanded.

"Get on your knees.." his voice was hoarse but a sweet and attractive on.

Even though I was a newbie, I had read and watched some adult movies. I knew what I was supposed to do while kneeling down there. I obediently knelt down and waited for his instructions.

"No hands baby girl. I want to rest on your throat." he instructed and I obediently took his little monster in my mouth. I tried to recall the movies I watched and followed what I saw.

The sure thing I knew was ' no teeth.' I rested my hands on my thighs as I tried to satisfy him.