Can You Smell Sadness?

{ARMANDO}

Is darkness looming all over me? 

Do I smell like sad? 

Wait a minute does sadness even have a smell.

"Armando, what the fuck man, what the hell are you thinking?" My voice screams at me. I roll my eyes at it. It just can't shut it even for a minute and give me a break to ask myself these stupid questions. 

I want an answer. 

And the answer is inside me, if I want, I can get it. There is only one problem, I don't want to. I am scared of what I will come up with. The mind of a human is very complicated, but mine, ooh! It's on another level of complication. 

"Armando." I hear Carl's voice, but it sounds like it is from a distance. I shrug, maybe he will stop calling me and go away. 

"Armando." I hear it again.