Bounce
I was calm after I ran lot of water on my body. I like my rage. I don't regret having them. It helps me think better and remember why I became this mighty. My rage is my focus. As the water rushed on my head, I then figured out how I want to start my revenge plan. I was planning to tell Mitchell and the rest as we eat lunch.
Now I'm powerful and wealthy and above all so independent. Nothing can affect my plan. After I was dressed, I headed for the dining room.
I almost got a shock when I heard arguing voices. This has never happened in my dining room before. I don't know of others. I love my silence and who dares to invade it's peace. As I got there I realized that it was Jessy and Zin that was exchanging words. I wasn't angry at Jessy but at Zin. She knew better than to cause this commotion in my territory. Jessy didn't know the rule but Zin does and she still chose to disobey me. Jessy was insulting Zin which made me wonder what was happening.
" Don't you dare lay your filthy hands on me!" Jessy shouted in anger.
"Don't be stubborn young lady!" Zin snapped.
I wondered what was happening.
"Even if you are the ruler of the whole world, you would at least calm down to know what is what. Can't you be a bit polite? Looking at your dress, you are nothing but a higher maid. Yes I'm your captive her and for the past few month I've been here other maids like you have treated me nice. I'm damn sure that your alpha trained you better. Even as demonic as your alpha is said to be, he isn't acting like a bitter ugly pig like you. Witch" she shouted at her.
I frowned at how she insulted Zin. No one insult what's mine. I don't like the way she was acting so free in my territory. Fine she's an alpha wolf but that doesn't give her the audacity to act like she's the boss here. I looked at those seated. They didn't even tell her to stop and it's unlike Mitchell to stay calm when there's an argument. Then I remembered that he always does this whenever it concerns his mate.
I've told him severally that I don't mind him supporting his mate especially when it comes to Zin. Looking at his face I know he's not happy and this got me more angry. My relationship with Zin is making Mitchell handcuffed.
"What an effo....." Zin couldn't finish her words because she saw me standing.
The rest already did and stood up but Zin and Jessy hasn't. Jessy was still seated. It was when Zin looked at my direction that she too did and saw me. She bounced up as if there was nail on her chair.
At first I thought she was scared of me but then I saw that she wasn't but admiring me. This made me to wonder how attracting I am to her that she forgets who I am. Her mouth was opened slightly as if she was in shock but she was sizing me up again.
"What the heck is going on here?" I asked glaring at them all.
Yes I was so angry. I might like war and have a bad rage but what I hate most is trouble in my paradise especially when it's coming from my own people. My people knows this and they do avoid it at all cost. Jessy is my prisoner and can be proving stubborn. She wouldn't mind if anything happens, which should tell Zin that she shouldn't argue with her. If Mitchell can be seated there calmly, she should too. It is lack of reverence that would make Zin exchange words with a person when Mitchell is seated there. I was sure going to scold Zin but not when Jessy is seated there.
I heard what happened and I knew it's all Zin's fault. I know she loves to compete with Bella. This I wonder why? Bella is a calm person and doesn't deserve her attitude. With what I met in ground I lost my appetite. I know if I dwell more on my anger, I'll sure go into another rage. I've had enough rage for today. I don't want to destroy anything again.
After Zin left, I looked at Jessy. I sat down and intensified my look on her. She bowed so as not to meet my eyes but that was what I want. The rest seeing that I've focused on Jessy sat down. I couldn't see her expression because her long hair was covering her face. I know quite well that she would be frowning at me behind her hair.
"You" I said to her.
She looked at me briefly.
"What gave you the audacity to scold my housekeeper when this is not your father's territory. Have you forgotten so soon that you are no one here but a prisoner?" I asked firmly.
She looked at me glaring at me. I know my words were harsh but I never cared.
"I wasn't scolding her" she grumbled.
"Then explain to me what you were doing" I said baldly.
Looking at Bella she didn't want Jessy to talk but Jessy seem to be someone who can't hold her mouth when she's angry. I like the way I was provoking her to talk.
"That lady is been too rude to her" she pointed at Bella. "and they were doing nothing. I just felt she should have respected her so I decided to remind her that you trained her better. That's all" she said with pride.
" What's the difference?" I asked blankly.
I didn't know how she got to know that I hate disrespectful attitude but at least she knew. She didn't reply my question been that Bella held her hand, so that she won't put herself into more trouble and she obeyed.
I have this super ability. I could see through anything except I just don't wish to see it. Only Mitchell had gotten to know of this but he never told anyone.
"Let me get something straight anf clear here. My pack's affairs and attitude is none of your business. Try to butt into things next time and I won't let you off the hook girl. Do you understand" I said firmly.
As I spoke, she had on a stubborn pout, wriggling her fingers.
"Yes alpha" she grumbled.
