White And Black: Chapter 7

I came to my school, skipping my activities that was put by my father, it was a work just for me and Elen a special kind of work although I can't continue those homework anymore because of Elen dying and made me suffer to her lose now I have a new goal, my heart was pounding and I kept on following these feeling that suddenly came to me I need to find that boy quickly. Then to a heartbeat I saw him passing through all alone, his face was blankly expressed no expression to see, but I widened my eyes to surprise, my heart flutters, my ears felt hot for some reason, I gazed upon him more as I saw how beautiful he was, his eyes were emerald, his hair having the colour of brownish light, his lips were peach like his body being petite and his skin almost being a porcelain he was the same person who sat on my crotch. All in all seeing his face and body it's like he's sent from heaven, my hands were shaking seeming to reach out, but I composed myself I want to know why he appeared and I need to remember that the stray spirit showed was a dream so I can't just approach him. Instead I'll act slow and be friends with him first. Argh this is pissing me off I want to cuddle with him but I can't at all even if it looks gay I guess I don't care anymore.

And in an instant our eyes met, my jaw drops slowly and again I widened my eyes slowly, Truly his face was printed to my mind when our eyes met, he was pretty than I expected.

"Hmmmm?" He tilted his head, is something the matter? is there something wrong with my face? Ah you're so beautiful…

That brief moment he smiled, and starts walking again, shit I want to go after him, wait no we should move slowly, I inhaled and exhaled deeply, I composed myself because through calmness I can get to that point. And now my eyes were set in sparkles and cherry blossoms. I remembered that dream, from which he spread his legs to me as if he was mine and I was his, like a flower untouched and pure, I want to shatter his purity and at the same time I want to take care of his body to myself. I may be obsessed if I say so myself.

Afterwards I came to my classroom, the class stared and some were able to recognize me quickly and gossips whisperily, I widened my eyes to a guy that I saw earlier, again our eyes met like before, so beautiful that the dust became sparkles to my eyes, my heart beats uncontrollably. That feeling is love at first sight? Or love at first dream? I calmed down and introduced myself, I didn't even notice the teacher was bugging me to introduce because I was dazed in a dreamy situation or is it a coincidence we are in the same classroom.

"I am Zen Grailheis" The teacher flinched when I looked at her

"P-please take a seat to back row aside to Clouris if you may"

I walked towards to my appointed desk as the teacher start her lesson, enthusiastically said yes in my mind and although I may not see it, flowers pops off of me, I was in a good and leaned my chin to my hand looking at his small hands that were incredibly soft to touch, my mind seemed at ease but my heart was not until lunch time, he goes alone in the cafeteria, I followed him wherever he goes, my gaze was stuck to this person. The time passed my feet took me to wherever my sight could see this man even outside, this attention was poured only him and him alone, I am crazy enough not to hold him in my arms. This girl was always with him talking with him one day, I get jealous through their interactions, I want to join in too but I can't I may be as well as a stalker.

A week past, I kept on sending signals of love to Clouris but he doesn't notice, well fuck not everyone has that so called hint and instinct, argh my patience is slowly fading and I'm going to ascend at this point, yet again I can't approach Clouris as I said before I don't have the guts to be near him why? Cause my girlfriend or to be clear ex-girlfriend was the one who first moved in our relationship, plus I'm shy, I don't people and don't talk anyone until she came to my life and broke the ice that was my wall of protection. Actually I'm anxious to what Clouris's reaction and get nervous every time my body compels to move towards him and say hi.

The next day I stayed on the classroom just attending every class observing this boy, it was enough I can't let my greediness overflow cause I don't have the right or am I the only one who actually wants to not disturb and just observe him for the rest of my life? Noon came and I checked on my locker seeing a letter.

"Come to the rooftop – Clouris"

I gasped and panicked left and right, my trembled hands almost letting go of the letter, is this true? He wants to see me? oh good spirits I really believe in your existence now, it feels too unrealistic. I giggled and waddled on the way to the rooftop. Before the door I stoop and deeply breathes before opening it, I saw his back, his small height that was cute, well I was tall I think I'm 6'8 foot tall but enough of that.

"You called for me?"

To my surprise, this eerie feeling enveloped me, my body was alarmed and looked at this creature in front of me.

"Who are you foul creature"

"So you don't remember me?"

I trembled and got a headache, my body felt weak all of a sudden, those once emerald eyes became the golden eyes that were glowing like the sun, his stare were cold, the feeling of fear were in my heart, I kneeled while I gaze upon this creature, he walks towards me ,my body shivers at his presence. I set my eyes on the ground they were glowing violet like muck and strange creatures appeared, slime like creatures in a total of three, they attacked Clouris but before they could reach him they stopped, they became pieces into nothingness, I was scared what did he do?

"Trying to prevent me from having him is but a foolish action you low level life forms"

His hands carefully touched my face. Our eyes directed at each other.

"You must awaken your powers at the earliest as you can Zen, no one can protect Clouris as of this moment, the races that are in hiding might attack and use this as an opening since both of you are at the condition of weak"

"What do you mean by that? I have no mana circuits"

I flinched when suddenly two books appeared out nowhere just to my left side on the floor.

"You have mana circuits they were just sealed and here have these two books, these are books of the light and darkness, you both must awaken your powers to protect yourselves for if you don't the races will get you and use as a sacrifice for their experimentation"

"But how? And what about Clouris?" He caressed my hair and smiled.

"He will be fine after my possession of his body am I only a friend from afar and your enemies will be the elves, giants, fairies and lastly the sirens. I know that is sudden but please you must the power to protect yourselves because that's enough for me"  I widened my eyes , the fear in me left, his eyes were filled with worry.

"Heed my plea and go the church of Evestree, someone of importance is there to aid you and guide you"

"But this all too sudden I can't do what you ask of me" he pursed his lips his eyes lowed down my heart seems to be have been gripped by something.

"I don't want this life of you and Clouris to be in vain now do as I say" his hands in my face was still there, he lowered his head making me to not see his expression.

I feared something, like what I said was wrong, the floor took the drop of a tear, I hugged him, it looks like he was desperate, then I felt his body becoming not tense, he let himself be in my embrace.

"Okay I accept"

This unknown being smiled, Zen did not see it though he pulled Clouris off of him seeing the boy in a deep sleep, all of this were too sudden, the death of his lover and the task of gaining magic struck all to him, he was already tired from grieving and was ready to get Clouris to become his lover even if it took years yet a task was given by an unknown and his plea he accepted it, now he sat with the boy sleeping in his arms.