A New Reality

I woke up from my last reality by committing suicide inside a mental ward from going too insane. Realising I've been scripting and auto writing the entire scene this whole time. Despite I wasn't too proud of what I wrote, even if it was so good to me and probably everyone else because the plot twist was something no one would anticipate and would take a month to recover from that traumatising experience for both the reader and myself the author from my last chapter in Volume 3.

I had to completely destroy that reality by doing a straightforward task… Since I am the creator of that one particular universe that I've worked for three years to build the world, making quirky characters with no consciousness but myself as the main character in the first-person point of view, it was my comfort world.

Everyone in it was my comfort character. And it was my only way to cope with the current reality we all live in from all the stress in quarantine and everything else in general. I had no other choice but to do one last thing.

I revived back Alice from the dead, reverting all that happened in the previous chapter of Volume 3 and reconstructed the events making Alice being the one that loves and worships me as her master she'd summoned in the first place as the truth and the delusion would be me killing her and having to behead a dream.

So, let us try again…

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I left my consciousness to turn into an eldritch morbid god of a form beyond human comprehension. And that's where my physical body had turned to nothing but a clone of myself telling my physical condition to give a forbidden book. It was a plot device in case I needed to destroy this reality.

Then, I made my physical form to stake its own heart for its final death, having my consciousness stay in the eldritch form of madness.

Then, she read the book and summoned my true form. And now behold my purest form that is above human understanding. She went insane, more than she ever was, when she first killed those innocent people on the pier.

That's where I asked her if she wanted to stay with me in the next reality. She has to summon my apparent form into her existence. Which was apparently the one I made in the first place for this novel. We made a deal.

So, she had to make a whole religion about me, acting charismatic, where she gathered as many followers as she could from the entire world. Half of the entire universe worshipped me as their God. Promising those who worshipped me at the end of times will not perish in the next reality.

It drives every one of my worshippers insane and those who survive until they finally successfully summon my proper form into a physical embodiment of their world. I will destroy all, and those devoted to me shall survive. However, it was all a lie. I only saved Alice for the next reality, just her and her alone. No one else is coming with me.

So, they all went into a massive crowd inside a circle of a clergy building dedicated to me. And they all had sacrificed themselves as an offering. Where I possessed all of their bodies altogether in one to turn into the most horrifying monster where my physical form in their world is nothing but a million corpses mixed together for me to take over and destroy the earth.

That's when I thanked Alice. And took her character and wrote it down for the next book. All I had to do was keep her safe until everyone was gone from the universe. So, the last act and the last words will come nowhere but from hers genuinely.

I destroyed the entire world finally as I caused nothing but insanity and mayhem. And once the universe had been pinched by my two fingers, disappearing into nothing but a speck of dust. I took Alice in my hands. Where I showed her my form as an angel with unlimited wings with unlimited eyes on each wing.

With my body naked in a loincloth. She was naked, but a leaf covered her crotch and her long hair covered her two breasts. I took her as my wife.

There, I created a new universe, a new desired reality. I made the trees, the beasts who walk on all fours on land, the fishes that swim across the waters, and the birds who flap their arms to fly across the sky. Everything was perfect, and it was good.

That's when I created the first man and the first woman. Both are equally created. However, the first woman refused to submit to man, believing to be equal to man. So, she abandoned him. The man felt lonely, so I created a woman on his part to let the new woman know she was under him. Then, millennia passed from centuries to centuries.

I incarnated myself to be born on 29th July 1999. The passing of the centuries felt like a second to me. But unquestionably, in my human form. Its minutes will pass as minutes on how humans perceive time.

That's when it is now the 21st February 2022. And throughout the years of my human existence. I did not know myself as a god and thought I was just an average human like others. But I've always felt an immense feeling of déjà vu every day.