"Good and then I think these men seated here are very appreciative when you called them useless" I added just to spice up her mood.
She looked at me sharply with her hair bouncing up and then to the men seated. She shook her head, waving her hands severally so as to tell the that it's not true.
"That's not true. I didn't mean it that way" she rushed out.
Her face was looking so funny like she wanted to cry. I an alpha was talking to her and she gave me a stubborn look but when it came to my men she wanted to cry. I can't understand the lady. Is it that my men are more fearful that me? That lady can't be predicted.
I watched her as she tried to convince them that what I said is not true been that those ones were just looking at her. With the way she was acting, it made me want to laugh. She was waving her hands, shaking her head, while talking at the same time. She looked to me like a talking puppet and that got me smiling. I placed my elbow on the table, supporting my jaw with my hand and I looked at how she's displaying. I couldn't help but to smile.
I could feel eyes of shock on me. Even if I didn't feel it, I don't need anyone to tell me that they were shocked. I would know that they were. I wouldn't blame them, they've never seen me smile. Not even a twist of my lips. Even Mitchell has never. He has once asked me while I don't smile and I've told him there's nothing to smile about even with all my achievements.
This lady succeeded after so many attempt of her. Just the few times we've met, I felt like to laugh at her. My smile disappeared when she looked at me. She frowned at me as if she wants to scold me for lying against her.
"Let's eat" I ordered and immediately, food was served.
I didn't even care to tell Jessy who was still standing to sit. If she likes she can eat while standing. I know I was been mean but I'm enjoying it. Then I heard Bella's voice in my head.
"Aloha, can Jessy have her seat?" She asked politely.
" I should have known that she has a guardian angel seated here.
"Did I make her stand in the first place?" I replied firmly.
Bella then knew that was my go ahead. She touched Jessy and whispered to her to sit. She did slowly looking at me as if I would tell her not to. The lunch started in silence. Whenever I eat I do love to hear reports about the pack because it increases my appetite but now we have a stranger admit us. I wouldn't want to do that and my men sure understands that. Even the plan I was planning to share with them has to be later.
As we ate, I noticed her eyes was regularly glancing at me. It's not that I too was so focused on eating but I didn't want to look at her. It got to the point that I couldn't help it and I looked at her. Our eyes met and she choked on her food. I shook my head at her clumsiness.
Bella quickly gave her water patting her back gently. None know why she choked except me.
"Easy" Bella said to her.
I didn't know why Bella is so drawn to Jessy. She's not the only woman we've held captive. In fact Bella doesn't like to get acquainted to someone who is not part of us. Prisoner it no prisoner. Now I'm begin to wonder why she's having soft spot of Jessy.
"If you don't want to give me food just sat it. Instead of you wanting to choke me to death with that big eyes of yours" she grumbled.
I could hear surprised exclamations from those seated. Even I myself couldn't believe that she was blaming me for her choking. With the way she looked at me I know that words wasn't meant to be heard by anyone but too bad we all heard.
"This lady is super amusing" Derek said.
He was already laughing while I was still trying all my best possible not to. She already go me to smile, she won't make me laugh just in few minutes.
"Are you blaming me?" I asked trying to be firm but I was failing.
She looked at me briefly and then focused on her food as if she was going to enter inside. Her hair was pouring down that she was guiding it not to enter the plate yet she was using it to hid from me at the same time. That was super funny that I couldn't help but burst into laughter.
This was another wave of shock on my men. They couldn't stop looking at me untill I glared at them. Jessy looked at me and frowned. She then whispered to Bella.
"I wish he's just so ugly" she said.
Bella looked at me and gave an apologetic look.
"He can hear you" she whispered back to her.
Jessy seems shocked because her whisper was very low. She looked at me and met my eyes looking at her. She then pulled her hair to her face as if that would make me not to see her. What a very funny girl.
I looked at her and shook my head with a little smile playing on my lips. I put down my cutleries since I was done eating. I'm not a big eater. It started when I was alone, I'll have to eat whatever I found little by little because I don't know when I'll find the next one. This was what reduced my eating so much.
"Mitchell, Gabriel to my room" I ordered and stood up.
I couldn't say to my study been that I've destroyed it all and it would take at least a day for everything to be back in order. As I leave, I heard her whisper to Bella again.
"How do you cope with him?" She asked.
"Shhhhhh!" Bella hushed. "He can still hear you" she said.
"Ooops sorry I have a big mouth" she said.
" It's good that she knew" Derek said.
I don't know but I feel something spreading through me. It's a strange and new feeling but it wasn't hurting me. It just felt strange.
"It's joy boy. You are happy" Derek told me.
" No I'm not. I don't have a reason to" I snapped back.
" You have every reason to. You just don't see it" he argued.