Chapter 3; ashamed

You know when you get that kind of impression that you did something wrong. Well, this is way worse.

I woke Freddie up to ask him what happened he then told me that after we finish kissing in the kitchen.

You were about to depart to your room until when I begged you to follow me to my room where we drink wine, got drunk and had sex. it's no big deal babe, he said.

Freddie, it's a very big deal, I said.

Why is it a big deal? he asked

Because I am a FREAK VIRGIN, I said.

WHAT, he said.

Wait a minute what did you think I was and didn't I tell you that I was bullied so who in God's name would have had sex with, I said.

Sorry for overreacting, he said concerned.

Okay but I don't think I want to continue with the relationship, I said.

Karen, don't say that we just got on the wrong side and I promise that it won't happen., he said.

Okay but you better keep your promise, I said.

Okay but give me a little kiss, he said.

No, and what is the time, I said.

ooh, it is 6:00, he said.

Thanks, she said.

she came out of his room and went to her room, as she entered Jessica went was waiting for her

Why did you come back late? Jessica interrogated.

None of your business, I said.

Ooh, so you want to hide the fact that you are dating Freddie, said Jessica.

How do you know? I said worriedly.

Well everybody knows because of the way you look at him and you blush every time he is around, she said.

No, I don't, I said childishly.

You are turning red, she said.

Why do I feel had for her all the time maybe I know her? I thought

Here, Jessica did we know each other because I of a strong emotion for you I said.

No, I don't know and what emotion do you feel, she asked curiously

It is hatred and I don't know why.

Maybe is because of the way I acted rudely toward you right, she asked.

Yes, so are you going to apologise, I said happily

No, sorry sugar but I don't care how you feel about me, she said rudely.

why do I feel sad about what she said, I thought?

Emma entered the room.

Guys we do to go immediately, she said worriedly.

what emerged, I asked.

No time to explain, she said.

and we hurried off carrying only bear stuff including our money.

Both girls and boys carried their things and headed into John's car.

As they drove away I looked back to see police cars in a building.

I asked why are the police in are building.

Everyone was silent.

Jessica asked can you fucking tell me why the police are in our home.

she sounded upset.

Because someone rated Karen that she lived there, said Ella calmly

So why don't we give her to them and get this thing over with? Jessica declared.

Jessica why are you saying that Karen has been here for three months now, said James

He had never stood up for me., I thought

But she had to leave, Jessica said

No, she doesn't, Freddie said.

They started quarrelling because of me why is it that wherever I am there are always problems. I did do the thing., I said to myself.

Everyone stop, I shouted.

I made my decision I am leaving for good. I said.

Wwwwhaat, everyone said surprised.

Even Jessica the one that started this whole drama.

Where will go to, where will you eat and sleep? They asked.

I will find a way, I said.

What about your revenge said, Alex

Emma can you give me the info on where all the other people live on the list, I said.

I send it to you already, she said.

See you guys in two years when it is over you guys can contact me if you want to and Freddie, I said

Freddie asked, Yes what do you need --

she pulled him in for a kiss. Everyone was not shocked except for Alex.

Bye guys, I said.

And that is how my story begins.

And also where do I go now I am LOST.